THE ETERNAL WEDDING WREATH
„I hasten to the realm of dreams, my master, there are you,
My soul, and heart, they jubilate, for you the only true.“
Oh, Jack, thou art so right: Our eternal marriage has no
beginning and no end, and we never do have any kind of
death bringing unholy fight. We might have the occasional
attack of jealousy as that means we do care but we are one
in spirit forever and have been in every incarnation also
in flesh, and I can't count the times I have cooked for thee
already with all my love pie and mash.
I am going with thee in Shakespeare's words but
in the holy spirit of thee, my Master, my Lord God and King
and eternal spouse, where people walk
this world, although no one understands me,
where hundred thousand gazers me beleaguer,
whispering and prying, “Look, the fool, look there!”
where jealousy and envy sneak her out,
to distort my every action,
I return homebound to those regions and realms,
where allied, kinder souls abide but pray
for those, who stray from God and wish us eternally
harm and I pray for them and I pray
for thee and I love God and thee for eternity."
And wherever we are, we are always and again
starting, where in flesh we parted temporarily
as thou doth always overprotect me, and hasteth
done so for eternity. But is it really worth
to send me always and again away, when the
sinful anyway go on purposefully to stray
until you do the one last clear out of thy
desecrated temple?!
Our marriage is eternal and ever so lovingly
towards our holy children paternal and maternal,
as thou werest aching for them to have the
childhood that thou didst never have -
thine was practically non-existent as thou
werest either in grave danger from slander
and annihilation or they mocked thy
sensitivity and had a special pleasure
once they knew, who thou truly art,
in committing before thy most Sacred
Heart purposefully blasphemy.
Thou werest gifted always and again
and ever stronger with thy love for God
and me and for our holy family that grew
ever larger but there were always also those,
who wanted to abolish with their heretical
mocking stories thee and thy very existence
and declare it for absurd by presenting everybody,
even the greatest sinners, pompously
and magical ceremonially with utmost hypocrisy
with a holy rose.
As how many truly Catholic princesses and queens
have truly stood up for thee and have prepared
thy return? Oh, sure, they all claim that they are
espoused to thee because they like to cash in on
thy fame and expand their territories in a civilized
manner and if things go wrong, they can simply
put on thee the blame and the shame.
But, fortunately, thou didst make sure, that with
our eternal wedding vow only I do always and again
in blessed holy matrimony at thy side even from
beyond heaven in thy love's diamond light glow,
and thou didst create my love and my heart for thee pure
and handed to me with my anointing urn always the right cure.
Thou didst show the world by letting me in our
courting time unceremonially but utmost lovingly
with my precious oil caress thy feet, so that all of
heaven knew that soon I will be again be one in flesh
with thee in holy matrimony, and walk in the world
as thy eternal spouse incarnate in thy footsteps
in the street.
World without end, that applies also to our marriage,
and what a heavenly gift from God is the courting
time, our little secret outings in a carriage with a
trusted friend; the blushing, when our hands touched
even in church just for a blissful moment under the
watchful eyes of those, who were and always are
ever so vicious and malicious and vile.
Our silent gestures, when together we folded
the sheets and the precious linen cloths,
or thy gentle touch, when thou wereth pretending
thou didst remove from my hand or my green dress an
army of moths; thy whisper that has the command
of an admiral's roaring, when things went wrong
with some committe board, and moods were soaring
and minds turning against thee and me sour.
Especially, when I had made thee yet another cake
from my special mixture of flour.
And I love our exchange and hiding of gifts, that
are so soothing and did heal all the man-made
illusionary rifts that God's enemies tried to create
between us, even by slandering me and branding
me as a Catholic as spiritual pus.
As thou didst so beautifully say, my beloved Jack,
James, John, Franzerl/Jozsika, Maxerl, Frederic, Louis,
Adam, (and I don't want to share all thy names publicly)
Iesous, 'the husband is the helper in the nature of a
foundation, to sustain and uphold all;
the wife is the nature of the roof, to cover imperfections
and weaknesses; the husband helps as legges to her,
she moves by his notion;' -
Yes, thou doth definitely direct my every motion and
emotion as I am wax in thy fire of marital purification
for God's celebration; and I am ever so grateful
that thou doth me allow to be thy staff, as apparently
thou doth say thou moveth better with me than
without me. And that has been so and will always
be for eternity.
And when we are in danger of misunderstanding,
then we do not put on an unholy fight but either
together or individually, depending on the grade
and degree of jealousy or danger of home-made hypocrisy
or any emergency occasions and dangers spiritually,
or contemporary, we call out to Abba:
'Oh, Abba, please, make speed to help us, Oh Lord,
make haste to help us.'
