FROM ANNIE TO JACK FROM HEAVEN WITH MY ETERNAL LOVE HOSEA 2.19. AND I WILL MARRY THEE UNTO ME FOR EVER.

FROM ANNIE TO JACK
FROM HEAVEN WITH MY ETERNAL LOVE

HOSEA 2.19. AND I WILL MARRY THEE UNTO ME FOR EVER.



OH, MY BELOVED JACK, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER
ALLOWED ME TO BE WITH THEE ESPECIALLY
ON THE MOUNTAINTOP TODAY, AS HE KNEW
THAT THOU WOULDST PREACH AND TEACH THY FAVOURITE
SUBJECT TO ANOTHER TWO SOULS, JOINED BY GOD IN HEAVEN,
WHO DID BECOME ONE IN FLESH ALSO WITH HIS BLESSING
IN HOLY MATRIMONY ON EARTH, SO THAT THEY MAY
SERVE GOD AND WORSHIP EACH OTHER ALSO
FROM THEIR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH.

THE TEARS RAN DOWN MY CHEEKS, WHEN I REREAD
YOUR LIVING WORDS AND HEARD THEM IN MY HEART,
AS YOU TRULY ARE THE SHEPHERD OF ALL SHEPHERDS,
AND HOW ELEGANTLY AND WITH EASE SIMPLY CUT THROUGH
ALL THE HERESIES FROM THE ANCIENTS AND YOU KNEW
THE MEANING OF EVERY SINGLE ROOT OF EVIL AND OF GOOD
WRITTEN DOWN BY THE OLD GREEKS.

I AM STILL IN AWE AND MY TEARS OF LOVE ARE STILL FLOWING
AND MY FLAME FOR YOU MUST BE FROM FAR AWAY EVEN
IN THE DARKNESS FROM MY SOUL BE GLOWING.
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ETERNALLY EVERMORE GROWING,
AS WE HAVE SUFFERED SO MUCH LOVE'S LABOUR FOR
EACH OTHER AND FOR OUR NEIGHBOUR THAT YOU MAKE
NOW SURE THAT TO ALL OF MANKIND MARRIAGE STAYS
PURE AND THAT NOT ONLY IN THE CLOUD THE FAITHFUL ARE
NOT ANY LONGER IN THE REALM OF UNKNOWING BUT
FOR YOUR WISDOM AND HOLY TRUTH EVERMORE STRONGER.

I HAVE TO TELL MY FRIENDS IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH THE ESSENCE
OF THY SERMON - AS I FIND EVERYWHERE ON A DESPERATE INCREASE
IS THE DEVIL'S AND HIS GOLDEN COW'S LAST VENOM.
IT IS MAY 30, 1621! AND, YOU ARE RIGHT, IT IS THE INVENTION OF THE DEVIL
TO SEPARATE MAN AND WOMAN ARTIFICIALLY BY FORCING THEM
TO BECOME INVOLUNTARILY IN A MONASTERY OR
SO-CALLED HOLY COMMUNITY A PRIEST AND A NUN.

I, AS A CATHOLIC HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT OF THIS UNHOLY FIGHT,
WHEN THOU DIDST MARRY ME UNDER GREATEST PRESSURE
AND IT WAS NOT JUST IN THE FACE OF A LONG LINE OF CATHOLIC
PERSECUTION AND REAL LIFE'S LOSS FOR CHRIST'S CROSS
IN THY FAMILY AN EASY MEASURE AS IT CAUSED ALMOST
EVERYWHERE AMONGST OUR SO-CALLED
FAMILY AND FRIENDS A HUGE DIVISION - AND WHEN YOU
DIDST PUT THE RING ON MY FINGER THOU DIDST WRAP
ME WITH MY WHOLE BODY AND SOUL ALSO AROUND THINE,
SO I KNEW THAT THOU WOULDST ALSO BE ETERNALLY MINE.

