ST PAUL

ST PAUL

PAUL, OH PAUL, I GIVE THANKS AND PRAISE
TO GOD AND MY BELOVED IESOUS THAT
THOU HASTETH TRANSFORMED JUST IN
TIME TO MAKE FOR HIS HOLY CHURCH
THE RIGHT REASON AND RHYME
TO PREVENT OTHERS TO THROW STONES
AT THE INNOCENTS AND THE HOLY FAMILY
FROM BRICK OR LIME.

YOU LEFT BEHIND ALL OF YOUR OWN
AND MANKIND'S - F.EX. AGAINST ST STEPHEN - GRIME,
BY TEACHING AND PREACHING AND MAYBE
A BIT OF SCREECHING STILL AN OLD JEWISH TUNE
OR TWO BUT ALL IN ALL, YOU PREVENTED
MANIFOLD GENERATIONS FROM THEIR
JACOB'S LADDER FALL AND INSTEAD SHOWED
THEM, HOW TO FOLLOW YOU INTO JESUS'
FOOTSTEPS THAT WERE VERY OFTEN
JUST FROM HIS SOLE WITHOUT ANY SHOE.

AND YOUR KIND SOUL HELPED ALSO MANY
DEACONESSES TO FULFILL IN THE EARLY
CHURCH ALSO THEIR HOLY ROLE, AND EVEN
THOUGH YOU WERE NOT THAT KEEN ON
THEM TO LATER USE A FALSE POLISH
CALLED MR SHEEN INSTEAD OF THE HOLY TRUTH
ON MANY A HOLY FAMILY STATUE'S HEM,

YOU STILL INSPIRED EVEN MANY A CHURCH RAT
AS YOU DID SAINTS TO SHIFT SACRED STONES
AND PRIESTLY DRONES THAT WERE BROUGHT
INTO THE WRONG PLACE
TO AGAIN JUST IN TIME HELP TO WARN MAN
NOT REPEATEDLY TO FALL FROM GOD'S GRACE
BY COMMITTING ANY SINS AGAINST ANY
NEIGHBOUR OF THE HUMAN RACE BY FEEDING
ON GREED AND LUST INSTEAD OF HOPE AND LOVE
AND TRUST, WHICH IS IN GOD'S EYES AN ABSOLUTE
MUST AND SOMETIMES ALSO ENTAILS HARDEST
LABOUR AND ALSO THE RIGHT CREED WITH
JESUS' LAW TO COPE, WHICH IS FROM HEAVEN ABOVE,
AND HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH TRANCE, CONES
OR ANY KIND OF DODGY SWISS ALPES OR
DESECRATION'S SLOPE.

PAUL, OH, PAUL, WHAT HAVE THEY DONE NOW?
THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO GET NOURISHING
HOLY MOTHER'S MILK OUT OF A GOLDEN COW
- DO THE GODLESS STILL NOT KNOW
THAT HOLINESS DOES ONLY WITH HOPE, FAITH
AND SELFLESS LOVE GROW?

AND THAT DOES NOT NEED ANY KIND OF
SECRET SPECIALIST KNOW-HOW - IT IS
FREELY GIVEN AS ALL GIFTS FROM GOD,
THAT HE DOES UPON EVERYBODY IN HIS
OWN UNIQUE PLAN WITH HIS LOVE AND
LIGHT AND FOR THEIR NOURISHMENT
OF HEART AND SOUL BESTOW IN ORDER
TO BE ABLE TO HEAL OR PREVENT
FROM CREATING ANY MAN-MADE
ILLUSIONARY RIFT.

YOU WERE ALSO KILLED FOR YOUR
SOUL'S PURPOSE THAT YOU SO
WONDROUSLY AND IN THE HARDEST
WAY FULFILLED - BUT YOU MADE SURE
THAT CHRIST'S LAST SUPPER WITH HIS
HOLY FAMILY WAS NOT JUST REGARDED
AS A CASUAL MEAL WITH AN ENTERTAINING
FEEL TO IT - NO, YOU KNEW THAT HIS BODY
AND HIS BLOOD WERE MOST HOLY AND
SACRED AND PRECIOUS AS HE WAS
ENTIRELY FREE FROM BEING VILE AND
VICIOUS, AND ON THE CONTRARY, HE JUST
TRIED TO UNDERSTAND THE SIN OF
OTHERS, SO THAT HE WOULD BE ABLE
TO JUDGE JUSTLY HIS SISTERS AND BROTHERS
REGARDING THEIR CRIMES AGAINST THEIR
NEXT OF KIN AS TO HIM - AND ALSO TO ME - IT STILL IS
ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE ANY MEANNESS
AND ILL-THOUGHT TO COMPREHEND.

AND THAT APPLIES ALSO TO ALL OF
OUR HOLY FAMILY FOR ETERNITY.
YOU WERE ALWAYS PART OF IT,
AND THAT IS WHY JESUS' MESSAGE STILL
IS FOR MOST A MISS BUT FOR AN
EVER-GROWING NUMBER, WHO STARTS
THROUGH THE HOLY FAMILY BEING
IN CHRIST LIKE A COMPANY OF A KIND OF
SOUL PLUMBER - QUITE A STIR AND
EVEN A MUSICAL AND POETICAL HIT.

