In the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit
(Mary Magdala having a private word with her eternal spouse Jesus Christ
to answer His question)
Well, my dear priest, the last time you did me call
I did not anticipate that anybody in our neighbourhood
or that you yourself would try from the heavenly
ladder for various considerations to fall through
your church's hypocrisy, and bigotry that is so contrary
to your teaching and preaching, which is intended
to nurture souls, I believe, and to mend broken hearts
and to lend a helping hand, in how in God-given celibacy
or holy matrimony with a blessed wedding band one fulfills
the most holy role and in the heavenly kingdom on earth
and with one's neighbour in hard labour one's community part.
I never ever anticipated for us to be ever again apart
and at face value you even lied to me just as you had
as many times cried for, with in the presence of God
in front of me.
Little did I know that the man, whom I loved from the moment
of God saying to me: 'Go!!!' would then pretend to be
my own personal scarecrow and would evermore
and further away loose His Infinite light ray's glow
and even from all his principles would seemingly
go astray, almost as if you - at face value - would enjoy
your own eternal next of kin to be treated with contempt
and hatred and suspicion and hypocrisy and humiliation -
why?!
Only because I said the truth and admitted to loving you
and for being obedient and in humility praying and not
straying from God in contemplation?! Boy, that must have
been quite a sensation, when you put your foot even in
front of Martha and your miniature unholy hell's nation.
Congratulation!
They must have padded you ever so happily on the back
for your lack of compassion and neighbourly conession
(mind you, some of them do not even know yet that my
husband is the Son of God beget). They might even
have put on a great celebration from the many items
of my many regular anonymous donation, which they had
no problems to eat or drink - how low can a church
infiltrated by devil worshippers and Jewish pagans sink?
As even Martha trusts more in the sandcastle security
of the golden cow in the temple and in my money
than in your spirit of free sharing and compassion
in the land of free milk and honey, and is jealous
that I am simply sitting at your feet and do in my love
overflowing for you glow;
Unless, of course, it had long invited already in
the synagogue the devil and now in your church
also his brides from the lurch, and to me that does
very much like my biggest test even to heaven
appallingly stink!
But then your so-called friends are so
against love that you felt compelled
to even say that I am
'delusional and obsessed' from all your
infusional love's law, which to most is only
ever worth looking at, if they are almost
drowning and have to grab the very last straw
and otherwise rather dance in the darkness
for the lowest bidder even with a bat or rat.
In fact you are only afraid that I will be on my own,
when they do kill you or me in a raid -
but don't you know that I don't care,
what says about me or whether an assassinator
sends to me the golden cow or mare?
I am only a faithful soul, who does also not care about
what others think about fulfilling in humility and obediently
my holy role even as the Mother for All, as that you want me
to be and that I am in our little faithful holy family community and that
- being delusional and obsessed -
I have for eternity to God and to thee and
to my legitimate bishop professed.
And I only ever accept God's help and yours,
as many a healer has unfortunately in my case
turned out to be rather a devil's death angel
or potions concoctor and fatal medicine dealer.
But that is no concern of yours, as slammed into
my face are even by the demons and demonesses
your own church doors.
And I was left with all your promises and commands
of trust to fulfill towards all, although they are really your
and your priests and bishops' heavenly chores.
But then, Jesus Christ was rather known to have
always tried to bring back to life and to God the
tax collectors and the whores, who were treated
by you with compassion and intercession and did
not need any foul player's soul manipulation or
manipulation technique or pagan or magical
ceremony or orgy of some kind that only ever
sends a troubled soul into its own mind hell's grind.
And a false prophet does also not much sympathy
give for free but does for anybody's destiny just
money seek and himself find.
You and me are really the ones, who pick up every
single tear and fear from the souls, who finally
see and hear that the golden cow makes from a
once holy priest simply a neighbour's cursing and
swearing scarcrow, who stopped long ago in
holiness and firmness as a good father to glow.
Instead of healing man-made illusionary rifts
in your Name with all his spiritual gifts he twists
your approach and treats with more dignity
and humanity a cockroach than a human being
in his church hall, and so invites also others
to the big fall.
Of course, the church is especially for those,
who need it the most and to meet the souls,
where they are at. But that does not mean
that a priest must send
me, Mary Magdala, into the cold, only because
it was long foretold, our prophecy of your
one and only beloved eternal spouse, your
Holy Rose.
And certainly a priest, who celebrates
the Memorial of thy Passion, your Holy
Eucharistic Feast, is expected to ban
from drinking the blood of desecration
a devil worshipper, who is more like a demon
in human disguise as a bat or a rat,
who attacks even church mice, and
lives out every single vice, and tells
them dressed up as a fake nun or priest
to dip the host into the wine, some even twice,
or to drop the blessed bread on the floor
like a swine.
Who can call themselves a priest and
do not even know the basics of the mystery
of your Holy Eucharistic Feast?
Or about the power of
your compassion and intercession?
And that you are a mustard seed and not
a weed sower.
Do they even know, what faith, hope and trust
entail and that through suffering one strengthens
in character and does not from the heavenly ladder
in your Name derail. I cannot believe but I have seen
that some, who serve at thy altar even join a
secret society and Egyptology cone wearing
ceremony and accept bribery and pseudo-charity
donations - and they do not even blush, when I point
out that, if they do this, they do you fail.
But then, what do they care? They probably
simply enjoy the flair of pomp and circumstance
and treat mass as their stage, on which they
get many due to your glory and our untold
family and holy matrimony's story quite a
worldly glance and are hoping to be afterwards
asked for an evermore unholy and desecrating
veil dance.
