WERE YOU THERE, WHEN THEY CRUCIFIED MY LORD?

WERE YOU THERE,
WHEN THEY CRUCIFIED MY LORD?

WERE YOU THERE,
WHEN THEY CRUCIFIED MY LORD?
I THINK NOT. AS IT FELT PRETTY LONELY,
FROM WHERE I WAS KNEELING AND CRYING
MY HEART OUT ABOUT MY BELOVED
ETERNAL SPOUSE IESOUS' AND OUR
STILLBORN CHILDREN'S LOSS.

YOU DID AND DO STILL NOT GIVE FOR US A TOSS.
BUT WORRY NOT, EVEN HIS FAMILY WONDERED
AT GREAT LENGTH AND IN FRUSTRATION,
WHAT ALL THE FUSS WAS ABOUT HIS LIFE'
SACRIFICE AND ANNIHILATION.

THEY HAD ALREADY WONDERED INITIALLY,
LONG BEFORE HE HAD STARTED AND IN HIS
EARLY MINISTRY, WHY HE WOULD DO ALL THIS
MADNESS TO HIMSELF, AND DO IT ALSO TO ME,
IF AT THE END STOOD ONLY A NASTY
CRUCIFIXION INSTEAD OF A CORONATION
THAT COULD BE CELEBRATED WITH PRECIOUS
GOLD FROM EGYPT AND PRECIOUS STONES FROM INDIA,
WHERE THOSE IN GREAT LUXURY LIVED, WHO DID NOT
WANT TO KNOW THE NAMES OF GOD AND JESUS,
ESPECIALLY NOT THE NAMES OF THE ONE AND ONLY
GOD EL ELJON, EL SHADDAI, JEJA, JEHOVAH,
AS THOSE ONLY JESUS AND HIS BELOVED ETERNAL
HOLY ROSE DID UNCONDITIONALLY DEFEND
AND ABIDE BY HIS AUTHORITY - AS THAT
WAS ALWAYS AND WILL BE OUR DESTINY
AND BLESSING IN OUR HOLY MATRIMONY.

NO OTHER SISTER OR BROTHER BELIEVED
IN MY BELOVED JESUS AND HIS HEAVENLY FATHER
AND THEY IGNORED ALSO RATHER, WHAT THE HOLY
SPIRIT HAD TO SAY ON ANY GIVEN POINT - SO, GOD
SMILED OVER HIS WHOLE FACE, WHEN IN HEAVEN
HE FOR ETERNITY OUR SOULS ALSO ON EARTH
FOREVERMORE MADE FROM FLESH TWO IN ONE
BODY JOINT.

YOU ONLY GET US TOGETHER, EVEN THOUGH
WE DID NOT SAY IT INITIALLY AS GOD KNEW
THAT MANKIND WOULD NOT EVEN BE READY
FOR THE COMMITMENT OF TRUE LOVE
LIKE US IN ETERNAL HOLY MATRIMONY.
MOST LIKED TOO MUCH THE WAY OF THE
GOLDEN COW, AND CHOSE A DIFFERENT
SPOUSE, AS SOON AS THEY LOST THEIR
INITIAL SELFISH EMOTION AND WITH IT THEIR
SUPERFICIAL GLOW.

TRUE LOVE DOES ONLY UNDER HARDEST
CIRCUMSTANCES AND AFTER MANY PASSED
HEAVENLY TESTS ON EARTH ALSO IN VARIOUS
STAGES AND DANCES SHOW ITS TRUE COULHEUR,
IF IT OUR HOLINESS ENHANCES, AND IF IT LOOKS
TO GOD IN UNITY OF A SACRED HUSBAND AND WIFE,
WHO GIVE IN HIS PRESENCE AT THE ALTAR THEIR
MOST HOLY VOW TO SPEND TOGETHER IN BAD
AND GOOD TIMES THEIR TOGETHER THEIR LIFE
OVER AND AGAIN FOR ETERNITY.

IT IS A MATTER OF TWO SOULS FULFILLING
THEIR HOLY ROLES TOGETHER WITH GOD,
AND THEY ARE ON EARTH THROUGH LEADING
BY EXAMPLE AND BY NEVER ALLOWING THE DEVIL
WITH HIS EVIL ON GOD'S CREATION TO TRAMPLE
HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

BUT MOST SOULS DO NOT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED
AT ALL OR NOT TOO MUCH THAT THEIR LIVES
WITH EVER CHANGING EMOTIONS FOR THEIR
HUSBANDS AND WIVES RESULTING IN BETRAYAL
IS SIMPLY WITH GOD AND HIS TEN COMMANDMENTS
TOTALLY OUT OF TOUCH.
BUT TRUE HAPPINESS IS NEVER OUT OF REACH,
IF WE LISTEN TO WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT IN EVERY
ASPECT OF OUR LIVES HAS TO TEACH.

