Thanksgiving

An Act of Thanksgiving

I give thanks and praise to God, as Jeja, El Shaddai and Jehovah and Jesus have led me once again out of Egypt by letting transparency, clarity and honesty win. Simple truth did prevail, where man likes to sow confusion: Recently I had received various official letters from various agencies to explain, why my income was so low in the past two years, and how I can live on that and why I consider myself as self-employed. I wrote back that I work actually more than the average person, in fact day and night, and offer my services also voluntarily for free in my community, which is in a time like this of recession and unrest especially important. I also wrote that I had been asked to sing for free by the very agency, who challenged my low income at their Christmas party and I think that made them finally rethink their position.

I could have also added that I gave my vow to poverty (not that I had anything in my name anyway as God never wanted this for me in this life) and to God to share my gifts for free that I have received for free. And I must say, for two years now I have been quite successfully achieving just that and I pray that through my very example many others will follow to share their time, skills and resources with others for free, so that we overcome the dependency on money. In my church and local neighbourhood, in school and wherever I am present I try to nurture and give, what I am led to share. This can also be a simple smile, lending an ear to those, who nobody wants to listen to, or giving a hug, where it is needed there and then. And it is also praying for the enemies of God, and for those, who do wish harm and evil upon us, and who try to slander our reputation or worse wish illness and death upon us. And they do also exist, as God gave us the choice for our free will to be used either for Jesus' path of true love and compassion and peace, that automatically entails that we abhor committing any kind of sin against our next of kin, and that includes our neighbour, especially; or many use their free will to serve their own demons like indifference, hatred, addiction, greed, lust, and temporary satisfaction of any desire.

I have given my vow to God to serve Him and Jesus in utmost obedience and humility, and to surrender my every fear and worry and anxiety.
And I do so in voluntary celibacy or in holy matrimony, depending on what is God's will is for me. And His will may be done always.
As only God and Jesus hold the blueprint of creation and therefore, for every single breath I take, for every single drop of blood or fluid that runs through my veins and through my body. I am in God's hands and He has saved me so many times from death and from my soul's outcry that I can with deep conviction and in faith, hope and love and utter trust say: I am in God's hands. Whatever happens to me, He will bring me into the shelter of His Infinite Light. And I pray that every living soul may know His love and His true might.

I give thanks to God for allowing me with my gifts to serve Him as a little lightning rod that serves only ever the holy truth. Big words, but a simple faith: I love God with all my heart, and all my soul and all that I am. And I love my neigbhour, and I am always and again prepared to go the extra-mile in hardest labour. As only, if we have our hearts as God's house in loving order, and give up being a mere property and money horder we can invite God and Jesus truly in,  as only then we are truly to each other also next of kin and there won't be any rift or border.

Thanks be to God, who loves to hear His names also as El Shaddai, Jeja, Jehovah, and my grandmother called Jesus also Jesse, my old friend, and she was one, who to everybody her very self and a helping hand did lend. I must have inherited some of her genes, and that helps
me to hold on to the highest ever dream as a reality: the beauty and light of the love of a true holy family, whose members either live in voluntary celibacy forevermore or temporarily until they are being joined with the soul that God has in mind for everybody to be made one in flesh also on earth in holy matrimony. And that is the way of Jesus that alone brings us  peace and harmony and unity and human dignity for eternity. Watch me - I am living it in my own kitchen hearth. And you are invited around my Lords' table, as Jesus' path is not just a fable, and does also not need any kind of internet connection cable. I wait and see, when all of thee start to pop into my house spontaneously and simultaneously for tea.

I have no idea, where these ideas came from just now, and why, (well, actually, I do, I think a priest called that once 'Divine providence" before
it turned out that his herd was one of swines that worship really only hypocrisy and decadence and who wish upon their neighbours only ever pestilence) but anyway, I let the heavenly pearls and diamonds shine in my heart, whenever I am showered with them, as I always and again
will kiss in heaven my beloved Jesus' kingly robe's hem and lie prostrate at His feet, and play on earth my sacred part. Well, welcome to my
own little world - to my mystery.

That is now so interwoven with reality, and has actually always been, like the events showed even most recently that could have affected my life quite severely, but God always finds a way to help an innocent cause and to awaken a soul to repent and to give them a chance in holiness to enhance, so that He can ultimately in His punishment relent and anyway, the devil is out of his lame game, as God is reminding him now that he has forgotten to read his own smallprint in a last minute added clause of his old contract with Jesus, and that is for hell only too bad, but will make the world and heaven evermore glad.

