SPICE

SPICE

'SPICE', SAYS MY BELOVED IESOUS TO ME TODAY,
AFTER A LITTLE STIR FRY BETWEEN US IN THE
STREET, THAT COULD HAVE GIVEN EVEN THE
BEETROOT A TASTE RATHER BITTER THAN SWEET,
'IS THE SECRET OF A LOVING ETERNAL MARRIAGE.'

'AS SOMETIMES YOU SIT FOR LONG HOURS
ON A JOURNEY TOGETHER IN A CARRIAGE,
AND, WHAT DO YOU KNOW, SUDDENLY YOU
GET UPSET ABOUT SOMEBODY ELSE, WHO
SIMPLY REFUSES AGAIN AND AGAIN IN HOLINESS
TO GROW.'

AND AS A GOOD WIFE AND OTHER HALF HE
RIGHTLY EXPECTS ME NOT ONLY TO TO SHARE
HIS JOYFUL LIFE, BUT ALSO HIS BURDEN AND HIS
DISAPPOINTMENT, AND, BELIEVE ME, THERE IS
A LOT OF THAT WITH THOSE, WHO PRETEND
TO BE ME, BUT WITHOUT ANY KIND FROM GOD
ANNOINTMENT, AND HE DID ALSO NOT
CALL THEM FOR A SPECIAL APPOINTMENT,
AS THIS IS UNIQUE TO ME, JESUS'
BELOVED ETERNAL HOLY ROSE -

BECAUSE THE OTHERS ARE NOT INTERESTED
IN BEING A FAITHFUL WIFE NOR A HOLY MOTHER
AND DO IN FACT ONLY EVER
WANT POWER AND MONEY IN AN OVERDOSE, BUT
NEVER FOLLOW ON MY BELOVED JESUS' PATH
OF LOVINGKINDNESS AND ARE RATHER ABANDONING
HIS SHOE BY NOT WORSHIPPING IN HIS CHURCH
HIS BELOVED FATHER AND ARE HAVING A PARTY
INSTEAD WITH THE DEVIL AND HIS OTHER BRIDES
IN THE LURCH.

AND WHAT WITCHES THEY CAN BE FROM A WHATNOT
COVEN AND SECRET ECLONIAN EGYPTIAN OR SOLOMONIC SOCIETY,
WHEN THEY TRY TO HIDE THEIR UNHOLINESS BEHIND THEIR NON-
EXISTENT COLD-HEARTED OVEN.
IN THEIR COLDNESS YOU CAN ONLY EVER FEEL THE FROST
THAT COMES FROM THEIR GREED AND LUST FOR POWER
AT OTHER PEOPLE'S COST. AND DON'T EXPECT THEM
TO LIVE BY GOD'S COMMANDMENTS, ALTHOUGH THEY
MIGHT EVEN BE ABLE WITHOUT BLUSHING TO PRETEND
THEY BELIEVE IN THE RIGHT CREED.

BUT YOU CAN TELL THAT THEY ARE DESPITE SOME
FLOWERS OUTSIDE THEIR BUILDING NOT REALLY
MUSTARD SEED SOWERS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THE
PRIEST STARTS HIS OWN CHURCH IN PUBLIC AT EASTER
TO CURSE.
OH BOY, I THINK IT IS TIME THEY GET IN THERE A
HEAVENLY CARETAKING SOULS' NURSE, WHO
WILL LOVE THEM FOR FREE AS I LOVE MY BELOVED
IESOUS FOR ETERNITY, ALTHOUGH THEY ARE
REALLY GOD'S ENEMY BUT ALL THE MORE DO
THEY NEED A LOVING SISTER AND MOTHER'S REMEDY.

BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU DO WITH THOSE,
WHO DO NOT WANT TO FOLLOW INTO JESUS' FOOTPRINT
LIKE ME,MARY MAGDALA, HIS BELOVED
BETROTHED ONE AND ONLY ETERNAL WIFE,
HIS HOLY ROSE - I HAVE VOWED MY LIFE,
TO LOVE HIM AND HIS CREATION, AND TO HELP
HIM TO BUILD WITH HIM ON EARTH FROM MY
OWN HUMBLE KITCHEN HEARTH THE ONE
HOLY GODLY NATION.

BUT BACK TO MY BELOVED SPOUSE'S
SECRET RECIPE FOR OUR ETERNAL MARRIAGE
THAT HE USES ALWAYS AND AGAIN FOR INFINITY -
SPICE! NOT MIXED IN RICE - NO, HE DOES NOT
MEAN THAT LITERALLY, BUT HE IS USING IT
WITH HIS BEHAVIOUR QUITE EFFECTIVELY.

