SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES, I KNOW THAT MY BELOVED IESOUS
FEELS LIKE THE MOST VULNERABLE AND
INNOCENT CHILD LEFT TO THE WOLVES
ON HIS OWN IN THE WILD.

NOT THAT HE CANNOT BEAT THEM WITH
HIS POWER, WHICH IS BASED PURELY ON
HAVING THE CAPACITY EVEN AMONGST
THE MEANEST AND MOST VICIOUS AND VILE
AND ALSO THE MORE SUBTLE BUT NONETHELESS
LETAL TRAITORS TO BE MEEK AND GENTLE AND
MILD AND TO ALWAYS AND AGAIN THROUGH
LEADING BY EXAMPLE BEING A MUSTARD SEED
SOWER.

AND, FORTUNATELY, HE CHOSE FOR HIMSELF
THE VERY RIGHT OTHER HALF, HIS BELOVED
HOLY ROSE, WHO IS TO HIS GREAT PAIN,
ALSO FOR MOST ONLY A NUISANCE
AND THEREFORE REMAINED MOSTLY
IGNORED OR SLANDERED OR KILLED RATHER
WITH REGARDS TO HER GOOD DEEDS
AND MARTYRDOM RATHER AN
ANONYMOUS FLOWER.

AS SHE ASKED FROM THE HOLY FATHER
IN HEAVEN TO NOT MAKE HER YET
ANOTHER OFFICIAL GREAT GODDESS
LIKE SO MANY OTHERS, WHO HAVE
FALLEN FROM HIS GRACE, SISTERS
AND BROTHERS, AS SHE DOES ALL
SHE DOES FOR IESOUS AND GOD
ALONE - AND NOT BECAUSE SHE
HAS ANY KIND OF AMBITION TO
EITHER BE HERSELF A PRIESTLY DRONE
OR, WORSE, WANTS TO BE YET
ANOTHER RIDICULOUS GREEDY
FIGURINE WEARING A CONE.

BUT, PLEASE, AT LEAST GRANT
IESOUS AND MARY MAGDALA
THE SHARED VISION AND BLESSING
OF THEIR ETERNAL HOLY MATRIMONY
AND THEIR OWN HOLY FAMILY,
WITH WHOM THEY CAN CELEBRATE
LEGITIMATELY HIS CONSECRATED
HOLY EUCHARISTIC FEAST.

AND, PLEASE, DO NOT BETRAY THEIR
HEARTS AND SOULS, WHO HAVE
BEEN PIERCED IN ALL PLACES,
IN ORDER TO PREVENT MANKIND
TO FALL FROM GOD'S GRACES,
AND WHO HAVE ALWAYS AND AGAIN
FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME
SELFLESSLY IN HEAVEN AS ON
EARTH FULFILLED THEIR HOLY ROLES.

JESUS AND HIS HOLY FAMILY
DO NOT ASK FOR A GREAT MEANINGLESS
BREAKFAST, SUPPER AND PARTY,
THAT IS FOR MOST ENDING ANYWAY
IN THE GOLDEN CALF'S FART AND TARTY
AND PREDICTABLE DEAD AND LIFELESS
ART, AND NOT IN THE LIVING WORD -
AS FOR THAT COMES AT THE HIGHEST
COST, AND MEANS VERY OFTEN
THAT A HOLY REPUTATION, A LIFE
AND EVEN A WHOLE FAMILY
IS BEING CONVENIENTLY WIPED OUT
FROM THE CHURCH RECORDS AND
GETS SIMPLY LOST.

EVEN THOSE, WHO SIGN AS A WITNESS
DO OFTEN THE MARTYRS BETRAY,
OR GO THROUGH THE VERY ACT
OF THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSIBILITY
FROM GOD THE FATHER RATHER
ASTRAY AS THEY KNOW FAIR WELL
FROM HISTORY THAT FROM NOW ON
THEIR LIFE WOULD HAVE TO CHANGE
UTTERLY INTO A MODE OF OBEDIENCE
AND HUMILITY, AND THAT DOES NOT
GO DOWN WELL WITH THOSE, WHO
WOULD SIMPLY PLAY A GRAND PART
IN THE HOLY FAMILY AND EVEN
WITH THE HOLY ROSE, BUT WHO
WANT IT ALL AND IN AN EASY AND
DIGESTIBLE AND CONVENIENT DOSE.

BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT THE HEAVENLY
KINGDOM IS ABOUT - IT MEANS SERVING
ONE ANOTHER AND GOD, AND TO BE
WITH ALL OUR GIFTS ON EARTH AS IT
IS IN HEAVEN TOGETHER WITH JESUS
GOD'S LIGHTNING ROD.

WHEN ALL POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE
ARE REDUCED TO THE ESSENTIALS,
THEN WE TRULY HAVE OUR HEARTS
AND SOULS WITH LOVE AND LOVE
ONLY ENHANCED, AND THE LOVE TO GOD
AND FOR HIS CREATION IN THE LIVING WORD
ARE OUR ONLY CREDIBLE CREDENTIALS,

AND THEN WE SEE
THAT GOD HAS ALL ALONG WITH US
THROUGH THE ETERNAL PRIESTHOOD
OF MELCHIZEDEK THE VICTORIOUS
LAST WALTZ DANCED AND HAS
THROUGH OUR EYES ALWAYS INTO
OUR INNERMOST SOULS KNOWN,
FOR WHOM OUR HEARTS BEAT
AT A GLANCE.

