A Mother's Milk, A Word from Josephe to Max

A MOTHER'S MILK
A word from Josephe to Max:


 MAXIMILIAN FRANZ, I CALLED HIM TENDERLY
MY MAX, WAS ALL ABOUT GENTLENESS AND
HARKNESS AND IN A TIME OF UPROAR AND REVOLUTION
FOR CHRIST'S PATH EVOLUTION THROUGH AGAPE
AND PAX. HIS  FAVOURITE THEME THAT BROUGHT
MANY A WARMEST SMILE EVEN IN HIS DREAM
WAS THE THOUGHT THAT GOD GAVE EVERY MOTHER
THE CHANCE IN HOLINESS TO ENHANCE BY FEEDING
EVERY SINGLE HOLY LITTLE SISTER OR BROTHER
SELFLESSLY ON DEMAND WITH HER MOTHER'S MILK,
THAT IS MORE VALUABLE
THAT MAKES HER SKIN ALSO FEEL LIKE  SILK AND THAT SMELLS
TO THE NEWBORN LIFE LIKE HEAVEN
AND THE BREAST IS THE CRADLE AND SOURCE OF COMFORT
AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM GOD ABOVE.

AND WHEN YOU HEARD HIM TALK ABOUT IT, THEN YOU
KNEW THAT HE LOVED TO WATCH ME IN EVERY INCARNATION
HIS MIRI-MARY, OR IN THIS INCARNATION I WAS JOSEPHE, OR JOSIE,
AND SOMETIMED HE ALSO LOVED TO CALL ME HIS BELOVED ROSIE,
ANYWAY, ALSO THIS TIME I HAD BECOME,
THOUGH SECRETLY, AS ALREADY WERE THE SECRET SOCIETIES
AGAIN OUT FOR THE KILL AND ON THE LOOK-OUT FOR
ME, HIS BELOVED ETERNAL WIFE TO FINISH ME OFF ONCE
AGAIN IN SOME WAY, AND IT HAPPENED TO BE AGAIN A RITUAL KNIFE.

MY SOUL HAS SEEN THE GLORY OF MY LORD AND KING ALWAYS AND AGAIN
AND I AM SMILING IN HIS LOVE EVEN IN THE GREATEST OF RAIN,
AS HE NEVER EVER GAVE ME A SINGLE MOMENT OF DISDAIN.
BUT OFTEN WE HAD TO BE SEPARATED AND FROM OUR LOVE'S
MOST TENDER MOMENTS TO REFRAIN, AS ONLY EVER VERY FEW
ACCEPTED THAT I MIGHT AS HIS WIFE OBEDIENTLY TO GOD AND TO HIM
AND IN UTMOST HUMILITY SIT AMONGST THE CONGREGATION
ALSO IN HIS TEMPLE'S PEW.

DON'T GET ME WRONG - I DO NOT COMPLAIN OR BEAR A GRUDGE;
AS THE ONE THING THE DEVIL AND THE GOLDEN COW AND CALF
CAN NEVER TAKE AWAY FROM JESUS AND ME IS THE FACT THAT
GOD JOINT US TOGETHER IN HEAVEN AND HE WILL NEVER
PART FROM MY BELOVED HIS BELOVED OTHER HALF, AS I AM PART
OF HIS BODY, AND EVEN IF I AM JUST HIS TINY RIB, SO HAVE GOD
AND HIM CHOSEN ME TO BEAR HIS CHILDREN AND SO GOD ALWAYS
AND AGAIN MADE SURE IN EVERY INCARNATION THAT PREPARED
IS FOR OUR BABIES ALSO ON EARTH THE HEAVENLY CRIB.

MOST WOMEN WOULD NOT HAVE CONSIDERED THE KIND OF WEDDING WE HAD HURRIEDLY AND SECRETLY BUT TO ME IT WAS HEAVEN AS WE WERE
GIVING SOLEMNLY OUR VOWS BEFORE THE ALTAR IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD
AND WE ALSO PROMISED TO WORSHIP EACH OTHER'S BODIES AND TO BE
TOGETHER IN HOLY MATRIMONY HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

AND MY BELOVED FILLED EVER SO TENDERLY MY WOMB AND WE WERE
DESPITE THE DARKNESS AROUND US IN HEAVENLY BLISS AND GAVE TO
GOD PRAISE EVERY DAY ANEW IN HARKNESS. I FELT A BIT SICK THOUGH
AND POOR MAX HAD TO ORDER ME GHERKINS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,
AND SOMETIMES HE EVEN HAD TO SEND OUT WITH HIS HORSE EVEN
A MOST FAITHFUL KNIGHT.