WE MARRIED EACH OTHER, AND NOT AS A SISTER AND BROTHER
BUT AS HUSBAND AND WIFE TO SHARE IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL,
IF ALSO SORROWFUL, SO WHAT! IN OUR HEARTS' BLISS OUR LIFE.
AND WE WOULD NEVER EVER STAB EACH OTHER IN THE BACK
WITH A KNIFE. WE WERE ALWAYS ONLY EVER CONCERNED
FOR EACH OTHER'S HIGHEST GOOD, AND ONLY CHRIST'S
LIVING WORD WAS OUR DAILY FOOD AND WILL ALWAYS BE -
AS NOT ONLY DID WE MARRY EACH OTHER BUT ALSO
SYMBOLICALLY AND METAPHYSICALLY IN THE HOLY EUCHARIST
AND IN THE OTHER SACRAMENTS WE ESPOUSED AS ONE
OURSELVES TO CHRIST JESUS' SACRED HEART, SO THAT
WE WOULD WITHOUT BEGINNING AND END TOGETHER
PLAY FOR GOD OUR HOLY PART.

AND THAT DID BEFORE THE BEGINNING OF TIME ALREADY
START - AND WAS REPEATED WITH NOAH, WHO IN GOD'S
INFINITE WISDOM TOOK ONLY ON BOARD MARRIED
COUPLES, ALL IN PAIRS, SO THAT IN BODY AND SPIRIT
ALL WOULD MULTIPLY MOST HOLY, JOYFULLY TO
GOD'S PRAISE AND FRUITFULLY, AS WE MUST NEVER
REFUSE TO CREATE WITH GOD LIFE.

BECAUSE, AS YOU POINTED SO BEAUTIFULLY OUT,
THERE ARE SO MANY CHILDREN, WHO ARE LOST
THROUGH THEIR PARENTS' WILFUL NEGLECT THAT
MAKES ALREADY THE NEXT GENERATION ON EARTH
AND IN HEAVEN HOLY MATRIMONY AND CHRIST'S
SACRAMENTS AND HIS CHURCH REJECT.

AND THEN, YOU SAID, THAT, OF COURSE, SO MANY
ANGELS IN HEAVEN HAVE FROM GOD'S GRACE FALLEN,
AS THEY FELL ONLY EVER IN LOVE WITH THEMSELVES.
AND SO I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED, IF SATAN WOULD
INVENT SOME FOOL FOR THEM, WHO ALSO TREATS
MANKIND AS SLAVES WITH SOME PAGAN ELVES
AND THROWS OUT OF THE KING JAMES VERSION
AGAIN FROM THE BOOKSHELVES.

OH, JACK! I PRAY THAT I AM STILL BEING IN SOME WAY
THY SUPPORTING STAFF AND GOD'S INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY,
FROM WHERE I AM NOW, FAR AWAY FROM THE
REACH OF THE GOLDEN COW, AND I DO IN LOVE
INCREASE AND JUST YOUR COMPANY LACK!
AS I WANT TO HELP THEE TO PREVENT OTHERS
TO FURTHER GO FROM GOD AND JESUS ASTRAY.
AND I FOUND THY STATEMENT SO RIGHT THAT
JEALOUSY IS A SIGN OF CARING AND LOVE'S SHARING,
AND THEREFORE, GOD EVEN SAID THAT HE IS A
'JEALOUS GOD'. BUT IF JEALOUSY TRANSFORMS
INTO EVIL ACCUSATION OUT OF THE AIR AND HAS
A SUSPICIOUS FLAIR, THEN IT IS FROM THE DEVIL
AND REQUIRES PRAYERS FOR THE HOLY TRUTH STRAYERS.

I AM FAR TOO SIMPLE AND LEAVE TO THEE TO SHINE
IN ALL THOSE LEARNED TERMS THAT EXPLAINS EVEN
ANCIENT AND FUTURE SPIRITUAL WORMS AND GERMS,
AND JUST BEAM AND SMILE WITH MANY A DIMPLE
AT THE SOUND OF THY POWERFUL VOICE THAT ONE DAY
WILL NOT LEAVE PEOPLE ANYMORE CHOICE THAN
TO FOLLOW THEE ON THY PATH - AS THOU MIGHT
BE JEALOUS BUT THOU ART FREE OF GREED, OF LUST
AND OF WRATH.