You can tell I am increasingly sharing with God and thee
your rage at this high treason in any given season.
I have watched many priests and clergy carefully,
after you warned me that demons come in all shapes
and sizes and are usually out for any kind of holiness
and certainly for our demises. But I have always
and again treated all servants of God with utmost
respect and courteously just like I do bow before
thee, my spouse, my God, my Lord, my Master,
my King, who alone holds the blueprint of creation
and over every soul and every nation -
and you also put on my finger again and again
in every of our incarnation our one and only
blessed eternal wedding ring.
And I, to make this one last time to cut through
all the twisted about me invented filth and grime,
which really is a serious crime, known until
you come to tell our story yourself, so that
it can be restored to the Good News in the pews
as well as in the bookshelf -
we two have been joined by God and you chose
me this time to be on earth before thy return
your sword of our holy truth and your Infinite Light's rod.
And I make sure that your memory and that of our
holy family stays uncorrupted and pure.
And I only share you, my eternal spouse, my priestly king,
with God and your church, but not with a multitude of
devil's brides or false virgins, who claim to be your
harem bride, as since when is a nun, who gave her vow
voluntarily in celibacy eligible for you as her bridegroom
in holy matrimony - do they ever think that this polygamy would
be totally contrary to the ten commandments and to Paul's
instruction that reflected your clear law of the one-wife marriage
for life introduction.
I will point my finger in the Name of Jesus, Jeja, my Lord Emmanuel,
who will unite all tribes of Abraham, including Israel; and El Shaddai,
El Eljon, and Jehovah at every single traitor and perpetrator
from Cardinal to bishop, priest, deacon, musician and choir singer,
if you are purposefull wrestling with our holy truth.
And here is my very last good news (for now, as I have only started
to share with you, my beloved spouse, the burden to keep the demons
out of your father's house of a firm but loving parental scarecrow,
and as you know and me so for it love, as you made me inconsistent
at times in heaven above, so that I can respond
in repentance and doing penance,
if there should be discovered for man a never-ending
story of old sins and newly-found God's glory)
for all of your followers in the sanctuary or in the church pews:
You are back and sometimes even do into my computer hack,
and leave your sign of the Holy Trinity for me, and better repenting
has also started now the golden cow, who is with her followers
the eternal demoness and whore everywhere da capo and encore of Babylon.
And enough is enough you say and so says El Eljon.
No more bigotry, hypocrisy, or inofficial polygamy - we share
all for free, what we have been given freely by God, in our one big
holy God's family on earth and either we live in God-given voluntary
celibacy or in holy matrimony in a holy community of souls,
and live by the commandments without any amendments.
God has for every lid the perfectly fitting pot,
and so have you and me, my beloved spouse,
and I pray that people no longer stray from
the fact that you are God's Son, who was
begot and not made, and certainly not made
from sand with a little spade. And I was alone
made from your rib and with me alone,
Mary Magdala, you have and will fill in every
incarnation again with holy souls our heavenly and
with our children finally again our earthly
family crib.
And that will no longer be a secret because
the family records will soon simply come down
from heaven, out of the sapphire blue of your
heavenly throne in your diamond sparkling eyes,
that is the mysery of the Infinite light of the Holy Trinity
that any human conception and interception defies.
But you will show the records only to those,
who are welcoming your ship in its destined haven,
and who leave alone me, your Holy Rose,
with their spying raven and their scrying
and whatnot they are trying and they have
to vow to follow you, my God and Lord and King
Jesus Christ in your footprints either barefeet
or in their humble shoe.
For those friends of Auld Lang Syne only you can confirm,
who and what I am as I am just your woman with my love
overflowing for thee for eternity, who also tries her hardest
to be a good mother to all, so that nobody has from the heavenly
ladder to fall. I pray for every single of God's and our enemy, and I pray
also for those especially in purgatory.
I might not be quite a simple woman and I might be at times
annoyingly inconsistent and in my love persevering and persistent.
But I have a very simple faith: I love God with all my heart and with all
my soul and with all that I am and I worship you, my beloved spouse,
with all that I am and in any way you need me to be.
And I have served God, thou art my witness, and so is God,
from the beginning of time and I will do so accordingly to God's
and your will for eternity.
You are the cornerstone of your one holy Catholic and apostolic
church and where you will be, I will be, too, as I love you eternally
with my heart overflowingly and you are right, I could really do
with a new pair of sandal or shoe.
ANNO DOMINI 22nd July 2009
Feast of St Mary Magdalene
The eternal Repentant
I AM a Sinner, and in the heavenly kingdom on earth
nobody will be a looser but everybody a winner.
Because if we regret, what we do wrong, we grow
in our faith, hope and love evermore unbeatably strong.
Time is up for those, who try to destroy the one and only Holy Eucharistic
Cup as the world is without end but not the time of the devil for his evil,
but that even those dwelling in Jesus' mysteries will not even ask to
be given the responsibility for this to comprehend.
As every piece of knowledge and information from Jesus is free
but He tests you on it and believe me, you need to purify and
renew on every single step of the ladder and take up your
ever growing responsibility. And that is the true heavenly ladder
that only ever we climb up and down through God's grace
as He has seen, what done to His creation with their free choice
and their screeching voice to His creation and to many a poor
nation and to all of the human race...
So, if you are in dire straits, look at what went wrong,
entrust your fears and your tears to God, and you will
grow in a totally knew and unknown way in His mysteries
strong, and so become to others, sisters, brothers,
children, fathers and mothers also His beacon and
Infinite light's rod, and then we slowly transform from a sod into
a loving person with a soul, who does with the rest of the
holy family fulfill their holy role for eternity.
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