THE WONDROUS CROSS

THE WONDROUS CROSS

NO ROSE CAN EVER REPRESENT
NOT EVEN WITHOUT THORNS
AND WITH BLOSSOMS FROM PUREST
LOVE OVERFLOWING OF A WIFE THE GIFT
THAT JESUS GAVE TO EVERY SINGLE
CHILD OF GOD, WHO IS A BEAMING
INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

THE GIFT OF LIFE THAT IS SOLELY
BASED ON GOD'S GRACE AND THAT
ALSO INCLUDES THE BLUEPRINT
FOR ALL OF GOD'S CREATION
AND THE HUMAN RACE AS HIS
ONE HOLY NATION.

IN ORDER TO HELP JESUS MANIFEST
HIS HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH
I MUST HAVE FAITH, HOPE
AND TRUST IN GOD AND HIM AS THAT
IS HIS CORNERSTONE TO FINISH
FOR GOOD FINALLY OFF THE GOLDEN
COW WITH HER SECRET SOCIETY CONE,
AS THE HERETICS ONLY DRAW ON
HER BECAUSE THEY FEEL IN THEIR
EGO SO VERY ALONE AND CANNOT
WITHOUT MATERIAL SECURITY COPE.

BUT ONLY, IF I DO NOT BUILD
GOD'S HOUSE ON SAND WILL I LIVE
IN THE PROMISED LAND.
AND FOR THAT I NEED TO BE STRONG
AND STAND UP FOR JESUS, AS I KNOW THAT EVERY
SOUL DOES FOR THE LOVE OF ANOTHER
AND OF GOD LONG.

AND I SO MUCH DESIRE TO FULFILL
FOR MY MASTER AND MESSIAH
MY HOLY ROLE AND HE HAS ASSIGNED
FOR EVERY OF GOD'S CHILDREN
THEIR OWN SACRED PART FOR EVERY
SINGLE HOLY SOUL.

JESUS TEACHES METO BE OBEDIENT
AND HUMBLE AND NEVER OVER ANY
TEMPTATION TO STUMBLE.
AS I NEEDED TO PASS MANY A TEST
BEFORE I CAN LEND MY SHOULDER
TO HIM AND OTHERS, TO HAVE ON MINE
TRULY ALSO THEIR
HOLY AND COMFORTING REST.

AND I ALWAYS HAVE TO GO FOR GOD
AND OUR NEIGHBOUR THE EXTRA-MILE
AND NOT BE VICIOUS, MEAN AND VILE
BUT ALWAYS AND EVERYWHERE GIVE
WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND SOUL
AND ALL THAT I AM MY VERY BEST, AS
THAT IS PART OF CARRYING MY OWN
CROSS BY LIGHTENING HIS YOKE IN
MY WAY - BY BEING FOR JESUS AND GOD
THE INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD AND SHINE
IN ITS BRIGHTEST SPARKLING RAY.

WHO WANTS TO GO ANYWAY BACK INTO
THE CLAY, EXCEPT FOR A FEW ERRATIC
MINDS, WHO THINK THEY ARE GODS THEMSELVES
AND WHO THINK THAT A CURSE FOR THEM
HAPPINESS BINDS. HOW SAD IS THAT?
AS IF IN THE SUN OF THE PRINCE OF GLORY
A HERETIC RAT COULD WRITE A HOLY AND
HAPPY CHURCH MOUSE STORY.

NOTHING IS WRONG WITH BEING A HUMBLE MOUSE
IN THE CHURCH, AS WITH OBEDIENCE AND
HUMILITY WE KEEP OUT THE DEVIL AND HIS
BRIDES IN THE LURCH.
NO MASTER HIGHER THAN SERVANT, NO
SERVANT HIGHER THAN MASTER, AS
RESPONSIBILITIES DO EXIST ON EVERY LEVEL
AND THEY ARE GROWING FOR EVERYONE
NOW EVER FASTER.

MY CROSS IS DIFFERENT FROM JESUS'
BUT HE NEEDS ME TO CARRY IT WITH
GRACE AND I MUST NOT AT ANY INSULT
IN MY HEART AND ANY ATTACK FROM THE PIT
IN MY SOUL FROWN NOR MUST I IN MY
FLOODS OF TEARS DROWN.

