THE CROSS IS ALIVE

THE CROSS IS ALIVE

HEY, LUDWIG, CAN YOU HEAR THE OUVERTURE
OF YOUR SYMPHONY - IT SOUNDS EXACTLY
LIKE THE YOUNG MOZART! ISN'T IT QUITE SAD
THAT AN ADULT HAS TO STEAL AND COPY FROM
A CHILD, WHO WAS SO PURE AND WAS TO THEE
SO KIND AND MILD? AND HE WAS MAD ENOUGH
TO ALLOW YOU INTO HIS TRUST AS THAT IS
AMONGST FRIENDS AND HOLY BROTHERS
IN GOD AN ABSOLUTE MUST?

BUT ONCE YOU GOT TO VIENNA, YOU DID NOT
REMEMBER EVEN YOUR FORMERLY
BEST FRIEND AND BENEFACTOR,
MOST GIFTED STUDENT TURNED YOUR TEACHER,
WHO HAPPENED ALSO TO BE THE MOST PRINCELY
BISHOP PREACHER? REMEMBER HIM? OR ARE YOUR
EARS STILL DEAF EVEN IN PURGATORY?

AS THAT IS WHAT I PRAYED FOR THY SOUL,
WHEN I HEARD THAT YOU HAVE ON EARTH
NOT AT ALL FULFILLED TOWARDS MY BELOVED
IESOUS AND ME, MARY MAGDALA, YOUR HOLY ROLE?
MAXIMILIAN-FRANZ TRUSTED YOU ENOUGH TO LET
YOU FROM HIS HEART INTO HIS DEEPEST SECRET -
THE LOVE OF HIS BELOVED ETERNAL WIFE, ME,
WITH WHOM HE COULD IN THAT INCARNATION
NOT SPEND HIS LIFE, AS HE WAS BULLIED BY
HIS MOTHER MARIA THERESIA OUT OF POWER
CONSIDERATION AND GREED, AS SHE HERSELF
HAD QUITE A GAMBLING HABIT TO FEED,
INTO COMPROMISING HIS OWN APOSTLES CREED
BY GIVING INTO INVOLUNTARY CELIBACY.

HE LET YOU ALSO INTO OUR SECRET OF OUR
LOVE'S CHILD, AND ONCE HE DID THAT YOU MADE
SURE YOUR SECRET SOCIETY WAS THREATENING
HIM WITH REPERCUSSIONS FROM BERLIN OVER
FRANCE TO THE KRIM, AND YOUR OWN HOPES
FOR YOUR OWN CAREER FROM THEN ON GOT
REALLY AND SHAMELESSLY WILD.

'FREUDE, SCHOENER GOETTERFUNKEN' - HA!
YOU DEEMED YOURSELF GOD - AND YOU WOULD
HAVE YOURSELF BELIEVED IT, IF YOU HAD KEPT
YOUR HEARING BUT OUR FATHER ALMIGHTY,
EL ELJON, EL SHADDAI, JEJA, JEHOVAH, DOES
NOT TAKE LIGHTLY TO THIS KIND OF DIVINE
POWER INTERFERING. AND SO HE SENT YOU
A TASTE OF WHAT IT IS LIKE, WHEN THE
CELESTIAL SYMPHONY IS FLAWED WITH
A COPYIST'S SPIKE.

YOU SEE, GOD HEARS EVEN THE TINIEST
WISH OR CURSE EVEN EVER SO LIGHTLY UTTERED,
AND ONCE UPON A TIME YOU SHOULD NOT
HAVE AGAINST MOZART THIS CURSE UTTERED -
AS HE WAS PURE AND DID TO GOD PRAY,
AND ONLY SEEMINGLY IN ORDER TO PORTRAY
THOSE IN THE GOLDEN FAKE LIGHT OF THEATRE
PERFORMANCE HE BECAME A MEMBER OF
THE FREEMASONS AND PRETENDED TO BE A MANDRAKE
WITH A SHORT MEMORY OF GUILT LIKE A SNOWFLAKE
TO BE ABLE TO POINT AT THOSE, WHO BETRAYED GOD AND MY
BELOVED ETERNAL SPOUSE, AND ME,
MARY MAGDALA, AS I AM MY IESOUS' ONE AND ONLY
HOLY ROSE - IN SHORT: AT THOSE,
WHO WENT FROM THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM
ON EARTH CLEARLY ASTRAY.

