DRAMA QUEEN

DRAMA QUEEN

THE EVIL SNAKE ALWAYS TRIED
ME MORE OR LESS SUCCESSFULLY
LOOK LIKE A DRAMA QUEEN,
AND POINTED THE FINGER AT ME
AS IF IT WERE ME, WHO IS SCREECHING
AT MASS LIKE A MANDRAKE,

AND BECAUSE THE DEVIL DOES NOT
LIKE ANY CHILDREN, ESPECIALLY
NOT THE BREASTFED ONES,
NO, HIS BRIDES ARE BULLIED TO
EARLY AS POSSIBLE THEIR BREED
TO OFF THE MOTHER'S BREAST
TO WEEN, AS HE WANTS TO TEACH THEM
TO SPIT ON JESUS' HEAVENLY KINGLY ROBE'S HEM
EVEN AS AN ALTAR SERVER, AND IS KEEN
THAT THEY DO NOT EVEN KNOW ANY
VERSION OF THE RIGHT CREED.


HE HATES THE PURE, GENTLE, MEEK
AND MILD, AND BRINGS US HIS ILLEGITIMATE
CHILDREN, UNLIKE
THOSE OF THE HOLY ROSE, TO BE VICIOUS,
VILE AND WILD, AND HE MAKES SURE
THEY ONLY SWEAR AT BEST IN ANY LANGUAGE,
EVEN IN GREEK.

AS THE DEMONS HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT
HOW TRUE LOVE TO GOD AND TO ONLY
ONE HUSBAND OR WIFE DOES IN ONE'S
HEART AND SOUL GLUE TOGETHER
ONE'S SHARED LIFE, THEY DO NEVER MISS
ANY OCCASION AT A HAPPY COUPLE
TO HISS AND BRING SINFULLY
TO THE TEST, WHETHER THEIR BEST
FRIEND'S HUSBAND MIGHT BE WILLING
TO SWAP AND THEM TO KISS.

THEY ONLY DESIRE FOR THE SAKE OF IT,
AND ARE ENJOYING THOROUGHLY TO
SELL THEIR SOULS FOR EARTHLY RICHES
OR A GOLDEN CAGE OR TO BE SIMPLY A GIT,
EVEN, IF THAT MEANS
THAT THEY HAVE ONE DAY TO ENCOUNTER
GOD'S TEARS OR RAGE -

THEY SEEM TO HAVE AMONGST THEIR OWN
NO FEARS AND DO ONLY IN PROMISCUITY
AND HIGH TREASON IN ANY GIVEN SEASON
ENGAGE. BUT ON THEIR OWN, THEY MAKE
QUITE A SAD CLOWN, WHEN THEY CANNOT
COLLECTIVELY ANYMORE AGAINST A PURE
SOUL, WHO IS ONLY FULFILLING ON EARTH
FAITHFULLY THEIR HOLY ROLE, WITH AN
EVIL GRIN FROWN.

THEN THEY DO REALIZE THAT THERE MUST
BE SOMETHING MYSTERIOUS ABOUT WEARING
A HEAVENLY CROWN.
BUT WHY IS IT NOT VISIBLE? THEY ASK THEMSELVES.
AS THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION THEY WILL
NEVER EVER FIND IN ALL THEIR WRONG BOOKS
IN THEIR SHELVES.

THEY CONSULT SATAN AND HIS ELVES,
AND, OF COURSE, ARE BEING RIPPED OFF,
AS THE DEVIL DOES AT THEIR STUPIDITY
ONLY FROM HIS CORRUPTED
AND POISONED LUNGS A MISTY NEVER-
ENDING WEEDY CLOUD DOES COUGH.

SOME PUT ON EVEN AS A DISGUISE
A HOLY MAN OR WOMAN'S ROBE -
BUT ARE ACTUALLY BELIEVING ONLY
IN A TRAITOR'S HOROSCOPE AND RATHER
DO WEED SMOKE INSTEAD OF PUTTING
THEIR FAITH TRULY INTO JESUS AND INTO
THE HEAVENLY FATHER, WHO DOES NEVER
THEIR EGO BUT OUR SOULS AFFECTIONATELY
WITH LOVE AND FIRMNESS STROKE, SO THAT
THEY CAN FULFILL ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
THEIR HOLY ROLES.