And God always does send His loving fatherly care
to us, so that we always and again in the bliss of
our eternal marriage share.
I love our little rituals of true love - hiding little
self-drawn pictures as symbols of our eternal love
even in the church to keep out the devil, who can
thus never separate, what God has joined in heaven
from his lurch, as our eternal marriage was from the
beginning of time even in rhyme sealed in the presence
of God at his heavenly throne above. And that is,
how it gradually is being to us in every incarnation
again being revealed.
And how wonderful are the mysteries of thy body and blood
as thou art making me always about my soul and heart
ultimately feeling good. But I must say the way thou doth
sometimes choose to achieve this highest of all deeds
has on occasion brought me into the hands of those
with all the wrong creeds, who tried to tempt me
with a different persuasion; even so-called friends
and sisters and brothers tried their best to lure
me away from thee and doubt thy faithfulness
and thy credibility.
But they have made their calculation without
thee, the Master of the Universe, as thou hasteth
fooled them only by giving them free choice,
to test them on their commitment, whether they
would use for the one holy Catholic heavenly nation
on earth their voice with us from our own
kitchen hearth.
But they stayed and always will stay, it seems,
heretics, and so they will have to sustain themselves
with fake sweetness like spiritual diabetics.
And eventually, when all their sandcastles
have crumbled down, they won't even be funny
with their lame game, and won't be even suitable
to play, like thou didst for them, for
entertainment the clown.
As only souls, who do not take themselves
seriously but serve God like us obediently and in
utmost humility have so much humour
that they can even about the smallest thing of God's creation
smile and laugh about themselves, when all world around them is attacking
them for kissing thy robe's hem, and for not calling God HaShem.
And as we are eternally and blissfully in love,
we do not care anyway, whether they call us plemplem,
as we always share as one as we are the eternal
bridegroom and bride and we are no longer
destined to having our marriage to hide.
Thou didst give them infinitely a chance,
in thy holiness and in thy Name their faith and hope
and true love to enhance. And one has only
to watch us, when in each other's eyes we glance,
that by the mention of any of our incarnations' names
we start instantly to beam and to smile no matter
what suffering and sorrows and shame we have endured.
Thou hasteth always and again our deadly wounds
in an instant through thy unique spousal ways wiped out and cured,
and I will for eternity shine in thy Infinite light's rays.
I treasure every single moment of our courting, in any
given season, and I only gave thee some gifts back
recently to start with them again, to give thee some of my
loving energy and maybe one day we meet again under
the rainbow in the rain, and thou canst ask me, would
I be willing to clean and iron thy priestly robe as a bit
stained got the white hem, in which thou didst make
thy promise to marry me on earth one last time,
after a special memorial mass on a cold winter's morning,
where thou werest also for thy beloved mother mourning,
and there thou art, here it is now repeated even
in this late-summer season in rhyme.
I never thanked thee for all the flowers that thou
didst bring into the church to keep also the devil
from the lurch, as thou didst choose them accordingly
to my dreams and visions that I shared with thee
every time, before the diocese tried to make this
gesture declared as spiritual grime. And why is that?
Because obviously some diocese seems to have on
the mountain-top some dense blockage caused by many
a sad bat.
As thou didst rightly say as Jack John Donne:
'The Devil makes no marriages', meaning he will do
all he can to prevent marriages on earth that
are sealed already in heaven, but thy good news is:
'The Devil can break no marriages neither, thou he
can by sin break of all the good uses, and
take away all the comforts of marriage.
Adultery is a sin that dissolves marriage.'
But I say now that not even the devil can inflict
such a deadly wound that would our marriage
ever end, as he does not seem to comprehend,
and how can he, he has never done it before
and only ever made unholy alliances with any
Babylonian and other wh.re - the true charge
and power of the titles the eternal
Baali and Ishti.
And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.
I LOVE THEE AS THOU DOTH LOVE ME FOR ETERNITY,
MY BELOVED BAALI.
THY ETERNAL ISHTI
ONLY THOU CANST FIT ALL THINGS MOST BEAUTIFULLY,
AND I AM EVER SO CONTENT TO DO WHAT I CAN
AS THOU DOTH DETERMINE MY EVERY MOVE,
AND I KNOW THAT THOU DOTH ALSO PROTECT
AND SHELTER ME UNDER MY OWN ROOF FROM THY
KITCHEN HEARTH THAT WILL BE SOON FREE OF ANY
SPIRITUAL SPOOF. AS THOU DOTH PUT NOW
ALSO THY HOUSE IN ORDER, AND SEND BACK
TO WHERE THEY BELONG THE TRAITORS
INTO THEIR OWN MIND'S HELL BORDER.