QUITE FRANKLY, I COULD NOT CARE LESS,
WHETHER THERE HAS BEEN A MONSTER
IN LOCH NESS, OR UNHOLINESS INVERNESS
OR WHETHER THE DEVIL DOES OR NOT
LIKE TO PLAY WITH GOD A GAME OF CHESS.
WHAT I DO CARE ABOUT IS THAT UNDER
EVERY ROOF EVERY TRUE CHRISTIAN
SHOULD LIVE AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE
AND SING AND TEACH AND PREACH
AND LIVE TO MAKE THE WORLD ONE
BIG LOVING HOLY CROWD:

AND I PRAY THAT ALL ARE A PART OF
GOD'S FAMILY, AS MY IESOUS' HEART
IS AGAIN BEING PIERCED BY MANKIND'S
IMMORALITY AND WILLINGNESS TO KILL
AND TO CREATE PURPOSEFULLY A
CASUALTY OUT OF PROPORTION AND
WITH THE HOLY TRUTH'S DISTORTION,
AND ALL OF IT ON TOP 'IN HIS NAME'.

HE HAS HAD ENOUGH AND COULD
GO ON THE PERPETRATORS TRULY
WITH ALL HIS MIGHT ROUGH AND
MORE THAN THEY CAN EVER IMAGINE
ROUGH.
BUT THAT IS NOT HIS STYLE, AS WE
ARE ON THE WHOLE AS A HOLY
FAMILY NOT VICIOUS AND VILE.
WE STILL PRAY FOR ALL OF THEE
AND WILL DO SO CEASELESSLY
FOR ETERNITY.

AND I DO NOT COMPLAIN BUT
I ASK YOU NICELY TO START
PRAYING FOR ALL YOUR SISTERS AND BROTHERS
OR TO GIVE THANKS TO GOD, WHEN
YOU FOR EXAMPLE LAND SAFELY FROM A FLIGHT
WITH YOUR PLANE OR HAVE HAD
THE HONOUR TO RIDE WITHOUT HAVING
COME TO HARM ON A BUS
IN AN ACCIDENT RIDDEN LANE.

I THINK YOU GET THE IDEA THAT
THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH
STARTS WITH THE APPRECIATION
OF THE VERY SMALL THINGS IN LIFE,
AND PART OF IT IS ALSO TO STAY
FAITHFUL TO THE SOUL, WITH WHOM
GOD JOINED YOU WITH IN HEAVEN
AND ON EARTH, AND TO GIVE YOUR
VOW BEFORE THE ALTAR TO GOD,
YOUR HUSBAND OR YOUR WIFE,
AND THEN TO FULFILL IN THIS
HOLY TRIANGLE YOUR SACRED
ROLE.

AND FOR THAT YOU DO NOT NEED
TO DESECRATE THE RIGHT CREED,
AND YOU HAVE THE RECIPE, HOW
TO EASILY THE TEN THOUSAND
ON NEXT TO NOTHING TO FEED,
AND IT IS ALSO FREE FOR OTHERS
TO PRAY AND TO ASK JESUS
BEFORE GOD ON YOUR BEHALF
TO INTERCEDE, AND BY DOING SO
YOU SHOW RESPECT AND TRUST
IN GOD AND JESUS AND ALSO
IN MARY MAGDALA, HIS ETERNAL
MISSUS, AND IN THE SANCTIFIED
ROLE OF THE FAMILY IN EVERY
SOCIETY, AND THAT IS FOR THE
SURVIVAL OF ALL HUMANITY
THE LAST STRAW AND AN ABSOLUTE
MUST, AND TAKE IT FROM ME,
WHO HAS BEEN FAITHFUL TO GOD
AND IESOUS FOR ETERNITY -

IF YOU LOVE GOD WITH ALL YOUR
HEART AND ALL YOUR SOUL AND
LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOUR, ALTHOUGH
IT CAN BE THE HARDEST LABOUR,
AS YOU HAVE TO SWALLOW ALL YOUR
PRIDE IN THE FACE OF BETRAYAL
AND DECEIT AND ADMIT EVEN, ALTHOUGH
INNOCENT, TO A NON-EXISTING CRIME -
BUT IN THAT WAY YOU NEVER WILL
HAVE TO ADMIT BEFORE GOD A DEFEAT,
AS YOU NULLIFY WITH ONE STROKE
EVEN THE BIN END'S MOST DISGUSTING
GRIME OF THE NEIGHBOURHOOD'S
STRANGEST BLOKE AND YOU CAN SMILE AT THE
CHURCH BELLS CHIME AS YOU CAN
HOLD UP YOUR HEAD HIGH IN THE STREET
WITH GRACE AS YOU ARE PROTECTED
BY YOUR OBEDIENCE TO GOD AND
BY YOUR HUMILITY.

WE MIGHT PLAY SOMETIMES WITH DOLLS
AS JESUS DOES LOVE TO PLAY TO PREVENT
HIS BROTHERS AND SISTERS FROM GOING
ASTRAY, SO THAT HE DOES NOT HAVE TO
MAKE THEM NEW FROM CLAY, BUT FOR US
CERTAINLY THE BELL NEVER IN DARKNESS
TOLLS.

SIGRID AGOCSI
30TH DECEMBER 2008