NOW JUDAS WAS A SPECIAL CASE IN THIS
SCENARIO - AND IT IS STILL ONGOING, AS
HE DID NOT REALLY BELIEVE IN JESUS
AS THE SON OF GOD BEGOTTEN - HE THOUGHT
HE HAD THE SAME POWERS AND ALSO KNEW
GOD'S NAME, AND DEEMED IT ENOUGH TO
CATCH HIMSELF AS A HIGH PRIEST THE FAME
BUT BY COMMITTING HIGH TREASON AGAINST
JESUS AND OUR MARRIAGE AND OUR HOLY FAMILY
HE BROUGHT UPON HIMSELF ETERNAL SHAME
BUT TRIED TO PASS ONTO ME, MARY MAGDALA,
BEFORE HE KILLED HIMSELF, ALL THE WRONG BLAME.

HE TOLD THE HIGH PRIESTS, THAT JESUS AND ME
HAD MARITAL INTIMACY, WHILST I WAS MENSTRUATING
AND ALSO WHEN I WAS ALREADY IN HOPE WITH
OUR CHILDREN - BUT THAT IS SOLELY THE AFFAIR
OF A MARRIED COUPLE, AND I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW,
WHICH MAN WOULD HAVE UNDER SUCH STRESSFUL
FATE OF DOOM WOULD HAVE COPED TO LEAVE
HIS WIFE ENTIRELY ALONE IN THEIR SHARED TINY
ROOM.

ESPECIALLY, AS IT WAS GRANTED TO US BY ABBA,
AND WAS BLESSED IN HEAVEN WITH A GOLDEN
ETERNAL CRIB - BUT, JUDAS HAD, OF COURSE,
LIKE THE HIGH PRIESTS, NO UNDERSTANDING
AND COMPASSION, AND HATED US FOR STAYING
SILENT ON THIS MATTER TO THE LATTER,
BUT JESUS TOLD ME TO MAKE NOW, IN ORDER
TO CLEAR OUT ONCE AND FOR ALL THIS CALL
TO YOU, THE READER, AND I BLUSHINGLY OBEY
AND DO MY 'CONFESSION' THAT IS NOT REALLY
ONE AS GOD HAD GIVEN US HIS MOST HOLY
PERMISSION.

YOU SEE, JESUS HAD MARRIED ME,
AFTER I ANOINTED HIS FEET, AND WE WERE
ALWAYS AND AGAIN FOR ETERNITY JOINED
AS HUSBAND AND WIFE WITH EACH OTHER
AT THE HEAVENLY THRONE IN HOLY MATRIMONY
AND BECAME ALSO ON EARTH ONE IN FLESH
WITH THE BLESSING OF A PRIESTLY DRONE.

BY A PRIEST, WHO WAS, IS AND EVER WILL BE
FAITHFUL TO GOD, JESUS, ME AND OUR HOLY FAMILY
AND TO THE APOSTOLIC SUCCESSION.
AS HE KNOWS THAT THE FAMILY IS THE NUCLEUS
OF EVERY NATION, BUT ESPECIALLY OF THE ONE
HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC CHURCH
IN ORDER TO LET BLOSSOM AGAIN THE GARDEN
OF EDEN BY KEEPING THIS TIME OUT THE DEVIL
FROM THE LURCH.

THE NIGHTS, AFTER THE GREEKS HAD COME
TO DEMAND TO SEE JESUS, HE, OF COURSE,
SPENT AS MUCH TIME WITH ME AND MY
BLOOMING TUMMY,
WHICH HE CARESSED
AND KISSED WITH HIS LOVE FOR HIS CHILDREN-TO-BE
AND FOR ME, BUT WHEN JUDAS SAW IT, BEFORE
THE LAST SUPPER, HE
DID AT US IN UTMOST DISGUST HISS.
HE OBJECTED AGAINST BLESSED AND NATURAL DESIRE EVEN IN
HOLY MATRIMONY, AS HE WOULD RATHER
RELIEVE HIMSELF FROM TIME TO TIME
IN BREAK OF HIS CELIBACY THROUGH SODOMY OR WITH
ANOTHER'S WIFE OR A PROSTITUTE OR WITH A MAN
UNDER THE PRESSURES OF HIS
QUEST FOR HEGEMONY.