AS NOBODY WAS ALLOWED TO KNOW THAT IN ME DID INDEED HOLY LIFE
AGAIN GROW AS ALREADY DID IT MAKE THE ROUND THAT JESUS AND MARY
MAGDALA HAD LANDED AGAIN IN THIS INCARNATION ON THE GROUND,
AND EVERYBODY WAS LOOKING FOR THE DEFENDERS OF THE HOLY FAMILY CREED AND AFRAID THEY MIGHT LOOSE THEIR POWER AND PRINCIPALITY TO THE MUSTARD SOWER AS THEIR PURPOSE OF LIFE WAS DRIVEN ALONE BY GREED AND BY THE ILLUSIONARY MIGHT OF THE EGYPTIAN CONE, THAT ALWAYS AND AGAIN ACCUMULATED MANY A MEMBERSHIP FEE THROUGH NUMEROUS AN UNHOLY BUT IN JESUS' NAME FIGHT.

ANYWAY, I WAS FAR TOO OVERTAKEN BY BEING AGAIN IN HOPE,
AND WHEN MY MILK STARTED ALREADY TO FLOW, MY BELOVED MAX
DID HARDLY WITH LIFE'S ANYWAY REVOLUTIONARY ABNORMALITY ANYMORE DUE TO HIS EXCITEMENT COPE AND AGAINST ALL THE TIMESW  ODDS WE WERE SO MUCH IN LOVE AND DID ONLY EVERMORE BEAM
EVEN IN THE DARK AND GLOW.

HE WAS AS EVER SO VERY TENDER, AND SPOILT ME WITH MANY AN UNUSUAL
TASTE'S TREAT, FROM SOUR TO BITTER AND CHOCOLATES FAR TOO SWEET,
AND HE LOVED TO SEE MY TUMMY GROW AS HE LOVED ME IN ANY SHAPE AND SIZE, WHEN I TRANSFORMED FROM SLENDER INTO A LITTLE BALLOON AS WE WERE ON A DAILY BASIS ANYWAY FLYING TOGETHER IN HEAVEN AROUND AND JUST CAME AGAIN BACK FROM THE MOON, WHEN ALL CAME TO A SUDDEN ABRUPT CHANGE OF SCENERY, WHEN MY OWN BROTHER HAD SOLD HIS SOUL TO THE DEVIL AND HAD GIVEN AWAY AND HAD TALKED ABOUT OUR WHEREABOUTS, AND YOU WOULD NOT THINK THAT ANY COMPOSER ANYTHING TO HIM DID DEDICATE (WHAT MY MAX HAD LONG FOR ANYWAY PAID) BUT THEN, ALL WHO ARE SLAVES TO THE GOLDEN COW AND CALF ARE USED THAT A PAY MASTER LIKE MY BROTHER, WHO HAD ALREADY LOST IN A GAMBLE THE FORTUNE OF OUR MOTHER, IN CONTEMPT AND HATRED AND GODLESSNESS SHOUTS.

HE PRETENDED TO BE EVER SO SURPRISED THAT MAX HAD DARED TO MARRY ME, AND FURTHERMORE THAT HE HAD IMPREGNATED ME WITH HIS LOVE AND THAT WE HAD LONG BEEN ONE IN FLESH AS HUSBAND AND WIFE (WELL, THE SECRET WEDDING WE ALSO DID AS JOHN AND ANNE DONNE, ALSO AT A TIME, JUST LIKE NOW, WHERE TRUE AND FAITHFUL CATHOLICS ARE BEING STABBED AGAIN IN THEIR HEARTS WITH A KNIFE).

WHAT HE DID NOT SAY WAS THAT HE WAS LONG KEEN TO TAKE OVER A POSITION OF GREAT POWER FROM MAX, WHOM HE ONLY EVER MOCKINGLY FOLLOWED AS LONG AS MARIA THERESIA'S LONG ARM STILL PROTECTED HIM FOR HIS VARIOUS SECRET ENTERPRISES FROM THE GUILLOTINE OR GALLOWS.
NOT THAT SHE EVEN HAD CARED ABOUT HER OWN FAMILY, SHE USED EVERY CHILD AS A PAWN ON A CHESS BOARD FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE TO PAY OFF HER ALSO HIGH GAMBLING BILLS IN HER CHINESE ROOM, WHICH WAS THE ONLY THING IN COMMON REALLY THAT HAD WITH HER MY BELOVED BRIDEGROOM,
A LITTLE CHINESE DECORATION TOUCH AT A TIME, WHERE ALL SEEMED SO HARSH AND ONE WAS LOOKING FOR A LITTLE EXOTIC INTERIOR DESIGN PASTIME TO DISTRACT FROM ALL THE SPIRITUAL GRIME.

