I AM YOURS FOREVER, BAALI

I AM YOURS FOREVER, BAALI!

I AM YOURS FOREVER, MY BELOVED IESOUS,
BAALI!
AND ALTHOUGH I HAVE LOST OUR CHILDREN,
I VOW UNTO THEE THAT I WILL NOT MARRY ANOTHER,
EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE ARRANGED
THE POSSIBILITY ACCORDINGLY TO MOSES' LAW
AS YOU WANT TO PROTECT ME FROM THE TRAITORS
BUT I DON'T GRAB THIS LAST STRAW - I WILL
WAIT FOR THEE.

I KNOW YOU LEAVE ME ALSO THE ULTIMATE TEST
OF MY LOYALTY BY MAKING JOHN
YOUR BROTHER AND JOINING HIM AS HER NEW SON
TO YOUR MOTHER, SO THAT HE CAN
MARRY ME, AS YOU KNEW EVEN ON THE WAY
TO YOUR CROSS YOU HAVE
TO DIE WITHOUT OFFSPRING
BUT IN THE RELIEF THAT YOU HAD
PUT ON EARTH ALSO THIS TIME ON MY FINGER
OUR ETERNAL WEDDING RING.

I WILL FULFILL MY VOW THAT I GAVE TO THEE
BEFORE GOD FOR ETERNITY -
TO ALWAYS AND AGAIN WAIT FOR THEE
UNTIL WE CAN BE TOGETHER AGAIN AS A FAMILY.
YOU GAVE ME THY PROMISE AND I HOLD ON TO IT,
AND EVEN IF YOU TEMPT AND TEST ME ON THIS
BY PRETENDING IN THE NEXT INCARNATION
THAT AT ME YOU DO FOR PURIFICATION HISS
OR IF YOU BEHAVE TOWARDS ME IN THE PRESENCE
OF THE EVIL SNAKE OR THE SCREECHING MANDRAKE
LIKE A GIT, I WILL NOT BE FOOLED -

I WILL LOVE YOU ETERNALLY, AND WILL BE
PREPARING AS YOUR BRIDE AGAIN AS SOON AS YOU
MAKE YOURSELF KNOWN IN YOUR NEXT
RETURN AND ALL THE OTHERS UNTIL THE FINAL ONE,
UNTO ME.
THAT IS OUR ETERNAL BOND, AND YOU KNOW THAT
I MIGHT BE OF OUR BROTHER AS OUR BEST
FRIEND VERY FOND, BUT YOU WERE, ARE AND ALWAYS
WILL BE MY BAALI.

I KNOW IT WAS DIFFICULT FOR THEE TO EXPLAIN
THAT TO THE MAN, WHO ASKED YOU, HOW MANY
BROTHERS A WIDOW HAS TO MARRY ON EARTH,
IF HER HUSBAND LEFT WITHOUT OFFSPRING
AT HIS KITCHEN HEARTH, THAT IN HEAVEN WE
ARE ALL ANGELS - AND WE ARE. BUT WE TWO ARE
ALSO THE ETERNAL BAALI AND ISHTI, THE TWO
OF US EVEN ONE IN HEAVEN,
TO LEAD MANKIND BY EXAMPLE, AND
I WILL NOT ON MY VOW TRAMPLE.

I HAVE SURRENDERED MY SOUL TO HIS MY
MOST HOLY ROLE, AND I KNOW YOU ONLY
TEST ME, WHETHER MY HEART IS UP TO
THE PART. AS RUTH I HAD NOT REALLY MARRIED
THE RIGHT ONE YET, BECAUSE BOAZ WAS REALLY
YOU IN THAT INCARNATION,
THE ETERNALLY BELOVED AND BEGOTTEN
SON OF GOD, AND THAT IS WHY
I ONLY THEN WITH YOU CONCEIVED
FINALLY OUR BELOVED SON, OVED.

YOU HAD MADE SURE IN THAT PARTICULAR
INCARNATION MY SOUL WOULD BE
PREPARED FOR EVEN UNDER HARDSHIP
TO STICK WITH A MOTHER
IN SISTERHOOD, WHO ALSO BECAME
MY MOTHER OF MY SON, AND SO THAT TOGETHER
WE WOULD LOVINGLY AND CARINGLY
ALL TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS UNTIL
WE MEET AGAIN ENDURE.

AND THAT IS WHAT YOU MEANT WITH
ALL BEING THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER
IN HEAVEN AS ON EARTH, AS IF WE TRULY
LOVE OUR SISTER AND BROTHER AS
OUR NEXT OF KIN, THEN ALL RELATIONSHIPS
ARE FREE OF SIN.

WE STAY EVEN IN HEAVEN TOGETHER
AS HUSBAND AND WIFE AND IT IS THE ETERNAL
SOUL, WITH WHOM GOD JOINS US WITH,
WITH WHOM WE PARTICULARLY AND ALL OVER
AGAIN FULFILL AS THE COUPLE OF COUPLES,
WITH OUR LOVE OF LOVES AND MARRIAGE
OF MARRIAGES OUR HOLY ROLE.

YOU EXPLAINED TO ME THAT THIS IS
THE SECRET OF THE LIVING FOUR
THAT WE HAVE TO COME BACK AND
INCARNATE, WHEREVER WE NEED TO BE
AS A COUPLE ENCORE AND ENCORE AND
ENCORE.

AND THAT WE CANNOT LET THIS BE KNOWN
TO MAN UNTIL SUCH A TIME THAT
THIS MAKES EVEN SENSE TO THE LAST FAITHFUL
AND EVEN TO OUR ENEMIES
ALL THE RIGHT REASON AND RHYME.

AS THAT IS THE SEASON,
IN WHICH WE CLEAR OUT AND EXPOSE ALL HIGH TREASON
AND RETURN TO MANIFEST THE LAST STAGES
OF THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH
WITH OUR NINE HOLY BROTHERS
WITH ME WAITING FOR THEE
IN OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH.

AND THEN WE FINALLY CAN LIVE
HAPPILY EVERAFTER FOR ETERNITY
ALTOGETHER AS THE ONE
HOLY FAMILY.

Your Ishti forever
11th April 2009


[P.S.: YOU MADE SURE ANYWAY WITH GOD THAT
JOHN WOULD ALSO NOT HAVE A HUSBAND'S FEELINGS
FOR ME AND SO COULD NOT GO
WITH ME ASTRAY BUT THAT IS OUR SECRET FOR
ETERNITY. AND THAT IS, WHY I KNOW THAT
THERE ARE SOME FORMS OF LOVE THAT
ARE A SPECIAL BOND IN BROTHERHOOD
OR SISTERHOOD BUT THEY SERVE GOD
IN A VERY SPECIAL UNION IN A VERY HOLY
UNION AND COMMUNITY.]

















Mother Ziggy Agocsi OHR
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
holyrose@btinternet.com


http://abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com/