I NEVER FORGET JESUS' FACE OF DEEPEST
SADNESS AT THE REALIZATION THAT GONE WERE
THE DAYS FOR A LONG, LONG TIME OF THE DISCIPLES'
AND BROTHERS' SHARED JOYS AND GLADNESS.
LEFT WAS NOW ONLY MAN'S DEMONIC MADNESS.

HE WENT TO THE HIGH PRIESTS STRAIGHT FROM
OUR LOVE'S HIDEAWAY, IN WHICH WE HAD NOT
FROM GOD, BUT ONLY FROM SOME MAN-MADE RULES
ASTRAY, AND GAVE JESUS' WHEREABOUTS
AND OUR SECRET TO THEM AWAY.
AND THAT IS, WHEN OUT OF JUDAS MOVED
FOREVERMORE THE INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY.

OH, JUDAS, WE TRULY LOVED THEE AS OUR BROTHER,
BUT YOU RESENTED ME FOR THE FACT THAT I BECAME
JESUS' WIFE AND HIS CHILDREN'S MOTHER.
AND I EVEN DARED TO SUGGEST TO CALL OUR
CHILDREN JACOB AND ZARA-ZARAI, AND YOU COULD
NOT FORGIVE ME THAT I LIKED TO TALK STILL ALSO
IN GREEK, AND YOU CALLED ME BECAUSE OF MY
ADORATION AND LOVE OVERFLOWING FOR JESUS
SPITEFULLY HIS 'STUPID MISSUS' AND 'THE JESUS FREAK'.

BUT IT WAS REALLY YOU, WHO HAD THE EVIL STREAK,
JUST LIKE SO MANY OTHERS, WE HAD NOURISHED WITH
OUR FAMILY LOVE FROM HEAVEN ABOVE AND ALL FOR FREE,
AS YOUR IDEA WAS TO CHARGE FOR GOD'S LOVE A BIG
MEMBERSHIP FEE. AND EVEN THE FAITHFUL FOR THE
BREAD AND WINE FOR THE LAST SUPPER
AND FOR THEIR TEA-CUPPA.

IT IS EVER SO SAD ETERNALLY, AS IT LOOKS THAT YOU
HAVE NOT CHANGED AT ALL, AND ARE STILL OR YOUR
FOLLOWERS CONTINUING YOUR HEAVENLY LADDER'S FALL.
AND YOU ALSO HAD A PROBLEM THAT JESUS AND ME
WERE NOT AS BIG AS YOU, BUT LET ME TELL YOU
SOMETHING - TO ME HE ALWAYS WAS, IS AND WILL BE
THE MOST HANDSOME MAN IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH,
AND I DON'T CARE FOR A MINUTE, WHATEVER SHAPE AND
SIZE HE IS, OR SICK OR OLD OR SLIM AND SLENDER OR TALL.

I KNOW HIS SOUL, AND HE KNOWS MINE, AND ONLY HE
SAYS TO ME: 'MY ROSIE, YOU ARE MY BELOVED DISCIPLE,
AND YOU ARE SOLELY MINE. AND I AM FOREVERMORE
THINE.'
AS HE CHOSE ME FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME, AND
TO ME HE MAKES ALWAYS THE RIGHT REASON AND RHYME
IN ANY GIVEN SEASON AS HIS ONE AND ONLY HOLY ROSE,
AS I LOVE HIM IN A NEVER-ENDING OVERFLOWING OVERDOSE.
AND NOW WE WILL BRING YOUR LIES AND DECEIT
AND BETRAYAL TO A CLOSE.

Mother Ziggy Agocsi OHR
Maundy Thursday
9th April 2009