EVEN THE HIGHEST MORALLY STABLE AND MORE THAN
FULFILLING A FABLE BUT HIS HOLY TRUTH MAN, ESPECIALLY
IF IT IS THE ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD, BETROTHED
WITH A WIFE FOR ETERNITY IN THE HEAVENLY REALM,
ONCE INCARNATED, HAS STILL A YEARNING OF LEARNING,
THAT CAN EVEN THE GREATEST GENIUS OVERWHELM.

OH, LUDWIG, WHY ON EARTH DID YOU HAVE AN INTEREST IN TWISTING
EVEN HEAVENLY FREQUENCY? IN ORDER TO PLEASE
THE GOLDEN CALF THAT WAS ALWAYS THE GREATEST
ENEMY OF GOD, OF ME AND MY BELOVED MARY MAGDALA,
MY OTHER HALF? AND ITS CORRUPTED RULES THAT
ONLY ARE LEARNT AND BELIEVED BY GODLESS FOOLS
WITHOUT ANY KIND OF LOVE AND HUMAN DECENCY?
JUST TO HAVE LOW VIBRATIONS INCANTATED THAT
ARE DESIGNED TO UNDERMINE THE HEALING SOUNDS
THAT COME FROM WITHIN THE EARTH AND FROM
HEAVEN AND TOGETHER IN ALL OF US GROUNDS?

I DID NEVER LIKE YOUR LOVE FOR POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE,
I RATHER LIKED THE WORSHIPFUL MUSIC OF WOLFERL
OR HIS DELIGHTFUL LOVING AND SINGING DANCE.
BUT YOU SEE, YOU WERE IN BONN, AND MY BELOVED
MAXERL NEEDED THEE FOR HIS MUSICAL AND AS A
FRIEND'S COMPANY. AND YOU BETRAYED HIS TRUST,
AND MINE, AND THAT OF MY BROTHER - BUT THAT
YOU DID NOT TAKE TOO HARD, AS YOU HAD ALREADY
BETRAYED US ALL BY PASSING ON OUR SECRETS,
WHEN MY BELOVED GAVE YOU A PEAK INTO A BALLAD
THAT WAS ONLY EVER SUNG ONCE IN A PRIVATE
MATINEE BY A MAGYAR BARD, AND THAT WAS FOR ME
EXTREMELY HARD.

AS IT WAS ABOUT MY BELOVED AND ME, ABOUT OUR
LOVE AND OUR SEPARATION OUT OF REASONS OF
SECURITY. AND IT HAD THE ROSE AND ITS LOVING
SPOUSE SO VALIANTLY AND INTRICATELY WOVEN
IN, BUT YOU HAD TO DRAG OUR SECRET OUT
INTO THE OPEN TO YOUR SECRET SOCIETY
AND SO BETRAYED EVER SO MERCILESSLY
AND INTRIGANTLY YOUR NEXT OF KIN.

WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO YOU THAT YOU
DIDST BETRAY US SO MUCH? DID MY BELOVED
NOT PAY YOU ENOUGH FOR YOUR TEACHING?
DID YOU NOT LIKE ABOUT THE HOLY FAMILY
HIS PREACHING? WERE YOU JEALOUS OF HIM?
OR DID YOU HAVE HIS OWN MUSICAL GENIUS
GETTING ON YOUR NERVES OVER THE BRIM?