I MUST FACE THE SUFFERING OF MY SOUL,
BUT IT HELPS THE PURIFICATION THAT
IS SO VERY NEEDED FOR MAKING ME
A RESPONSIBLE SERVANT TO GOD
IN HIS ONE HOLY NATION.
AND IT IS SO ESSENTIAL FOR OUR
NEIGHBOURHOOD RELATION.

I ALSO HAD TO LEARN NOT TO THROW
PEARLS BEFORE SWINES, AS JESUS SAID,
FOR THE HERETICS AND SELF-PROCLAIMED
GODS WE CAN ONLY PRAY THAT THEY
MIGHT FIND BACK TO HIS HOLY TRUTH
AND ALSO ACCEPT GOD'S GOOD NEWS
INTHE BOOK OF RUTH, AS OTHERWISE
THEY MIGHT HAVE TO CLEAN THEMSELVES
FOR A VERY LONG TIME FROM THEIR
SPIRITUAL GRIME THAT THEY ACQUIRED
IN THE MUD BATH FILLED WITH
THE PIT'S FILTH AND CLAY.

I HAVE NEVER REALLY GONE FROM GOD ASTRAY,
BUT I WILL CALL MYSELF ALWAYS A GREAT SINNER,
AS TO ME EVEN I FEEL THAT EVEN WITH THE
SLIGHTEST OFFENSE I DO GOD AND JESUS'
TRUST BETRAY.

I RATHER AM KNOWN AS A REPENTANT
THAN BE ON MYSELF AT ALL LENIENT.
AS PRIDE ALWAYS, ALWAYS COMES BEFORE
THE HIGHEST FROM GOD'S GRACE FALL.
AND THEN IN VAIN WILL I FOR HIS MERCY
FOR REASON AND RHYME HIS NAME CALL.

THE GREATEST SACRIFICE OF A MOTHER
IS TO LOOSE HER CHILD, AND JESUS' MOTHER
MARY DID JUST THAT ALSO FOR US, AND
WHO SAYS DIFFERENT IS TO ME SPIRITUAL PUS.
SHE HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG AND HAD
TO BE FROM EARLIEST AGE EVER SO STRONG,
AND BEAR ALL INSULT AND ASSASSINATION
ALWAYS AND AGAIN BEING IN HER HEART
EVERMORE MEEK, GENTLE AND MILD.

I , ON THE OTHER HAND, HAD MY MOMENTS
OF DOUBT, AND ALSO OF BEING CONFUSED
AND NOT VERY HELPFUL AT ALL, AND OF THAT
I AM NOT EXACTLY PROUD, ALTHOUGH
I WAS ALWAYS HORRIFIED FROM THE
HEAVENLY LADDER TO FALL AND NOT
TO ANSWER GOD'S CALL.

BUT I HAVE FAILED ON MANY OCCASIONS,
EVEN IF JESUS TELLS ME NOT TO WORRY -
I JUST CANNOT HELP IT, I ALWAYS FIND
A REASON AND FLAW IN ME AND HAVE TO
SAY AS A HABIT 'I AM SO SORRY'.

SOMETIMES THAT REALLY GETS ON HIS
NERVES, AND THAT IS ALSO NOT EXACTLY
SHARING NOW HIS BURDEN, WHEN HE HAS
TO MAKE UP FOR MY MISERY THAT I
CREATE MYSELF. IT IS A NEVER-ENDING
STORY THAT NEVER FOUND THEREFORE
ITS WAY INTO THE BOOKSHELF.

I AM TOO HORRIFIED TO GET WRONGLY
GLORIFIED AND RATHER LEAVE ALL THE
GLORY TO MY BELOVED IESOUS AND HIS
HOLY MOTHER AND TO JOHN, OUR
HOLY BROTHER.

I ALSO CRY FAR TOO MUCH OUT OF
REPENTANCE AND PURIFICATION, SO
THAT I AM NOT HELPFUL AT ALL FOR
A SYMBOL OF A MOTHER'S REPRESENTATION -
AND AS JESUS IS A TOTAL CREDIT
TO HIS MOST HOLY MOTHER -
WHO NEEDS ME IN ADDITION TO THE
ALREADY KNOWN HOLY FAMILY,
AS JESUS CHOSE RIGHTFULLY
TO NAME JOHN AS FROM THE MEN
HIS BELOVED DISCIPLE AND BROTHER.

