WEDDING NIGHT

WEDDING NIGHT

O IESOUS,
FRIEDRICH, FREDERIC, MON CHERI,
IS IT REALLY THEE, O IESOUS,
AND ME, MARY MAGDALA, IN THIS
INCARNATION THOU HAST AWAKEN
ME AS BEATRICE, TA PETIT CHERE TRIXI!

O FREDERIC, MON CHERI,
FINALLY WE ARE HOME
AGAIN AS HUSBAND AND WIFE
FOR ETERNITY!

I KNOW WE HAD TO RETURN
TO A WORLDLY EMPIRE
THAT IS NOT AT ALL OUR
DESIRE BUT THY CHURCH IS
IN SUCH A DIFFICULT STATE
THAT WE HAD TO COME BACK
TO UNDERSTAND MAN'S CHOICE
AND AGAIN SUFFER UNDER THEIR HANDS
FROM WHETHER OR NOT OR
HOW THEY DO OUR ETERNAL LIVES'
STORY VOICE.

O FRIEDRICH, MON AMOUR FREDERIC,
EXCUSEZ-MOI, THAT I STILL SPEAK
OUT THY NAME SO FRANCAISISH.
I CAN'T WAIT TO SERVE THEE MY
OWN HOME-MADE QUICHE BUT
I HAVE FOR THIS MY OWN VERSION,
NOT THE ONE FROM LORRAINE -

AND I PRAY THAT ALL GOES PERFECT
ON MY FIRST DINNER WITH THY IMPORTANT
GUESTS AND THAT IT DOES NOT
GIVE THIS GOLD AND JEWELLERY LADEN
ABBESS HILDEGARDIS ANOTHER INFAMOUS
AND PITIFUL MIGRAINE;

OR SHE AND HER NUNS MIGHT JUST MAKE ME
LOOK LIKE IN ALL MY INCARNATIONS AGAIN
LIKE A SINNER, WHILST THEY ARE REALLY
THE ONES MAKING EVEN WITH CROCKERY
FROM YOUR AND MINE CROSS AND OF THE SUFFERING
OF OUR HOLY FAMILY
THE UTMOST AND BLASPHEMOUS MOCKERY
OVER TEA AND COFFEE FROM
FARAWAY LANDS FOR ETERNITY.

ABER ICH BETE, DASS SIE TROTZ ALLEDEM
MIT IHREN NONNEN IN DEN HIMMEL MOEGE KOMM.
BUT I PRAY THAT SHE MAY STILL GO TO HEAVEN
WITH HER NUNS.
MAIS JE PRIE POUR QUE ELLE EST ENCORE
DANS LE CIEL AVEC SES RELIGIEUSES.

O MON AMOUR, O FREDERIC, O IESOUS,
MY ETERNAL MASTER AND SPOUSE,
I AM SO BLESSED AND HAPPY AND FULL
OF BLISS THAT I AM FINALLY AGAIN WITH THEE
IN THY EMBRACE AND EXCHANGING OUR
INFINITE LOVE'S KISS.

BUT WHY, O WHY, DO I OFTEN FEEL THAT
FROM SOMEWHERE IN THE LURCH, EVEN
IN THE CHURCH, THERE IS THE DEVIL
AND HIS BRIDES, AND AGAIN DOES AT US
HISS?! I CAN FEEL THEM INTRUDING ON US,
AND I KNOW YOU ONLY ALLOW THEM
FOR CERTAIN PURPOSES CHOSEN
MOST DELICATE MOMENTS IN THEIR WITNESSING
TO THEIR CONFIRMATION AND NOTATION
TO THEIR WRITING OF OUR HISTORY INCLUDING.

THOU ART TESTING THEM, WHETHER THEY
WILL ONCE MORE BETRAY US, OR AGAIN
TREAT US LIKE SPIRITUAL PUS.
AND TRY ALL TO MAKE ME AND YOU LOOK
LIKE WE ARE THE ONES, WHO DO FROM
THE HEAVENLY LADDER FALL.

DO THEY STILL NOT GET IT - THAT
ALL THE WHILE WE HAVE BEEN HOLDING
THE LADDER FROM HEAVEN AND ON EARTH,
AND FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH,
SO THAT I CAN FINALLY LEAD ALL HOLY SOULS
BACK TO GOD AND ONLY TO HOLY CHILDREN
AGAIN MANY A BLESSED FAMILY WILL GIVE
BIRTH AND CONTINUE IN GRACE AND IN LOVE
GOD'S CREATION IN THE ONE HOLY EMPIRE
OF THE ONE GODLY NATION!