OH, LUDWIG VAN BEETHOVEN, WE KNOW THY
LIFE WAS NOT EXACTLY EASY AND YOUR FATHER
ALREADY TRYING TO PUT YOU INTO THE SHOE
OF MOZART BY CHEATING WITH YOUR AGE.
AND STEALING FROM HIM HERE A NOTE AND
THERE A QUARTER PAGE OF A HEAVENLY
GIFT - OH, WELL, WHY NOT, IF IT SERVES,
YOU THOUGHT, IN YOUR DELUSION OR MIND'S INTRUSION,
TO HEAL ALSO IN MY COMPOSITION A
MAN-MADE RIFT, BUT YOU SEE, IN HEAVEN
AS ON EARTH MANY PRINCIPLES ARE IN
IRON WROUGHT.

ONE OF THEM IS NOT TO STEAL, AS HOW DO YOU
THINK HEARING IN YOUR SYMPHONY YOUNG MOZART'S
THEME, THAT MAKES ME FEEL?
IT IS NOT NICE TO COPY AN ORIGINAL CREATOR
FROM HEAVEN BUT THEN, WHAT DOES ONE
EXPECT OF SOMEBODY, WHO EVEN FORGETS
EVER SO CONVENIENTLY THE MASTER, WHO PAID
EVEN FOR YOUR FREELY GIVEN HEAVENLY GIFT,
BECAUSE HE HOPED THAT IT WOULD GIVE YOUR
SOUL A BOOST INTO THE RIGHT SINLESS DIRECTION
AND JUST THE RIGHT HEART'S SHIFT?!

YOU INTENDED TO MENTION HIM ON YOUR SYMPHONY,
YEAH, RIGHT, BUT YOU KNEW THAT HE WOULD
ANYWAY NEVER WITH ANYBODY PUT ON AN UNHOLY FIGHT,
AS HE WAS BETRAYED, AS ALWAYS, AND FORFEITED
AGAIN ON EARTH HIS HEAVENLY MIGHT, AND HIS
CHILD, HIS INFANT OF PRAGUE, OUR LITTLE DARLING
BOY, WHO WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO EVER EMERGE
AS OUR HEART'S ROI.

I WAS FULL OF HOPE, AND WE ALMOST THOUGHT,
THAT SOMEHOW WE WOULD EVEN WITH MARIA
THERESIA AND THE HOLY EMPIRE COPE -
BUT NO, AGAIN MY BELOVED WAS PASSING ON IN
CONFIDENCE MY CUP - AND WHAT HAPPENED?!
MY CHARACTER'S ASSASSINATION AND MY BOY'S
IDENTITY'S ANNIHILATION, NEVER MIND OUR PAIN
ABOUT EACH OTHER'S LOSS AS THE LIVING
HOLY FAMILY, AND ONLY DUE TO HIS
INVOLUNTARY CELIBACY, AS THAT WAS ALWAYS
AND AGAIN OUR REPEATED CROSS, AND THAT MEANT
ALSO FOR THAT INCARNATION
RENEWED ENFORCED SEPARATION.

WE GLADLY ALWAYS AND AGAIN SERVE GOD
WITH ALL OUR HEART AND OUR SOUL AND WE
ALWAYS AND FOREVERMORE WILL FULFILL
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN OUR HOLY ROLE
AND BE HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.
BUT THIS TIME ROUND WE DO BRING ALL
LIES AND DECEIT THAT HAVE KILLED AND
HURT MORE THAN ONE TIME DOWN
AND SPREAD OUR STORY ON THE GROUND
IN ORDER TO PROVE THAT WHITE AND LIGHT-BLUE
WAS ALSO IN SOME OF MY ROYAL WEDDING
CEREMONIES MY BRIDAL GOWN.

AND MY BELOVED IESOUS HAS HAD ENOUGH
TO HAVING TO LOOK AT PAINTINGS, IN WHICH
ONLY HIS MOTHER AND HIS SISTER ARE ONLY
EVER IN THESE PUREST OF COLOURS SHOWN.
AND GOD'S AND MY BELOVED'S
ENEMIES WOULD RATHER IN A LAKE OF
MY OWN RED BLUE BLOOD, MARY MAGDALA,
DROWN.

