THE ETERNAL SILENT SCREAM OF MARY MAGDALA

THE ETERNAL SILENT SCREAM
OF MARY MAGDALA

ALL I WAS ALLOWED TO DO
WAS TO SWALLOW MY SILENT
ETERNAL SCREAM, WHENEVER
WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME
MY BELOVED IESOUS' AND MY SON,
WHOM GOD HAD ALWAYS AND
AGAIN GIVEN US IN REALITY AND
SHOWED US IN A MOST SACRED DREAM.

AND EVERY TIME I WAS ALLOWED
TO EVEN GET AS FAR AS TO GIVE
BIRTH TO HIM, WE ENCOUNTERED
JEALOUSY, INCONVENIENCE AND
OPPOSITION EVEN IN OUR OWN
EARTHLY FAMILY LEADING EVEN
OFTEN TO HIGH TREASON BY
SOME BROTHER, WHO HAD HIS
OWN INTERESTS AND WANTED
TO BECOME A RULER BY MAKING
HIS OWN WIFE A RULING MOTHER.

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS NOT PRODUCING
YET ANOTHER WORLDLY EMPIRE ROY,
BUT SIMPLY CROWN MY BELOVED
IESOUS AND MINE ETERNAL LOVE
WITH OUR MOST LONGED FOR
AND DESIRED BOY!

I WANT TO GIVE MY BELOVED IESOUS
HIS SON!!! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
DO YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS AND AGAIN
ELIMINATE MY NAME, NEVER MIND CONSTRUCTING
AGAINST ME ANY KIND OF UNHOLY AND MEAN
FAME AND TWISTING IN YOUR LAME GAME
ALL PURITY AND PUTTING ALWAYS AND AGAIN
ON ME FOR ALL EVIL ALL BLAME.

I AM, WHAT GOD HAS MADE ME FOR,
IESOUS' BELOVED ETERNAL SPOUSE,
AND, YES, IN HIM DID ALSO THE DESIRE AROUSE
TO HAVE A WIFE AND A FAMILY FOR ETERNITY.
AS THAT WAS GOD'S PLAN FROM THE BEGINNING
AND THE FAMILY AS SUCH IS THE NUCLEUS
OF EVERY NATION, ESPECIALLY WHEN RAISED
IN SANCTITY AND FAMILIAR WITH THE LIFE
OF A CLERGY FAMILY.

ONE THAT LIVES THE LIVING WORD, AND DOES
NOT JUST TALK EMPTY LINES WITH A SCREECHING
VOICE AND BLASPHEMES BY NON-COMMITMENT
THE MOST NOBLE AND LOVING SHEPHERD,
AND UNDERMINES HIS WORSHIP, THE MOMENT
HE ENTRUSTS THE CARE OF SOULS IN HIS HOUSE
TO HIS ETERNAL AND TRUELY LOVING SPOUSE.

YOU DARE TO CALL YOURSELF OUR SISTERS
AND BROTHERS? BUT YET, EXCLUDE FROM OUR
OWN HOME, BE IT WITH OR WITHOUT A DOME,
ALL WORSHIPFUL CHILDREN AND MOTHERS?
I THINK YOU BETTER EXAMINE YOUR HEARTS
AND SOULS, AS ONE DAY YOU WILL HAVE TO
EXPLAIN TO GOD AND TO IESOUS, WHY YOU
REFUSED SO VICIOUSLY TO PLAY IN HIS
KINGDOM YOUR HOLY ROLES.

I APPEAL IN THE SPIRIT OF LOVE ONE LAST TIME
TO YOU - AND I PRAY THAT YOU FROM NOW ON
DO NO LONGER GO FROM GOD ASTRAY, AND FOLLOW
ME IN MY SHOE ON JESUS' PATH THAT IS FULL OF
PEACE AND THE LOVE FROM GOD FOR ALL OF
HIS HOLY FAMILY FROM HEAVEN ABOVE, AND THAT
IS ALSO FREE OF ANY KIND OF WRATH.