NO WONDER, YOU GOT ANNOYED WITH THE POPE,
AS HILDEGARDIS SEEMED TO HELP HIM WITH
ALL SORTS OF AILMENTS TO COPE BUT WITH
MY ARRIVAL SHE KNEW THAT FROM THEE SHE
COULD NOT SO MUCH ANYMORE HOPE, AND
ALTHOUGH I LET HER INTO MY GIFTS FREELY
THAT GOD AND THOU HAD GIVEN TO ME -
SHE ACCEPTED THEM BUT WITHOUT PRETENDED
GRACE AND NEVER INTENDING TO KISS
THY HOLY KING ROBE'S HEAVENLY HEM FOR
THE SAKE OF THE WHOLE HUMAN RACE;

AND SO SHE BETRAYED
ME EVEN WITH THE UNHOLY
USE OF A CERTAIN ROPE THAT I USED
TO HEAL HER BACK COMPLAINTS
BUT EVEN THAT WAS TWISTED BY HER
IN THE WAY SHE DICTATES IT TO HER
SECRETARY, WHO THEN MY STRANGE
PORTRAIT PAINTS AND SO AGAIN SHE EXCLUDES
ME WITH THE HELP OF THE POPE
FROM THE LIST OF HONORABLE SAINTS.

O FREDERIC, O IESOUS, WHAT KIND OF
PEOPLE ARE THESE - WHO TAKE ALL AND
NEVER TRY ONCE TO PASS ON ANY OF THEIR
GIFTS FREELY TO THOSE, WHO ARE TRULY
IN NEED OF THEIR INTERVENTION TO HEAL
ANY MAN-MADE RIFTS THAT ARE SO EASILY
TO SEE THROUGH BY YOU AND YOUR HOLY
ROSE.

SHE EVEN GOES SO FAR TO WIPE ME OUT
BY SAYING 'THERE IS NO ROSE' AT ALL -
BUT THAT WILL ONE DAY BRING HER SOUL
BEFORE THE HEAVENLY COURT TO THE FALL.
I BEAR ALL HUMILIATION WITH AS MUCH LOVE
AND GRACE AS I CAN MUSTER AS I ALWAYS
SIMPLY REMEMBER THY LOSS AT THE CROSS,
AND I SMELL THY BLOOD ON MY HAIR, AND
REMEMBER, THAT WE DID NOT STAND A CHANCE
OF ENJOYING OUR FIRSTBORN HEIR
IN THAT MOST PAINFUL BUT
ALSO NOT LESS LOVING IN INTENSITY INCARNATION.

AND SO, I JUST ENJOY THAT THOU ART
ALWAYS, ALWAYS IN AS MANY WAYS AS
GOD HAS GRANTED US WITH ME, ALL DAY
AND NIGHT, AND EVEN THOUGH WE MIGHT
PUT ON OCCASIONALLY FOR ONLOOKERS
AN ILLUSIONARY TURTLE DOVES FIGHT
THEY WILL ONLY KNOW ON THY RETURN
AS THEIR ONE AND ONLY KING THY
TRUE HEAVENLY POWER AND THE EXTENT
OF THY MIGHT.

REPENTANCE IN UTMOST HUMILITY WILL BE
SO OVERWHELMINGLY STIRRING THE SOUL
AND PURIFYING THAT THROUGH THY
FORGIVENESS AND BROTHERLY OR
FATHERLY LOVE FOR GOD'S FAMILY
ALL SIMPLY WANT TO SERVE GOD
ON THY PATH FOR ETERNITY, AND WILL
FULFILL ON EARTH THEIR OWN
HOLY ROLE.

THEN THOSE, WHO NOW HAVE THE
MEMORY AND CONSCIENCE OF GUILT
LIKE A SNOWFLAKE WILL BE WEIGHED
DOWN AND FREED AT THE SAME TIME
LIKE A MOUNTAIN FROM HEAVY SNOW
BY THEIR DESIRE TO SPEAK WITH US
THE RIGHT APOSTOLIC AND CATHOLIC
CREED, AND IN HOLINESS TO GROW -

AND TO ASPIRE TO LIVE A LIFE
WITHOUT ANY KIND OF A DEVILISH
GRIN OR FROWN, AND WITHOUT EVEN
THINKING OF WANTING TO POSSESS
OF THEIR OWN A CROWN, AND TO JOIN
THE ONE SOUL THAT GOD HAS
DESIGNED SPECIFICALLY FOR EACH
OF US AND TO MAKE BEFORE GOD
AT THE ALTAR THEIR VOW LIKE US
AS A LOVING HUSBAND AND WIFE -
AND THEN THERE WILL BE NO MORE
TWISTING OF OUR HOLY TRUTH THAT
GIVES ROOM TO UNHOLY SPIRITUAL
FABLE PUS.