NOT IN THE CRYSTAL CLEAR LAKE THAT
IS FREE OF THE DEVIL'S MANDRAKE,
AND THAT IS ALSO FULL OF HAPPINESS
AND HOPE AND CONTINUITY AS THE
LIVING WATERS OF CHRIST ARE EVEN
IN THE DEW DROP ON THE MEADOW
IN MAY OR AS SNOWFLAKES FULFILLING
STILL THEIR DESTINY FOR ETERNITY.

NOBODY CAN DESTROY OR KILL
OUR SOULS AND THOSE, WHO TRY
TO KILL OFF THE HOLY ROSE,
ARE ONLY EVER DAMAGING
THEIR OWN REPUTATION AND BETRAYING
THEIR HEAVENLY HOLY ROLES.

IF THEY TRY TO PUT ON US A CURSE,
THEY BETTER WATCH OUT AS
GOD HAS FOR THIS IN HIS
PURGATORY A VERY SPECIAL
LOST SOUL'S NURSE BUT THAT
CANNOT EVEN BE PAID FOR MONEY
FROM YOUR OWN EVER-GREEDY PURSE -

NO, THIS ONLY GOES VIA ONE WAY:
THROUGH REPENTANCE AND BY DOING
PENANCE, WHETHER YOU LIVE IN BONN,
IN BERLIN, IN ROME, IN PARIS OR IN
PENZANCE - AND UNTIL YOU COME
BACK INTO THE INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY
I PRAY THAT EVERYBODY, INCLUDING
EVEN THE GREATEST TRAITORS
IN HISTORY MIGHT STILL BE ONE
DAY HELPING OUT IN HEAVEN AFTER
THEY HAVE LEFT PURGATORY -
BECAUSE IF NOT, THEY WILL STAY
THEY INDEFINITELY AND IT MIGHT
JUST BE FOR ETERNITY.

MY BELOVED IESOUS AND ME WILL
EVENTUALLY AND GRADUALLY
BE WITH YOU ALL REUNITED IN
PEACE AND LOVE AND HARMONY -
AS WE WANT ALL CHILDREN OF
ABRAHAM LIVE TOGETHER IN UNITY
AND SHARE, WHAT WE HAVE BEEN
GIVEN FREELY BY GOD ALSO FREELY,
AND SHARE OUR GIFTS, SO THAT WE
CAN FOREVERMORE PUT TO REST
ANY BATTLE, WEAPON AND AXE,
AND RATHER HEAL ALL ILLUSIONARY
AND MAN-MADE RIFTS.

PLEASE, HELP US ALL, NO LONGER
TO STAY ON THE PATH OF WAR
AND BLOOD - AS THAT ONLY PUTS
GOD AND IESOUS NOW IN A REALLY
GRUMPY AND TENSE MOOD - BELIEVE ME!
AND THAT IS NO FUN - AS WHEN THEY
SEE, THAT NOBODY HAS A CHANGE
OF HEART AND DOES STILL NOT WANT
TO PLAY IN THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM
ON EARTH THEIR SACRED PART YOU
BETTER FROM SOME UNEXPECTED
DIVINE AND MAN-MADE DISASTERS RUN.

AND THEN FOR A WHILE WILL BE GONE
FROM HEAVEN ALSO EVEN THE GOLDEN
SUN AS WE ARE IN THE CHURCH NOW
IN A STATE THAT DEFIES ANY HOLY TRUTH
AND THERE ALSO DOES NOT HELP
FOR THE SAKE OF LIES AND DECEIT ORGANIZING
A FAKE DEBATE BY A DISGUISED HUN-WARRING
GOLDEN CALF IN DISGUISE AS A NUN, AS THAT
IS REALLY SILLY AND IS NOT WORTH EVEN
TO BE ATTENDED BY A BORED TO DEATH
HILLBILLY.