I AM FAR TOO EMOTIONAL TO
FULFILL ANY KIND OF FORMAL
REPRESENTATION AND I BEAR RATHER
BEHIND THE SCENES THE CONSEQUENCES
OF OUR REPETITIVE CHARACTER AND LIVES'
ASSASSINATION - SO I HUMBLY ASKED FROM
THE HOLY FATHER AND JESUS TO LET ME
RATHER SERVE IN ANONYMITY, SO THAT
I CAN CRY MY TEARS PRIVATELY WITH HIM
AND HER AND IT IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO BE
THERE FOR OUR BELOVED CHILDREN, SISTERS
AND BROTHERS IN MY VICINITY BEHIND
THE SCENES, AND I LIKE THIS TO BE
FOR ETERNITY.

AS I DO, WHAT I CAN DO BEST, AND BELIEVE ME,
JESUS TRIED TO GET ME OUT OF MY COCOON
WITH MANY A NEVER-ENDING TEST TO PROVE
THAT I GIVE WITH MY GOD-GIVEN GIFTS TRULY
MY BEST AND THAT I CAN ALSO HEAL ALL MAN-
MADE ILLUSIONARY RIFTS. BUT IN REALITY,
I KNOW THAT HE IS JUST PRETENDING MY POEMS,
MUSIC AND COOKERY ARE COMING FROM ME -

I HAVE NO COPYRIGHT TO ANYTHING AND DO
ALSO NOT DESIRE ANY, AS ALL MY CREATIVITY
IS COMING FROM GOD AND FROM JESUS, AND
I AM TOTALLY CONTENT TO STAY HIS BELOVED
LITTLE ANONYMOUS REPENTANT MISSUS,
WHOM HE FORGIVES EVERY SIN IN CASE I SHOULD
COMMIT ONE AGAINST MY NEXT OF KIN AS FROM
TIME TO TIME HE PUTS ME INTO A SITUATION
THAT SMELLS LIKE A CHANCE MY HOLINESS
TO ENHANCE BUT THAT IS REALLY ONLY SOME
KIND OF JOKE, AND, YES, I DO SOMETIMES
ALSO IN PUBLIC MY NOSE POKE.

THERE YOU ARE, ANOTHER CONFESSION
THAT MAKES ME UNFIT FOR ANYBODY
TO ASK ME ANYWAY FOR MY INTERCESSION.
I RATHER GO MYSELF AND TAKE MY CHILD
AND ENCOURAGE MY NEIGHBOURS TO GO
TO OUR TRUSTED PRIEST FOR CONFESSION.

END OF THIS POETRY SESSION
BUT I HAVE THE FEELING IT IS
THE BEGINNING OF A NEW CHAPTER
IN MY LIVING TRUTH BUT MY NAME IS FROM
NOW ON, NO, NOT RUTH -
IT IS ONE THAT REALLY FITS MY SHOE
AS IN THAT I HAVE ALREADY A TRACK RECORD
AND AM HALF-WAY COMPETENT TO ASK
GOD FOR HIS GRACE, AND JESUS IN HIS MERCY
TO SHOW ME, HOW TO PURIFY EVERMORE,
WHEN IN MY FLOODS OF TEARS WITHOUT
A TISSUE BEFORE THEM MY SINS REPENT.

THERE IS A WONDERFUL HOLY FAMILY -
AND THAT IS JESUS, JOSEPH AND MARY.
AND WHAT WONDERFUL NAMES!
EVERY SINGLE ONE BLOSSOMING
WITH THE FAME OF SINLESSNESS AND PURITY
AND LOVE AND WITHOUT ANY KIND
OF ATTACHED DUBIOSITY OR SHAME,
AND I WILL NOT HAVE IT THAT ANYBODY
PUTS ON THEM ANY KIND OF BLAME.

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO MOURN
OR WHINGE ABOUT, THEN COME TO ME,
THE REPENTANT SINNER AND I SHOW
YOU, HOW TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS
BUT YOU MUST STOP SWEARING
IN MY PRESENCE AND ALSO NOT SHOUT.
AS FROM THAT I GET TERRIBLE ATTACKS
OF GOUT.

The Eternal Repentant
Good Friday
10th April 2009