AND THAT SHOE DOES OUR THEATRICALLY
GIFTED MISPOCHE ALSO QUITE FIT -
HAVING BEEN THE ETERNAL WANDERERS
OR INVOLUNTARY TRAVELLERS FOR EONS
OF TIME - THEN SETTLING DOWN IN ONE
PLACE AND ESPECIALLY OUTSIDE OF HEAVEN
DOES NOT REALLY TO US MAKE MUCH
SENSE AND REASON AND RHYME.

AND AS KEEN GARDENERS WE KNOW
THAT MUSTARD SEEDS AND STAR ANIS
AND CLOVES AND CINNAMON CAN BE
COOKED WITH CHOCOLATE SAUCE
ANYWHERE IN A TRAILER OVER AN
OPEN FIRE, AND SO WE GROW IN
MOBILE POTS ALSO OUR OWN
ROSEMARY AND THYME, AND IN THAT
WAY MY BELOVED'S PURIFIED AND
RENEWED CHURCH WILL NEVER
BE ILLEGITIMATE NOR A FAILURE.

IT IS AUTHENTICALLY THE REAL
MCCOY, EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT
SOME ESTABLISHED SIRES QUITE
ANNOY. BUT THEN, THEY WERE NEVER
REALLY ON JESUS' SIDE - AS A TRUE
FOLLOWER OF MY BELOVED MASTER
WOULD NOT WISH FOR HIS ETERNAL
WIFE AND TRUE FAMILY FOREVERMORE TO HIDE...

TO JESUS ANYBODY WITH THEIR FEARS
AND ANXIETIES CAN IN GREATEST CONFIDENCE
CONFIDE, AS HE WILL NEVER BETRAY
ANY FAITHFUL SOUL'S TRUST BECAUSE HE
WILL ONLY SHARE STORIES AND PARABLES
TO BRING OUT THEIR INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY,
AND THAT IS FOR LEARNING A FIRST MUST.

PAUL, OH, PAUL, I LET MANY OF MY DISCIPLES
READ YOUR LETTERS AND RECOMMENDATIONS
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, THEY HAVE STARTED ALREADY
TO SEE THE LIGHT AND TO STOP THEIR HABIT
OF HYPOCRITICAL CONDEMNATION AND INSTEAD
TRY TO BRING TO LIFE THEIR OWN
HOLY FAMILYHOOD ON EARTH
IN THE ONE HEAVENLY NATION - AS ONLY
THROUGH CHRIST'S LAW OF LOVE
WILL THERE BE PEACE AND HARMONY AND UNITY
FOR ETERNITY FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH.

WE ARE TOGETHER IN THIS AND WE ARE FAMILY,
AND FOR THAT I GIVE THANKS AND PRAISE TO GOD
FOR ETERNITY. TO ME YOU ARE A RED MARTYR,
NO MATTER WHAT, AND WE ALL HAVE HAD OUR
SHARES OF RED AND WHITE FOR MARTYRDOM,
OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY AND SO WE ARE
EQUIPPED FOR THE FINEST TASK EVER - THE
RETURN OF MY BELOVED IESOUS, AND THAT
IS SOON, VERY SOON, AND HERE IS A WARNING
TO THOSE, WHO STILL DEFY THE MESSAGE
OF ONE LOVE IN JESUS CHRIST OF THE HOLY ROSE:

NEVER SAY NEVER, AS A VOW BEFORE GOD
AT THE HEAVENLY THRONE IN THE HOLY FAMILY
LASTS INDEED FOREVER!
AND THAT IS A PROMISE IN BOTH WAYS, IF YOU
DO FULFILL - OR NOT - IN THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM
ON EARTH YOUR DUTIES AND HELP AS BEST AS
YOU CAN YOUR SACRED DUTIES, AND THAT
HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY KIND OF
OUTWARD BEAUTIES.

THE GRACE OF GOD IS THE SHINING ARMOUR
OF LIGHT AND JESUS' GREATEST POWER AND MIGHT.
AND TO SERVE GOD WITHOUT A FIGHT AND DEMANDING
TO LIVE THE LAW OF LOVE FROM US AND TO BE FREE
FROM ANY KIND OF SPIRITUAL PUS IS TO HIM HIS
ETERNAL BIRTHRIGHT. BUT AS MIGHTY AS HE IS
HE IS EVEN MORE HUMBLE, AND THAT MAKES
MANY CONFUSE MEEKNESS WITH WEAKNESS AS
IT CAN HAPPEN THAT HE RATHER SPENDS HIS TIME
TO LISTEN TO THOSE WITH HIS BELOVED HOLY ROSE,
WHO DO NOT GOSSIP OR TO THE HOLY FATHER
MUMBLE - AND JESUS AND HIS HOLY FAMILY
CERTAINLY WILL NEVER LET ANYBODY OVER
ANYTHING VICIOUSLY AND PURPOSEFULLY
STUMBLE.

PAUL, OH, PAUL, I GIVE THANKS AND PRAISE TO GOD
THAT IESOUS SHOWED YOU ALSO THE WAY AND
YOU ABANDONED YOUR PAST AS SAUL.
AND I COULD NOW CONTINUE TO LIST MANY
OF THY INCARNATIONS BUT THAT WE LEAVE
TO A LATER GATHERING, WHERE I WILL SING
WITH YOU THROUGH ALL THE ANCIENT
INCANTATIONS, WHEN WE MEET AGAIN
UNDER THE RAINBOW ON EARTH ON CHRIST'S
RETURN'S JUBILATIONS.

SIGRID AGOCSI
30TH/31ST DECEMBER 2008