DO NOT STEAL FROM YOUR NEIGHBOUR
BUT LOVE HIM AND HER AS YOUR NEXT OF KIN
WITH HARDEST LABOUR BUT MAKE SURE
THAT THEIR CREED AND WORSHIP IS
FOR THE GLORY OF GOD AND PROPERLY
DONE AND PURE - OTHERWISE YOU MIGHT
FIND YOURSELF SITTING RATHER UNCOMFORTABLY
IN THE WOMAN'S SADDLE WITH ME, MARY
MAGDALA, AND I TAKE YOU FOR A CHANGE FOR A RIDE,
AS I HAVE HAD ENOUGH FROM YOU ALL
FOR ETERNITY TO HIDE;

I TAKE YOU ON A COURSE FOR CORRECTION OF
DIRECTION AND MATTERS
OF SPIRITUAL DISCIPLINE AND PACE OR
FOR HELPING OUT F.EX. WITH AUTISM THERAPY
ON HEAVEN'S HORSE TRAINING PARCOURS
TO FINALLY FULFILL ALSO YOUR SELFLESS
DESTINY FOR ETERNITY - AND THAT I CAN DO
ANYWHERE AS MY BELOVED IESOUS AND ME
AND OUR HOLY FAMILY WILL SOON GO ON
MANY, MANY WONDERFUL TOURS.
WATCH THIS SPACE, AS SOON WE ARE
GOING AROUND THE EARTH AND TO THE MOON
AND BACK AS IN ENERGY AND DETERMINATION
WE DO NOTHING LACK, AND NEITHER IN OUR
LOVE FROM HEAVEN ABOVE, IN ORDER TO LEAD
BACK TO HEAVEN THE FALLEN HUMAN RACE.

IT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TRIP, ON WHICH
YOU WILL EVER GO WITH US, AND BELIEVE,
IT IS THE GOLDEN CALF AND ITS WAYS,
THAT IS INFECTING MANKIND WITH SPIRITUAL
PUS. WE ONLY EVER TEACH AND LIVE ONE
LAW - AND THAT IS OF GOD: TO BE THROUGH
LOVE ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

THAT MEANS, WE ARE EVEN MINDFUL OF THE NEEDS
OF THE COD THAT SOMETIMES THE TEN THOUSAND
FEEDS. BUT WE MUST NEVER BE GREEDY BUT
ALWAYS THINK AND FEED THE NEEDY.
AND HELP THEM TO FEED ALSO THEIR SISTERS
AND BROTHERS, AS WE HAVE ALSO TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
FOR OURSELVES AND AS FATHERS AND MOTHERS.

AND TOGETHER, EITHER IN CELIBACY OR IN
HOLY MATRIMONY AND GOD'S MIRACULOUS WAYS
WE FULFILL TOGETHER OUR DESTINY AND
SERVE GOD FOR ETERNITY.
THAT IS ALL THAT IS REQUIRED TO PREVENT
ANY ANGEL AND HUMAN BEING FROM THE
HEAVENLY LADDER'S FALL.

BUT WE NEED TO ESPECIALLY WORSHIP AND HONOUR GOD
AND JESUS' SACRED HEART IN HIS HOLY EUCHARIST,
AND THAT IS BEING GIVEN THROUGH THE BLESSED HOST
AND THE BLESSED CUP, HIS BODY AND HIS BLOOD,
AND IT IS TIME THAT ALL GAVE ALL THEIR SINFULNESS
UP.

MARY MAGDALA,
A SINNER AND ETERNAL REPENTANT
AND OBEDIENT ETERNAL SPOUSE
OF IESOUS CHRISTUS
CHRISTUS REX
TO HIM BE GLORY AND EMPIRE
FOREVER AND EVER
AMEN.


Sigrid Agocsi
12TH JANUARY 2009