I LOVE MY BELOVED IESOUS UNCONDITIONALLY,
AND HE LOVES ME ALSO AND WE HAVE DONE
SO AND WILL DO SO FOR ETERNITY.
AS FOR US LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY OF LIFE,
AND THAT WE SPEND WITH THE SOUL THAT GOD
HAS CHOSEN FOR EACH OF US AS A HUSBAND
OR WIFE.

AND NOT SOME OCCASIONAL FLIRT THAT THEN
WILL BE FOLLOWED BY QUITE SOME SPIRITUAL
UNHOLY DIRT AND DOES THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM
AND THE SINNERS DEEP HIDDEN SENSITIVITY ALERT.
AND SOMETIMES, WHEN THINGS GO TOTALLY WRONG,
AND ONE IS FEELING RATHER WEAK INSTEAD OF STRONG,
IN LIEU OF LEADING A HOLY LIFE IT DOES GET RATHER
WITHOUT THE HOLY FATHER OR MOTHER PERVERT.

THAT IS WHY JESUS AND ME ALWAYS KNEW THAT WE
NEED IN ORDER TO LEAD BY EXAMPLE TO MANKIND
PROVE THAT IT IS INDEED POSSIBLE TO LIVE
OUR LOVE OUT IN HOLY MATRIMONY AND WITH OUR
OWN HOLY FAMILY.
AS EVENTUALLY ALL SONS AND DAUGHTERS WILL
HAVE TO LEAVE THEIR PARENTS' HOUSE TO BE
WITH THEIR SPOUSE.

THAT IS THE NATURAL WAY TO BRING OUT THE
INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY INSTEAD OF GOING BACK
INTO THE CLAY. WE MUST NURTURE THE TINIEST
NUCLEUS OF SOCIETY AND CREATION, AND
EVEN MORE SO OF THE ONE HOLY NATION.

BUT FOR THAT WE ALL NEED TO BE ALSO KIND
TO EACH SISTER AND BROTHER, AND HONOUR GOD,
AND GIVE THANKS TO JESUS AS HE IS WILLING
TO SHOW YOU ALL THE PATH THAT IS FREE OF ANY
KIND OF WAR, BLOOD AND WRATH,
AND THAT IS THE KEY TO THE LAST GATE TO HEAVEN
ON EARTH, WHICH WILL BE SHAKEN BY THE MANIFESTATION
OF THIS HOLY TRUTH, AND THAT HAS LONG BEEN KNOWN
TO ALL TRIBES OF ISRAEL, AS WE ARE ALL CHILDREN
OF ABRAHAM, AND JESUS AND ME GO BACK TO THE
BEGINNING AS ADAM AND EVE WITH MANY AN APPEARANCE
ALSO LONG AFTER THE BOOK OF RUTH.

A SHAME REALLY THAT IT TOOK SO LONG
TO RIGHT, WHAT HAS BEEN DONE WRONG IN MANY AN
UNHOLY FIGHT BUT OUR SADNESS AND DISAPPOINTMENT
ABOUT THE HUMAN CONDITION HAS GROWN IN US SO
STRONG THAT WE HAD TO PUT OUR COMBINED
FAITH, HOPE AND LOVE TOGETHER, MY JESUS AND ME,
IN OUR HOLY MATRIMONY, TO APPEAL TO YOU ONE
LAST TIME TO MAKE TO YOU ALL THE RIGHT REASON
AND RHYME AND ALSO TO NOT LET YOU GET AWAY
WITH ANYMORE HIGH TREASON IN ANY GIVEN SEASON,
AS WE HAVE HAD ENOUGH, AND SO HAS GOD, FROM
ALL YOUR BETRAYAL AND LIES;

AND ALSO FROM YOU ASKING 'WHY?', 'WHY ME?', WHEN YOU
ARE CONSTANTLY GOING AGAINST THE TEN COMMANDMENTS,
NEVER MIND THE TWO LAWS OF JESUS THAT WERE ALREADY
LIVED ALSO BY JOHN, AND THEN, WHEN THINGS GO
SO PREDICTABLY WRONG, YOU GO ON AND ON AND ON
WITHOUT WANTING TO TAKE YOUR OWN SHARE OF
RESPONSIBILITY - AND OF THAT WE HAVE ENOUGH
FOR ETERNITY.

