Dear Holy Father

Dear Holy Father,

I am so very sorry that your gesture of true loving-kindness and trying to heal a man-made rift within the one holy Catholic church has been
abused in so many ways. I am not a scholar in theology and it seems to me that there are already more than enough heated minds at work rather
than letting hearts speak that are trying to build true bridges just like you do.
I am just speaking as a simple woman, and I am not playing with this term in false humility. I cannot join any scholarly debate on theology.

But I follow a very simple law: the law of the two commandments of Christ - to love God with all my heart, with all my soul and to serve Him with all that I am, and I love my neighbours, even though it is in times as this not always easy, especially when they turn out to be all over again a doubtful Thomas or worse, as worshippers of the golden calf or cow, or when they simply cannot be bothered to be part of the spiritual church of Christ at all.

Many people are shocked to finally see the truth that the one holy Catholic and Apostolic Church is not as homogenous and united as they always thought it was. That there are forces at work, who try to undermine the very essence of Christ's sacrifice and His teachings. That, in fact, many
even openly mock and twist His commandments regarding the Holy Eucharist and the liturgy.

To me things are much less complicated as they are being presented. I am truly blessed with deacons, priests and a bishop around me in my church family, who are truthful to the teachings of Christ, and who have the courage through you leading by example by making the Tridentine Mass a living reality in parishes worldwide again (although much training is still needed as in many churches even wording of the liturgy has been partly changed and improvised by individuals and items of liturgy abandoned that had a living essence of faith to transmit), and who also stand up
for Jesus and His spiritual church and for sharing all our spiritual gifts freely with all our neighbours - and not only with a select few.

From where I am standing, and again, I am not a theologian, but simply a caring mother, who wants to see all children of Abraham once and for all
united, happy and peaceful thanking God together for the wonderful creation He has entrusted to us. We cannot go on allowing man-made rifts
to divide mankind evermore. We must also teach again, and that is only possible through our very own example, not through sinfulness on God and Jesus to trample but we must nourish all of mankind with Christ's love. And that is only possible, if we all start to be a living part of one holy family of God, in the one holy Catholic and Apostolic church, as that is the church God wanted and that holds the blueprint of creation with Jesus as the cornerstone.

But in order to be one holy nation and live in the heavenly kingdom on earth we must abandon even the slightest sin against our next of kin.
And we do that by first of all seeking the return to our soul's home in heaven - only, when we look to God's Infinite light can we reach also
on earth in every little aspect of our lives to the stars and radiate with the love that God has shown for each of us and especially for
His beloved begotten Son Jesus Christ, and also for His holy family, which consisted foremost of the two women, and His beloved brother John, who were with Him at the cross - the two Marys, Mary, His holy virgin mother, and Mary Magdala, His best kept secret within the church.

In order to heal all rifts and in order to connect all tribes of Israel the church must also share, what has been long common knowledge amongst the other tribes of Israel - that Jesus was married to Mary Magdala and that they even lost two children before He was nailed to the cross.
Why is it that Muslim and Jewish leaders know about this and it makes total sense to their communities (I have contact and receive even prayer requests from Muslim and Jewish mothers, and we have no problems at all overcoming any kind of rifts, and neither have our children, as they are being brought up to abandon any kind of destructive solution to a conflict. They are only ever out for resolving problems through the truth.).
If even children have already worked it out, and they have a direct connection to God and to Jesus, then I ask myself, why it has taken
eons of time to allow what is long been more or less common knowledge the holy truth to be yet again be twisted and stirred and even
annihilated.

You and me know the answer - because there have been from the very beginning always the powers and principalities of darkness tried to
prevent the one holy Catholic and Apostolic Church of Christ from flourishing. The martyrs are no longer having their betrayal mocked and have
stood up and united in order to fight back in love and with the holy truth to finally bring about the living word in the one living spiritual church of Christ. And that will be very different from one that is based only on empty pomp and circumstance.
Many people have arrived at the point that they think a mass is simply a staged theatre performance with a bit of spiritual magic.
And why? Because the true essence of the Holy Eucharist has been taken away and desecrated in many places that are sadly
not even be worth to be called a church or cathedral anymore, as they sell out their holiness on every possible level.

Dearest Holy Father, you have done a wonderful job since you have entered your heavily burdened annointed office - I pray that this is an
appropriate way of expressing my gratitude for all your deeds, thoughts and efforts for the spiritual church of Christ within the one holy Catholic and Apostolic Church. I am ever so grateful for your writings on liturgy and on music. You are so gifted and we are so very blessed to have a Pope,
who has such sensitivity and insight and connection to God and to Jesus. Jesus and Our Lady and God love you very, very much. And so do I.
I thank you for all you have done for us all, and I know you are now having a very hard time because of it.