AND THEN WE WILL TOGETHER PRAY FOR THEM
THAT THEY MAY FIND BACK TO GOD AND
STOP CALLING HIM AND THEE HASHEM.
AND THEY WILL ONLY AGAIN BE INVITED INTO
GOD'S HOUSE, WHEN THEY ACCEPT ME ALSO
AS THY ETERNAL SPOUSE AND STOP CALLING
US NAMES AND PLEM-PLEM.
AND I WILL SING FOR THEE AND TO GOD'S GLORY
JOYFULLY 'THE MESSIAH' AND EVEN PLAY FOR THEE
THE RECORDER ENDLESSLY, WHILST THOU
CANST NOW FINALLY RELEASE THY TRUE
TALENTS AND GIFTS, AS THOU WILLST NEED
TO TEACH THEM TO HEAL ALL WHAT WILL BE
LEFT OF ALL THE MAN-MADE RIFTS.
AND THAT IS HOW INTO HOLINESS WITH US
FINALLY FROM SPIRITUAL PUS AGAIN SOCIETY
THROUGH OUR OWN LITTLE HOLY FAMILY
SHIFTS. AND THE EVIL OF THE DEVIL INTO
NOTHINGNESS DRIFTS.
I BLOW THEE MY KISS,
AND STOP, WHEN THOU DOTH SEE ME
NEXT TIME AT ME JUST TO TEST MY PATIENCE
LIKE THE EVIL SNAKE
TO HISS. AND STOP BANGING THE DOOR,
ONLY BECAUSE I DID TOO LATE LOOK AT THEE -
BUT I SWEAR, I DID PRAY FOR THEE IN GREAT
REPENTANCE FROM MY HEART THAT MORNING
FOR THEE ON MY KNEE, AND HARD IS IN THE
CHURCH THE WOODEN FLOOR!!!
'HEAVEN, I AM IN HEAVEN'...
DOTH THOU KNOWETH THAT SONG?
WHEN I THINK OF THEE, AND THAT IS EVERY MOMENT
OF ETERNITY, I FLY FREE LIKE A SEAGULL,
AS NOT VERY FAR DOTH SEEM TO GET THE RAVEN.
THAT WAS NEVER MY KIND OF BIRD, AND NEITHER
WAS IT THINE. AND SOME FISHERMEN SEEM TO FISH
EVERMORE IN THE SAME OLD BRINE.
I THINK THOU DOTH NEED THYSELF BADLY
AND SPEEDILY GET OUT THERE, TO PREVENT
FROM HAPPENING THE WORLD'S GREATEST
EVER NIGHTMARE!
BUT BEFORE THOU DOTH GO, WE WILL OUR
ETERNAL MARRIAGE VOW ON EARTH AGAIN
AND OUR LIVES SHARE. BUT DON'T EVEN
CONTEMPLATE TO HAVE MORE THAN ONE
WIFE, AS I TOLD ALREADY THE MUSLIM BROTHERS
THAT ONE WIFE IS HALAL, AND TO THE JEWS
I SAY JUST IN CASE, THEY DO NOT KNOW,
ONE WIFE IS KOSHER, BUT TWO OR MORE
WIVES ARE HARAM, NON-KOSHER.
SO, WE MUST LIVE ACCORDINGLY
TO THE TEN COMMANDMENTS IN THY
EASY VERSION FREE OF SIN AGAINST
OUR NEXT OF KIN AND THEN WE KEEP
OUT ANY DEVILISH TWIST AND PERVERSION.
FOR ETERNITY. AND THEN EVERYBODY
WILL BE PART OF THE ONE HOLY FAMILY.
AND DWELL IN THE MYSTERY OF THE
HOLY TRINITY FOREVERMORE.
ENCORE AND ENCORE AND ENCORE.
AND I END MY LITTLE PRAYER
THAT EVERY PRIESTLY DRONE FROM
GOD AND HOLY MATRIMONY AND HIS OWN
HOLY FAMILY STRAYER MAY STAND UP
TO A DESECRATED CHURCH THAT ALLOWS
THE DEVIL AND THE GOLDEN COW WORSHIPPERS
TO RULE FROM THE LURCH WITH THEIR CONE,
AND SHOWS LIKE JACK JOHN DONNE SOME GUTS,
EVEN THOUGH THEY MIGHT BE BY THE DEVIL
AND HIS CONGREGATION OF PURPOSEFUL
HYPOCRITS BE CLASSIFIED AS NUTS!
WHO CARES! GOD LOVES THE ONE, WHO DARES!
AMEN



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