WE DID NOT LOSE OUR CHILDREN AND OUR LIVES
AND BE SLANDERED, ANNIHILATED AND SUPPOSEDLY
CUT UP AND EXCAVATED FOR YOU TO JUST CONTINUE
ON YOUR ROTTEN PATH AS ALWAYS, AND CHOOSE
TO BE BAD AS YOU SO LOVE TO DWELL ON YOUR WRATH,
PARTLY BECAUSE IT MAKES SOME NICE MONEY INSTEAD
OF HAVING TO WORK HARD FOR CONSTANTLY EVEN FOR YOUR
NEIGHBOUR IN ANNOYING LABOUR IN THE LAND OF
MILK AND HONEY.

YOU RATHER BUY A BUNNY AND SATAN
UPSIDE DOWN IN COLOURED TRANSFORMED CHEMICALS
PRETENDING TO BE FROM COCOA BEANS, WHICH ARE
CALLING THEMSELVES IN THEIR DELUSIONAL
AND IMPOSING STATE HOT CHOCOLATE - AND INSTEAD
OF CELEBRATING THE BIRTH OF BABY JESUS, YOU
TOOK AWAY FROM US EVEN OUR INFANT FROM PRAGUE,
AND YOU WOULD ALSO RATHER DISSOLVE THE ROMAN-
CATHOLIC AND THE ANGLICAN-CATHOLIC CHURCH
AND WORSHIP THE DEVIL IN DEN HAGUE OR GRAGUE
OR IN WHATNOT UNSPEAKABLE THROAT CROAKING
TOAD CHOKING DEVIL'S DEN RUN ON THE PRINCIPLE
OF SLAVERY IN THE LURCH.

YOU SEE, MY JESUS AND ME, WE ONLY EVER INVITE
TO HIS HOLY EUCHARIST AND AROUND OUR
KITCHEN HEARTH'S TABLE - AS THAT IS OUR WAY
AND THAT IS ALSO NOT JUST A ROMANTIC-TRAGIC
FABLE.

IT HAS COST REAL LIVES AND REPUTATIONS
OF HOLY SOULS AND WE HAVE ALL HAD ENOUGH
AND JESUS IS NOW TAKING EVERY SINGLE TRAITOR,
INCLUDING HIS OWN FAMILY, TO TASK AND WILL
FROM ALL MEMBERS ASK, WHAT THEY HAVE DONE
TO SAVE HIS ONE HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC
CHURCH FROM THE DEVIL IN THE LURCH.

AND I SIGN THIS ALSO WITH MY NAME.
AND I AM IN FACT ALSO A WOMAN, WHO TRIES TO BE HOLY
BUT I NEVER PLAY OR HAVE PLAYED ANY LAME GAME
AND I AM NOT INTO ANY KIND OF FAME, AND THERE
IS CERTAINLY WITH ME ONLY EVER IN ANY CAPACITY AS
JESUS' WIFE CONNECTED A LOVING ATTITUDE TOWARDS
MY ETERNAL SPOUSE THAT HAS BECOME OVER THE
INCARNATIONS MORE AND MORE TAME - AND SO
HE BROUGHT ME TO THAT STATE THAT EVEN CHILDREN
START TO CALL ME NOW MADAM, OR A DAME.

THAT IS SO STRANGE TO HEAR, AS IT WAS ONLY
YESTERYEAR, THAT I WAS MYSELF A LITTLE GIRL
AND MET MY BELOVED IESOUS AT THE HEAVENLY THRONE,
WHEN IN JOY AND INNOCENCE AND PURITY I WAS DANCING
FOR GOD AND HIM, WHILST HE WAS PREPARING ALREADY
AS A PRIESTLY DRONE. BOTH HAD BEEN VERY UPSET
ABOUT THOSE SHALLOW ALIEN SOULS, WHO WOULD WEAR
IN THE FUTURE ON THEIR HEADS SOME KIND OF A CONE.

AND THAT MADE US REALLY FEEL AMONGST OUR
SISTERS AND BROTHERS, WHO LIKED THE IDEA
TO HAVE SOME EXOTIC CLOWNS WITH MASKED FROWNS
VERY, VERY ALONE. AND THEY DID NOT BELIEVE
IN SERVING GOD AND MANKIND AT ALL.
BUT WE KNEW THAT MAN WERE IN FACT ANGELS,
WHO HAD SIMPLY HAD A DEEP, DEEP FROM GOD'S GRACE
AND THE HEAVENLY LADDER'S FALL.