HE REALLY IS MY MASTER AND MY OTHER HALF,
OR SHOULD I SAY, I AM JUST A TINY PART OF
HIS RIB - AND WHEN HE GETS ANGRY AND SAD, THEN IT
IS TIME TO GO TO BED AND TO DISTRACT HIM
WITH THINKING ABOUT A BEAUTIFUL NAME
FOR THE BABY IN OUR DREAMS, WHO LIES EVER
SO SLEEPINGLY YET IN ITS CRIB.

OR ABOUT WHAT COLOUR HE MIGHT CHOOSE
FOR ITS HAIR, AND WHETHER CURLY IT WILL BE
OR STRAIGHT OR RED BUT, THERE YOU GO, ALREADY
CHANGING AT THIS THOUGHT IS HIS WHOLE
ATTITUDE'S FLAIR.

HE CAN GIVE ME SOMETIMES QUITE A STIR,
OR MAKES ME SHIVER, SO THAT I THINK I
NEED EVEN IN THE SUMMER A FAKE FUR,
OR HE MAKES ME EVER SO SUBMISSIVELY
PURR, WHEN HE DOES TO ME AS HIS
ROESCHEN OHNE DORNEN (ROSE WITHOUT THORNS)
REFER.

PERSONALLY, I WOULD PREFER TO BE QUITE
PLAIN AND SIMPLE AND ALWAYS HAVE FROM
MINE AND HIS LOVE ONLY A SMILE'S DIMPLE.
BUT LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS EASY, AND CAN BE
QUITE UPSETTING, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU
ARE THE SON OF GOD, AT WHOM PEOPLE
MOSTLY LAUGH, WHEN HE TRIES TO LETTING
THEM INTO HIS SECRET, WHAT IT MEANS TO
BE A VIRGIN, WHO IS EXPECTING VIA A CONCEPTION
THAT HAS BEEN DONE BY A HOLY ACT
OF BEGETTING.

THEN HE WISHES FOR ME TO BE BY HIS SIDE,
SO THAT HE DOES NOT HAVE TO ANY LONGER
HIS BRIDE FROM THOSE EVILDOERS AND
MOCKERS TO HIDE.

BUT HE FEARS SO MUCH FOR MY LIFE, THAT
HE IS AFRAID TO MAKE ME OFFICIALLY HIS WIFE
AS THEY HAVE ALREADY TREATED HIS MOTHER
WITH LAUGHTER AND MOCKERY ABOUT THE
FACT THAT SHE WAS A VIRGIN AND A MOTHER,
AND THEREFORE, HE IS VERY SADDENED
THAT THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION IS
BEING LAUGHED ABOUT BY SOME SISTER
AND BROTHER.

SO, HE THINKS, IF MY OWN CHURCH FAMILY
IS AGAINST ME AND MY DARLIN' ROSIE,
AND EVEN MY BIRTH BROTHER, THEN HOW CAN
I DARE TO BRING HER IN AGAIN AND MAKE
HER NOT ONLY MY WIFE ON EARTH
BUT ALSO A HOLY MOTHER.

AND SO HE IS TORN ABOUT THE PROSPECT
OF OUR WEDDING AND OUR BABY BEING BORN
AND ABOUT THE POSSIBILITY THAT OUR
ENEMIES WANT TO KILL US OFF ONCE MORE,
AS THEY HAVE DONE SO ENCORE AND ENCORE
AND ENCORE.

BUT THAT WAS BEFORE MY BELOVED IESOUS
RETURNED WITH HIS FULL POWER, WHICH NOW
HE IS USING IN ADDITION TO BE A WONDERFUL
GARDENER AND MUSTARD SEED SOWER.
AND SO HE WILL NOT ALLOW ANYBODY TO
HURT HIS BELOVED HOLY ROSE, SOMETIMES
ALSO CALLED LILY BY HIM -

AS HE CALLS ME
MANY A NAME, WHICH IS ALWAYS FEATURING
ME, AND NOT ANY OTHER AND LAME DAME,
WHO JUST IMITATES ME AND WANTS TO HERSELF
A LITTLE FIVE MINUTE FAME WITHOUT RESPONSIBILITY
BUT PUTS ON ME ONLY SHAME AND ALL THE BLAME.

AND I CALL HIM FOR REASON OF AVOIDING
HIGH TREASON OR SIMPLY TO ADD MORE
SPICE TO OUR LOVE, WHILST I AM COOKING
OUR RICE OR WE ARE DREAMING OURSELVES
TO THE MOON IN HEAVEN ABOVE, ALSO
WITH A CANDLE TO SAY 'SORRY' TO HIM,
WHEN I WENT WRONG, AS MY LOVE IS SO STRONG
THAT I ALWAYS GIVE IN, I HAVE NO PRIDE,
AS I LOVE HIM ETERNALLY OVER THE BRIM,
AND THEREFORE, I HOPE HE IS SATISFIED
WITH ME AS HIS ONE AND ONLY BRIDE.

Mother Ziggy Agocsi
Easter 2009
A.D. 14th April 2009