As the evil of the devil and that of the golden cow can only ever a vision of separation, hatred and slander or warfare sow but never does it come close to an apparition of true love and heavenly might, as there is only  unity in the holy trinity and nobody, especially not a member of the devil's powers and prinicipality and subject to demonology, can separate, what God has joined forever. Never!

So, I give thanks to God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit, and for whatever comes my way from God, I say: Thank you, El Shaddai, Jeja, Jehovah, my Lord  God Emmanuel, I pray that you unite soon all the tribes again including Israel; Melchizedek is emerging and as Jesus with His true holy knights merging and verging without the need of any unholy fights. SO BE IT. AMEN

This I sign, ever so happy and blissful and benign, as I live a life that is simply Divine as it is as simple and humble in its multi-layered complexity. What can I do. that is, what happens, when one tries to walk in Jesus' footprints in His shoe, and my high heels do already slowly crumble, but as long as I have a voice I will clearly speak out, and never in ambiguity any heresy mumble!

An old lady said recently that she thought a robe for a nun was wasted on me as she loves to see me blossoming in all femininity - and there is something true in this, as I must say I think I was able to convert more souls to God and Jesus without the robe, although it is quite beautiful as it was made by a pure soul, who I pray will for the heavenly kingdom in many more capacities from now on also fulfill her holy role, even though that might mean, she has to temporarily voluntarily help people in her own situation and who are dependent on the dole. I will wear the habit, whenever Jesus wants me to, as it is in His hands, even what I wear every day, even my shoe. And as long there are women in disguise, who are not even in behaviour showing any relation-ship as a sister, never mind as a kin, because they only call themselves nuns but are committing against God and Jesus and their neighbours purposefull every single sin, I rather wear undercover clothes as a human being and a woman, instead of uniformally to the sheer evil of the devil's game to be agreeing.
God has for all of us many a sacred goal, and sometimes He asks a brave dame or knight to identify in their church the devil's mole,
and that is somebody, who is already trying to copy the prints of Jesus' sole, and whose warring army consists of numerous vole, who are running now in nervous anxiety due to their high visibility and sudden sinful recognisability from one to the next church hole.

I give thanks and praise to God and Jesus for their commandments, and I live by them in love, so I do not need for paradise on earth
any amendments, and am simply happy in my own kitchen hearth that has been given to me also by El Shaddai, Jeja, Jehovah, and by Iesous, Jesus, Jesse, and I pray that these good news even spread to Israel, so that I can sing with my community choir: 'Oh, come, oh, come, Emmanuel'.
Every Thursday from 6.30-7.30pm from next week, yet another chance in holiness to enhance and to holy truth in one voice to aspire,
but the songs are my choice and are in favour of my beloved heavenly Sire. All are welcome, but members of any secret society from the devil's or the golden cow's cripple creek have to leave their bad attitude at hell - as we are even in a politically correct environment loud and clearly Jesus' church bell.

As long as they let us sing, otherwise Jesus might have soon enough, and will let His faithful priestly drones without cones the devil in his bottom sting, and you never know, who will in the community hall short of from God's grace to fall the doorbell ring as to sheer life many a soul will soon to Jesus' living word cling. Ding Ding.

We also sing Frere Jacques and Sur le pons d'Avignon and we might even dance in a circle but not to twist God's truth. As I am not standing for that, as would not have once upon a time Ruth.

See you later, maybe, and to God and Jesus I say: May it all so be, as you want, as on my own I am on an eternally lost errant. I devote my life to Jeja, El Shaddai, Jehovah and to my Lord Emmanuel even if that means some people would like to stab me in my back with a knife.
God is my light, and I will never put on with His worst enemy any unholy fight, as I know about His true power and the Holy Trinity's might, as I came to be by the grace of God by the seed of  a mustard seed sower, and I separate on my balcony the weed from the pure holy flower.

So I sign with the name God gave to me: Eliora, God is my light, Anat, to sing. And I do for my most gracefully received gift of life to God sn' and Jesus' holy truth cling. I only serve God and Jesus, my eternal spouse, as John Donne already said, only, if we espouse ourselves to God's holy church and Jesus' most wonderful sacrament and our every sin repent, are we truly worthy to be to the cornerstone the right house.

May the Infinite Light of God shine brightly upon you, keep and protect you from all evil, harm and anxiety and fill your very hearts and souls with Jesus' loving-kindness and peace.


God bless you!

Mother Sigrid (Ziggy) Agocsi
[Eliora Anat]
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose


















Mother Ziggy Agocsi OHR
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose

http://www.abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com