AND THOU ART SO RIGHT: SO MANY FALLEN ANGELS
HAVE MINGLED WITH WARLORDS AND MAN TO PUT
ON AGAINST GOD WITH THEIR BLACK ARMY THE MOST
UNHOLY FIGHT OF POWERS AND PRINCIPALITY -

BUT FOR THEE THAT IS JUST A FOOL'S OBSESSION
AND DELUSION AS ONE OF THESE DAYS AT AN
UNKNOWN HOUR THEY WILL KNOW THAT THOU
ALWAYS WEREST, ART AND EVER WILL BE THE MOST
POWERFUL MUSTARD SEED SOWER, AND BY THE SOUND
OF THY VOICE AFTER RINGING THY CHURCH BELL
THEY WILL KNOW THAT THEY FELL FOR THY
TEMPTING WITH THEIR MIND'S INTRUSION AND THAT
THEY HAVE TO GO BACK INTO THE CLAY BECAUSE
THEY WENT FULLY KNOWING FROM GOD AND CHRIST
ASTRAY.

I KNOW THAT WE HAVE PRAYED FOR EVERY SINGLE
CHILD THAT WAS BORN UNTO US AND SADLY ALSO
AGAIN TAKEN FROM EARTH, BUT BELIEVE ME,
I AM HERE IN HEAVEN WITH THEM, AND I SEE THAT
OUR RELIGIOUS EDUCATION MAKES THEM EVERMORE
KISS MOST OBEDIENTLY AND HUMBLY CHRIST'S KINGLY
ROBE'S HEM AS THEY ARE THE NEW ANGELS REPLACING
THE FALLEN ONES OF OLD, AND, SIGH! THAT IS SOMETHING
THOU HASTETH TO ME ALSO ON OCCASION FORETOLD.

REALLY, WITH THEE ALL IS IN SAFE HANDS, AND EVEN
THOUGH IT MIGHT TAKE A WHILE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
IN HEAVEN AND IF GOD SO WILL, ALSO IN OUR NEXT
INCARNATION, AND PUT ON AGAIN OUR ETERNAL WEDDING
BANDS, THEN THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH
WILL BE ALSO ACCORDINGLY TO THY WORD
ALIVE AND WELL IN OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH
AS WHEN CHRIST RETURNS IN EACH AND EVERY
SINGLE ONE, WHO HAS GIVEN TO HIM THEIR VOW
TO ESPOUSE THEMSELVES IN MARRIAGE TO HIS
HOLY CHURCH, THEN HE WILL DECLARE IN A
POWERFUL VOICE LIKE THINE WITH JEHOVAH'S AUTHORITY
AND ALL HIS MAJESTIC NAMES AND TITLES FINALLY THE
REVIVAL OF THE REDEEMED PARADISE AND THE END
OF THE DEVIL'S AND THE GOLDEN COW'S RULE
FOR ETERNITY.

ONLY THOSE THOUSANDS, THOU DIDST SAY, WHO
LIVE IN THE HOLY SACRAMENTS AND IN CHRIST'S WONDERFUL
MYSTERY WILL BE PART OF HIS ETERNAL HOLY FAMILY
AND THEY ARE WRITTEN INTO THE BOOK OF LIFE. AND I
AM SO UNSPEAKABLY PROUD OF THEE THAT THOU
DIDST SHARE THAT ALL WITH THIS COUPLE-TO-BE
FOR FREE, SO THAT THEY CAN ALSO BECOME
A MOST HOLY AND ETERNALLY LIVING FAMILY,
WHO SERVES THE LORD AND GOD AND KING
JESUS CHRIST IN THE HOLY TRINITY
IN OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY
FOR ETERNITY.

I DON'T KNOW, WHETHER IT IS REALLY
ALLOWED TO SEND THEE A KISS.
BUT, I THINK, BY NOW ALL KNOW THAT I
DO NOT AT ANYBODY MALICIOUSLY
OR VICIOUSLY HISS! AND FOR MY CORRECT
SPIRITUAL EDUCATION SUFFICIENTLY TO BE
LIVED IN OUR HOUSE THE NEXT TIME ROUND,
I AM MOST GRATEFUL TO GOD THAT HE WILL
ALWAYS BRING ME BACK TO THEE AGAIN
EVENTUALLY, WHEN I AM SUFFICIENTLY PREPARED
TO A LIFE A THY SIDE AS THY HUMBLE AND OBEDIENT
OTHER HALF, WHO HELPS THEE, WHEN THY HANDS
ARE CARRYING SOME LAMBS TO CARRY OR HOLD
THY STAFF.