THE WHOLE IDEA OF CHIVALRY
IS NOT TO BUILD UP A WARLORD'S
CAVALLERY AND UNHOLY VIOLENT
ARMY KILLING GOD'S FAMILY!
NO, IT IS ABOUT SERVING GOD
BY SERVING EACH OTHER AS
A HOLY SISTER AND BROTHER
FREE OF SIN AND BY BEING KIND
AND LOVING AND DWELLING ON
THE BEAUTY OF THE SOUL OF
EVERY NEXT OF OUR KIN.

THOSE, WHO ONLY EVER THINK
OF THEMSELVES ARE MOST
LIKELY TO HAVE NEVER EVER
LIVE THE LIVING WORD BUT RATHER
TRUST ANY OTHER BOOKS AND
FALSE RECORDS IN THE SHELVES.
AND THEY WOULD NOT DREAM OF
SERVING THE MEEK AND KIND, WHOM
THEY VIEW AS INFERIOR, AND THEREFORE
RATHER OCCUPY THEMSELVES WITH
THE CHURCH'S OR CHURCH HALLS'
INTERIOR.

O FREDERIC, FRIEDRICH, O IESOUS,
WHEN WILL WE BE ABLE TO TRULY TAKE OUR PLACE
AND MAKE FROM THE EARTH WITH US AS A HOLY FAMILY
AND YOU AND ME OFFICIALLY IN HOLY MATRIMONY
LIKE NOW AS FRIEDRICH AND BEATRICE A HEAVENLY PLACE?!

I PRAY THAT ONE DAY, WHEN ALL THIS LAME GAME IS OVER
YOU WILL BE MAKING THE DEVIL
AND HIS BRIDES FACE UP TO ANY
KIND OF SIN AND BRING THEIR CONSCIENCE
IN THE SPIRIT OF LOVE TO THE GRIND.
AND IT MIGHT JUST BE AT A MASS
CLOSE TO THE WHITE CLIFFS OF DOVER.
AS FACING UP THEY MUST, OTHERWISE THEY CANNOT
PROVE THAT IN GOD THEY TRULY DO TRUST.
JUST AS WE DO CONTINUOUSLY AND HAVE DONE
AND ALWAYS WILL DO SO FOR ETERNITY.

AND THEN I PRAY, THEY APOLOGIZE TO GOD
AND MAKE UP FOR THEIR SIN BY SHOWING
THEIR LOVE TO THEIR NEXT OF KIN.
WE CANNOT PRETEND THAT ALL IS WELL,
WHEN WE OURSELVES ARE CREATING
OR SUSTAINING CONSTANTLY
EVEN THE SMALLEST HELL.

EVEN A CHILD CAN HEAR THE FALSEHOOD
IN A CORRUPTED AND DESECRATED
CHRISTMAS MORNING CHURCH BELL.
IT RINGS ALL THE WRONG TONES,
AS EVIL HAS SETTLED IN SUCH A CHURCH,
WHERE SATAN LIVES IN THE LURCH
INTO ITS PARISH MEMBERS AND EVEN
INTO ITS PRIEST'S BONES.

AND ALTHOUGH WE WEAR SOMETIMES
AS PART OF OUR HAT FASHION ALSO
A DAME'S OR PRINCESS' CONE, THAT IS
NOT AN INVITATION FOR A TWISTED VERSION
WITH A JEWISH GOLEM OR AN EGYPTIAN CLONE,
WHO DISGUISES HIMSELF
AS A BISHOP OR SOME KIND OF PICK- AND MIX-
PRIESTLY DRONE.

O MY BELOVED IESOUS, MY FREDERIC,
MON CHER FRIEDRICH,
ICH LIEBE DICH! UNENDLICH! IN THIS
INCARNATION I WILL TRY AS MUCH AS I CAN
AND AS YOU SEE FIT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE AGAIN MISPRESENTED
BY ALL SORTS OF FALLEN ANGELS AS
AN UNHOLY GIT AND SO WILL I - BUT
I WON'T ASK ANYMORE: 'WHY?'

BECAUSE THAT IS JUST THE WAY
THEY ARE, GOD'S AND OUR ENEMIES,
TOO MANY FOR THEIR LIKING LIABILITIES,
AND SO THEY RATHER DISAPPEAR
EVER SO CONVENIENTLY IN SOME KIND
OF UNHOLY NUNNERIES AND FRATERNITIES
WITHOUT REAL RESPONSIBILITIES,
WHEREAS WE TRY TO UNDERSTAND AND
TO COMPREHEND THE DIFFICULTY
UNDER THE UTMOST PRESSURES AND
THREATS OF WAR AND ANNIHILATION
TO LIVE AND IMPLEMENT AS MUCH AS
WE CAN YOUR PATH OF PEACE AND LOVE
AS THAT IS THE ONLY WAY THAT LEADS
US ALL BACK AGAIN ON EARTH AS ONE HOLY
FAMILY TO HEAVEN ABOVE.