But, please, please, I plead with you for the sake of my beloved Iesous' Most Sacred Heart - allow His holy truth to be known and to be lived and to be honoured. You know, which parts I do refer to, and I do not want to add even more to your present pressures - but this is not a new 'issue' but a very old one indeed, as it is the most holy issue from a holy womb that will never go away but has a right to be acknowledged for eternity, if the Roman-Catholic church does not want to receive the kiss of death by Jesus leaving it as its cornerstone. And He will leave it, if His truth is being denied any longer.

I never judge anybody (that is one of the hardest lessons Jesus has to teach us, and that is an ongoing one), and I know that many recent problems are based on powers and principalities that are now in the peak of their spiritual war with each other - in the church and interdenominational and with the world interests intertwined.
God has given us clear commandments and whoever does not abide by them, will be judged by Jesus accordingly. We all have to meet God face to face for all that we do, and I know the fear of God and out of love of God I am writing to you these lines now. I have come to the point that my fire is burning so strongly that the Holy Spirit has demanded the rectification and healing and remedy of a battle that has long been lost for the devil - as end must now the era forever for any kind of evil.

And it is our all task to manifest the heavenly kingdom on earth, and we must start right in our own lives, from our own kitchen hearth and keep Christ's flame alive by teaching again to our children, how to pray; that lying and cheating and not respecting one's parents (not meaning they should be subjected to abuse!) are each a serious sin and make the life difficult with our next of kin; that we must share freely, what we have
been given freely, as all our talents are precious gifts from God, and only through leading by example can we be on earth as in heaven
His Infinite Light's rod, and here in Hackney, the 'Poor Empire of the Holy Rose' we share despite of all the violence and poverty around us even our little kitchen and try to work out low budget but nutritious versions of chips and cod.

But seriously - from the perspective of a mother and a child - the good news is this: We simply do not allow any kind of individual or group,
be it inside or outside our church, at God, at our neighbour or at us to hiss - we simply solve a problem by stretching out our hand, just like you did now, and at least try ourselves to go the extra-mile, and, yes, there are also those, who want to be bad and vile. But after we have tried all we
can, we leave those hardened hearts simply to be sorted out by God and Jesus and we do pray for them, as we are so blessed and privileged
and by the grace of God have been allowed to kiss Jesus heavenly kingly robe's hem.

As my daughter said so rightly tonight: 'Mummy, there is only gold in heaven - as there it is the purest and there is even gold embroidery around the castle in the cloud, where God lives and has rooms and buildings for everybody, and a huge garden with fountains and roses. And pets and all love each other and are kind. On earth we should share all we have - and not really boast about money, or maybe have no money at all, as Jesus did not have money either. And He did not wear a golden robe - that He wears only in heaven. I think a white robe like yours is quite enough.'

And is she not right? She also suggested that anybody, who likes to shoot others and take whole nations' life - to simply send the decision makers
into a football stadium and let the match decide, but then also to accept the outcome gracefully without any unholy fight and without getting to each other rough.'

It will take time and many, many extra-miles to let all nations become again one holy nation and to serve together God. But if we stick always to our
holy truth, and show to each other only love and respect and if we had abandoned all paths of war and blood and had stayed free of sin against our next of kin, God would have had no need either to send at all to eliminate all evil a flood - and even that has not helped so far! As still the names of God and the return of Christ are not officially being heard and announced by the sounds of the bright trumpets or the shofar.

And I ask now: Why? How long will not only the church but also any other itself calling holy community in Christ and God spread about His return
a lie? He is ready to take all of God's enemies on: And for that He does not need an army, no, He simply teaches the holy mothers and children to
pray, read the bible and he also has started to add His holy truth in the Sunday school on. As children are so good by now in their spelling, that they noticed that some prints in the bible sound they rather only ended instead with a full stop only on a semicolon.

So, enough damage has been done through lies and deceit and by documents and parchments mislaid in the holy library - now it is time to
get the right ones added on also to the bible to stop all the heretics once and for all, and to print the true timeless ethics of the Apostles' stone tablets as the eternal holy truth held by the one and only holy Catholic and Apostolic as Christ's true spiritual church! And with an contrite
and repentant heart we will beat any evil and keep it out of the one holy nation's and any worldly kingdom's lurch.

You have been an inspiration to me eversince you became our Holy Father, and I pray that it is not a gesture of pride to end this letter with the blessing that the Holy Spirit entrusted me with:

MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY, AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOUL WITH JESUS' BROTHERLY LOVE.

IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER, THE SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT!

GOD BLESS YOU!

A Mother, who tries to live a holy life and to lead by example,
who loves all so much, and especially God that her heart
is breaking, when anyone on anybody and especially
on God and Jesus and His Holy Eucharist and His Most
Sacred and Kind Heart and on His holy family does trample.

Mother Ziggy (Sigrid) Agocsi
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
5th February 2009












You have shown true courage in Christ



Mother Ziggy (Sigrid) Agocsi
(Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
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