OR TO STAND UP FOR GOD AND THEE AGAINST
THE DEVIL AND THE GOLDEN COW AND HER CALF.
YES, YOU WERE ALSO SO RIGHT, I ALMOST FORGOT -
AND HOW IMPORTANT THAT IS: THEY ARE NEVER EVER
INTERESTED IN HAVING A PROPER FAMILY IN GOD,
AND THEY DO ALSO NEVER BELIEVE THAT CHRIST
IS THE SON OF GOD BEGOT, BUT ALSO THAT THEY
CAN NEVER DESTROY, AS THERE IS A LIMIT TO THEIR
ILLUSIONARY POWER, ANY MARRIAGE JOINED IN HEAVEN,
AS THAT IS THE ETERNAL LAW OF THE MUSTARD SEED SOWER.

AND SO, NOW I SEND THEE A PRAYER THAT I PASS ON TO
EVERY SINGLE STRAYER:
'MOST SACRED HEART OF JESUS,
I BELIEVE IN YOUR LOVE FOR ME.
JESUS, MEEK, AND HUMBLE OF HEART, MAKE MY HEART
LIKE YOUR HEART.'
IF WE TRULY ASK THIS FROM OUR SOUL AND HEART,
WE WILL NEVER BE ABLE AGAIN TO COMMIT A SIN
AGAINST OUR NEXT OF KIN, AND ALSO NOT A VIOLATION
TO GOD'S LAW. AS THAT KIND OF BEHAVIOUR
OF THOSE, WHO EVEN MOCK CHRIST'S HOLY ROSE,
WOULD BE FOR GOD AND JESUS THE LAST STRAW
AND WOULD MAKE THEM WIPE OUT ALL THAT IS BAD AND
EVIL TOWARDS HIS PERFECT CREATION AND HIS ONE HOLY NATION.

AS CHRIST HIMSELF IS ALSO JEHOVAH'S ROSE BUD AND BLOSSOM,
AND MARY MAGDALA IS THAT FOR JESUS, AS HE
HELD HER FOR ETERNITY IN HIS BOSOM,
FROM WHAT THOU HASTETH TOLD TO ME,
AND I AM CONFIDENT AND I PRAY UNCEASINGLY
THAT ALL WILL BE PERFECT ON EARTH IN HEAVEN
FOR ETERNITY AS WE WILL LIVE IN EVERY REALM
WORLD WITHOUT END AS HUSBAND AND WIFE
AND WITH WHAT IS LEFT OF OUR FAMILY.

I LOVE THEE AS THOU LOVE ME.
AS THOU HASTETH MARRIED ME FOR ETERNITY.
GOD BLESS THEE, TOO, I WHISPER BACK EVER
SO TENDERLY WITH THE WIND INTO THY EAR,
AND I PRAY THAT I ALWAYS DID CLEAN PERFECTLY
THY WORN OUT BUT EVERLASTING SHOE.
AND I THANK THEE THAT IT WAS THOU, WHO
TOOKETH AWAY ALWAYS AND AGAIN MY
EVERY ANXIETY AND FEAR AND KISSED DRY
MY EVERY TEAR AND FOR PUTTING INTO MY FACE
ALWAYS AND AGAIN A BLUSHING AND HOLY GLOW
AT THE SAME TIME. AND NOW BY LETTING ME
TRY MY BEST PUTTING MY KNOWLEDGE THAT
THOU DIDST ENTRUST TO ME BY GIVING ME ALL
THE RIGHT REASON FOR MANY A HIGH TREASON
EVEN IN RHYME TO THE TEST.

HAGIOS, O THEOS, HOLY IS GOD!
HAGIOS ISCHYROS, HOLY AND STRONG!
AND THOU ART MY WORLD AND MY HEAVEN
IN GOD AND IN CHRIST JESUS, AND I THANK THEE
THAT THOU DIDST CHOOSE ME AS THY ETERNAL
BELOVED SPOUSE, WIFELET, MISTRESS, EMPRESS, MISSUS.
AND THOU ART BOTH TO ME, JOHN AND JACK, AND I DO NOT ALLOW
ANYBODY TO MOCK THEE AS THAT DOTH SHOW THAT THEY
DO RESPECT AND HUMILITY TOWARDS GOD AND MAN LACK.
AND TOWARDS SUCH TRAITORS GOD WILL A MIGHTY WIND
BLOW AND TAKE AGAIN FROM THEM, WHATEVER TITLE AND NAME
THEY DID CLAIM IN JESUS' NAME.

31ST AUGUST MMIX