SO, GOD CREATED SOME STRANGE CREATURES
AND FOR HIS AMUSEMENT WITH SOME STRANGE
FEATURES - BUT YOU SEE, HE DID THAT ONLY
IN HIS STORIES OUT OF HIS PHANTASIES.
AND THOSE HAVE BEEN TWISTED AND IMITATED
BY THE DEMONS, WHO HAD COME INTO THE
POSSESSION OF SOME FRAGMENTS AND BITS
AND PIECES OF SPYING OUT 'INFORMATION'.

AND SO THEY FOUND IN THEIR COMMUNITY
OF FALLEN SOULS WORSHIPPING THE GOLDEN COW
ENOUGH MEMBERS EXCLUSIVELY PAYING WITH A
MEMBERSHIP FEE AND FOOLED THEM WITH THE
CONCEPT THAT THIS WAS GOD'S DESIRE
AND HIS UNDERGODS, FROM AMONGST
WHOM WOULD EMERGE THE ONE AND ONLY
TRUE MESSIAH.

OH, BOY, THEY NEVER UNDERSTOOD AND
AS THEY ARE LAZY BY NATURE, THEY STOPPED
ALWAYS SHORT OF DOING WITH HEAVEN THEIR REALITY
CHECK, AND SO EMERGED ALSO ALL SORTS OF MANY
A CORRUPTED SKILL THAT RATHER STARTED MANKIND
TO KILL INSTEAD OF BRINGING, LIKE JESUS, THEM ONLY
THE LIVING WORD AS THEIR DAILY BREAD, AND INSTEAD
OF KISSING IN HEAVEN HIS KINGLY ROBE'S HEM THEY
WERE CLINGING AND SINGING TO THE FALSE GODS
AND PROPHETS AND DID RATHER THE MORE
CONVENIENT AND EASY-GOING AND QUICK-FIX
DEAD NEWS SPREAD.

AND IT IS STILL GOING ON TO THIS VERY DAY -
BUT NOW JESUS HAS HAD ENOUGH WITH THE POWERS
AND PRINCIPALITIES DARKENING OUR INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY.
AND SO HE DECIDED IT IS TIME TO COMMAND ALL
TO THE HEAVENLY THRONE WITHIN A MONTH STARTING
FROM YESTERDAY. AND WHOSOEVER IS NOT WANTING
TO CHANGE THEIR EVIL DOING AND WAY, WILL BE SUSPENDED
FROM THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH AND EVEN FROM
OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH INDEFINITELY AND AFTER THAT
DEADLINE MOST WILL DISAPPEAR ALSO FOR ETERNITY.

IT IS THEIR CHOICE - THEY ONLY HAVE NOW TO GOD AND
TO JESUS THEIR SINS TO CONFESS - AND TO STAND UP
FOR THE ONE HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC CHURCH
AND FOR GOD AND JESUS RAISE THEIR COMMITMENT
AND VOICE.

WHAT IS IT GOING TO BE FOR YOU - CONSIDER YOUR ANSWER
WELL, AS YOU WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT FOR ETERNITY.
EITHER YOU ARE WITH US, OR OUT - OF THE HOLY FAMILY.

I WAS THERE, WHEN THEY CRUCIFIED MY LORD AND EVERY
TIME YOU TOOK OUR LIVES ALL OVER AGAIN,
AND I HAVE SEEN THE LORD ALSO IN OUR LATEST INCARNATION.
AND WE KNOW, WHO IS SINGING THE RIGHT AND WHO IS SINGING
RIGHT NOW THE WRONG INCANTATION.

MARY MAGDALA
FROM THE HEAVENLY COURT, WHERE GOD IS WAITING
FOR YOU TO DEFEND YOUR CASE, AS YOU WILL HAVE
TO ANSWER, WHAT IS YOUR CONTRIBUTION TO FEED
AND TREAT WITH DIGNITY THE HUMAN RACE WITH GOD'S GRACE.
AND SO IS MY BELOVED SPOUSE IESOUS AND SO AM I.
AND WE BEAR OUR CROSS WITH PATIENCE DESPITE
OUR SUFFERING AND SEPARATION, UNTIL WE ASK FROM YOU
"WHY DID YOU BETRAY US, TELL US, WHY?'

Mother Ziggy (Sigrid) Agocsi
11th February 2009