BUT IF YOU CONTINUE DELIBERATELY AND
PURPOSEFULLY TO TRY TO PUT US UNDER A SPELL
I WILL ASK MY BELOVED IESOUS TO RING ON YOUR
BEHALF SO LONG THE CHURCH BELL THAT YOUR
EARS HURT SO MUCH THAT YOU GET WITH THE
DEVIL TOTALLY OUT OF TOUCH.
AS YOU COULD SEE IN LUDWIG VAN BEETHOVEN,
GOD DOES NOT TAKE LIGHTLY TO TRAITORS,
WHEN THEY BETRAY HIS BELOVED BEGOTTEN SON,
AND WRITE MUSIC THAT WORSHIPS RATHER ONLY
A FAKE SUN AND DANCES WITH A CONE-WEARING
TAKE-ALL BUILDINGS OUT OF BLASPHEMY AND
GREED AND WITH SPREADING ONLY WEED, NUN.

AND THAT TO GOD IS CERTAINLY NOT AT ALL ANY
KIND OF FUN. AS NOW IS STARTING THE TIME
OF THE BEGINNING OF THE END, AND I AM
CALLED MY BELOVED'S HOLY EUCHARIST
WITH ALL MY LOVING MEANS TO THE LAST
TO DEFEND. AND TO MAKE IT KNOWN TO
ALL, SO THAT THEY CAN THE TRUE MEANING
OF HIS SACRIFICE OF HIS MOST SACRED HEART
AND THE BETRAYAL ON A GRAND SCALE OF
HIS ONE HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC
CHURCH CAN COMPREHEND.

SEE YOU LATER, IF YOU LIKE, BUT I AM
NOT AFRAID OF AN ALLIGATOR - AS I KNOW
THAT MY BELOVED IESOUS ONLY POINTS
YOU OUT LIKE THAT FROM HIS GREEN BUBBLE,
WHEN YOU HAVE TURNED FROM ONCE
BEING A FAITHFUL SISTER OR BROTHER
TO BEING A MOST REGRETTABLE PITIFUL TOWARDS
GOD AND HIS BELOVED FAMILY GREATEST
TRAITOR.

IT IS NOW UP TO YOU ALONE, WHETHER OR
NOT YOU WANT TO STEP INTO JESUS AND MINE
FAITHFUL TO GOD ONE SIZE FITTING SHOE,
OR WHETHER YOU CONTINUE WORSHIPPING
THE GOLDEN CALF WITH YOUR RIDICULOUS
CONE.

YOU HAVE NO MIGHT OVER US, AS WE ARE
OF THE HIGHEST DIAMOND SPARKLING LIGHT,
AND WE DO NOT NEED TO PUT ON ANY
UNHOLY FIGHT. AS WE SAY LOVINGLY TO EACH OTHER
AND PRAY FOR ALL, EVEN FOR GOD'S ENEMIES,
WHOM WE HOPE WILL ONE DAY AGAIN BE OUR SISTER
OR BROTHER, AT THE END OF EVERY DAY:
'DEAR GOD, AND ALL I LOVE, I WISH YOU
SWEET DREAMS AND BID YOU
TENDERLY MY MOST LOVING NIGHTY-NIGHT!'

YOU CANNOT BEAT THAT LOVE OF A TRUE FAMILY,
AS IT IS HOLY AND COMES FREELY FROM THE HEART,
WHEN ALL IN IT PLAY THEIR VERY OWN SACRED PART.
MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED WITH YOUR VERY OWN
FAMILY, AND REMEMBER, YOU ARE ALSO A CHILD
OF GOD, AND HE WILL ALWAYS SEND YOU WAYS,
SOMETIMES WITH A FIRM HAND, TO BRING YOU BACK
ON TRACK WITH HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT, THERE IS ONLY HIM,
AND HE CREATED YOU AND BELIEVE ME, I WONDER
SOMETIMES, WHY MY BELOVED IESOUS CAN STILL
BEAR ALL YOUR BETRAYAL AS WE CRY EVERY DAY
OUT OUR HEARTS AND EYES AND WE FILL WHOLE
SEAS OVER THE BRIM. HE IS THE ONE AND ONLY
HOLY KING OF KINGS BUT HE DOES NOT NEED
FOR HIS WELL-BEING ANY CHAMPAGNE OR PR/MARKETING
CAMPAIGN AND CERTAINLY NO CAVIAR FROM IRAN OR
THE KRIM.

MARY MAGDALA
A SINNER AND ETERNAL REPENTANT

Sigrid Agocsi
13th January 2009

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