MON AMOUR, MY ONLY LOVE OF MY ETERNAL LIFE,
I SO ENJOY AND AM GRATEFUL THAT THOU
HASTETH BROUGHT ME BACK, EVEN THOUGH
WITH A WORLDLY CROWN IN MY FAVOURITE
WHITE GOWN. AND I PRAY THAT NOBODY
WILL THIS TIME IN IT ME DROWN.
LET US ONLY DANCE AND BE HAPPY
TOGETHER AND KISS AND LOVE EACH OTHER
FOR INFINITY.

I SEE THAT THIS AGE HAS ALSO NOT MUCH
CHANGED REGARDING OUR PRIVACY.
BUT WHAT CAN WE DO - WE ARE ALWAYS
SERVANTS OF GOD'S OWN IDEA
OF INTIMACY. THAT IS, WHY HE HAS
CREATED FOR US ALSO A SPECIAL
CHAMBER FOR HIS LIVING FOUR, WHERE
ONLY US CAN ENTER.

OTHERWISE WE WOULD NEVER FIND REST,
AND WE ARE ALREADY BEING CONSTANTLY
BY ALL PUT TO THE MOST INTENSIVE
CHARACTER TEST. WE ALWAYS TRY TO DO
OUR VERY, VERY BEST. THE TROUBLE IS,
THAT NOT EVERYBODY LIKES OUR
SUGGESTIONS, AS SOME CAN BE QUITE
FULL OF PAIN, AND THEN THEY DO NOT
LIKE TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES A BIT
BUT RATHER CLING TO ANY KIND OF STRAIN
AND LIVE THEIR LIVES AS A SELFISH GIT.

O, MON CHERI, BUT I KNOW FROM
OUR HEAVENLY CONVERSATIONS
THAT THERE WILL COME THE TIME,
WHERE YOU HAVE ME WRITE DOWN
IN MY POEMS AND BOOKS ALL YOUR
REASONS AND DRESS THEM EVEN
INTO A RHYME.

AND IN THY EMBRACE IN OUR HEAVENLY
CHAMBER AND COVERED BY THY
MOST TENDER KISSES WE ARE FREE
AND SHELTERED FROM ANY KIND OF
SNAKE'S HISSES.
IF THEY ONLY KNEW, HOW BEAUTIFUL
IS MARITAL BLISS! THEY WOULD ALL SMILE
AND TALK ONLY ABOUT THEIR OWN HOLY FAMILY
IN THE CHURCH PEW AND WOULD NEVER EVEN
THINK OF BEING VICIOUS OR VILE, AND THEY
WOULD BE MANY, NOT JUST A FEW.

SO, LET US PRAY, MY BELOVED, I DO NOW
UNDERSTAND, WHY WE FROM TIME TO TIME
HAVE TO LET THEM IN, AS TO TEACH THEM,
HOW IT FEELS TO BE WITH YOUR ONE AND
ONLY HUSBAND AND WIFE REUNITED
AS NEXT OF KIN. AND THAT MEANS ALSO
THAT WE ARE ENTIRELY FREE OF SIN
IN THIS HOLY UNION BEFORE GOD
AND AS HIS SACRED LIGHTNING ROD.

WE ARE A HOLY COUPLE JOINED BY GOD
IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH IN HOLY MATRIMONY,
EVEN THOUGH MANY TRY TO MAKE US LOOK
VERY CONTRARY,
AND OURS IS A SACRED UNION WITH HIM
IN THE HOLY TRINITY.

AND I AM STILL IN AWE, AFTER ALL THIS TIME,
THAT THOU DIDST CHOOSE ME TO BE
THY SPARE RIB, WITH WHOM THOU SO MUCH
LIKETH TO FILL OUR GOD-GIVEN CRIB,
AND THY OTHER HALF AND I WILL DO ALL
TO PREVENT OTHERS, OUR SISTERS, BROTHERS,
CHILDREN AND FATHERS AND MOTHERS TO
NOT FALL INTO THE HANDS OF THE GOLDEN
CALF BUT TO SERVE JUST LIKE US IN UTMOST
OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY.
FOR ETERNITY.

IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER, THE SON, AND
THE HOLY SPIRIT.

SIGRID AGOCSI
4TH JANUARY 2009