SHALL I LET YOU INTO A LITTLE ETERNAL SECRET?! IT IS VERY SIMPLE,
JUST LIKE MY BELOVED'S SMILE'S DIMPLE THAT I SO LOVE, WITH THE
UNIQUE DIAMOND SPARKLING TWINKLE THAT GIVES HIS LOVE FOR ME
AWAY AND THAT EVEN SHINES FOR ME IN THE GREATEST DARKNESS
IN HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY: THE ONLY REASON, WHY PEOPLE COMMIT
HIGH TREASON IN ANY GIVEN SEASON IS BECAUSE THEY DO NOT KNOW
TRUE LOVE. THE TRUE LOVE THAT ONLY COMES WITH THE PURITY OF BLESSED VOLUNTARY CELIBACY AND THEN, WHEN GOD HAS IN MIND A SOUL
FOR US, ALSO IN HOLY MATRIMONY, OR HE MIGHT PLACE US IN A SPECIAL KIND
OF HOLY COMMUNITY -

NO MATTER, IN WHICH SHAPE AND SIZE GOD-GIVEN LOVE IS BEING SENT INTO A SOUL'S LIFE, IT IS PURE AND OF GOD'S BLESSINGS SURE. IT WOULD NEVER BETRAY, AND IT WOULD NEVER IN SIN FROM GOD STRAY OR FROM ONE'S NEXT OF KIN. TRUE LOVE IN PURITY PROTECTS A HOLY FAMILY FOR ETERNITY.
AND AS YOU CAN SEE FROM THE MENTION OF SOME OF OUR INCARNATIONS, DESPITE OUR SLANDERERS AND ANNIHILATORS, WHO SING ALWAYS AND AGAIN PURPOSEFULLY ALL PAGAN AND SATANISTIC INCANTATIONS, THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO PORTRAY US AN INVENTED FABLE AS WE ARE REAL, AS OUR LOVE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ABLE IN YOUR HEART TO FEEL.

AND THAT HAS TO DO WITH ME BEING ALWAYS AND AGAIN BEING AWAKENED BY MY LORD AND KING EMMANUEL'S FIERY WHEEL TO THE PURPOSE OF MY SOUL TO FULFILL AS MY ETERNAL BELOVED SPOUSE'S BETROTHED WIFE MY HOLY ROLE AND THAT IS TO MANIFEST WITH HIM ON EARTH EVENTUALLY WITH ALL AFTER MANKIND'S FINAL BIGGEST EVER FALL  - AS MOST HAVE REFUSED TO ANSWER THEIR CALL - WITH THE FEW REMAINING FAITHFUL INITIALLY HIS FATHER'S HOUSE FROM OUR OWN HUMBLE KITCHEN HEARTH.

AND JESUS IS WITH THE AUTHORITY OF GOD AND CAN ANYTIME TRANSFORM EVIL INTO GOOD AS HEAVEN'S MOST POWERFUL LIGHTNING ROD BUT NOT LIKE A FAIRY EVER SO LAISSEZ-AIRY, NO, IT COMES WITH REAL COMMITMENT AND ACTIVE CHOICES TO USE FOR GOD'S PRAISES AND FOR MANKIND'S DIGNITY OUR VOICES. AND TO LIVE AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE IN THE TEN COMMANDMENTS AND NOT ON HIS BELOVED MYSTERIOUS BUT MIRACULOUS SACRAMENTS TO TRAMPLE, AND NOT TO MAKE ANY CONVENIENT AND EVER SO LENIENT AMENDMENTS AS GOD'S PLAN IS FOR OUR SOULS HIGHEST GOOD, AND THEREFORE, HE IS GIVING US JESUS AS OUR DAILY NOURISHMENT AND A HOLY MOTHER'S MILK AS ETERNAL FOOD.

JESUS ALWAYS CRAVED FOR HIS FAMILY TO BE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER,
AND NOT HAVING TO FLEE FROM ANY VICIOUS SISTER OR BROTHER,
OR EVEN ONE'S OWN WORLDLY FATHER OR MOTHER. BUT WITHOUT
GOD'S AUTHORITY AND PUTTING HIS FOOT DOWN  TO END
SATAN'S AND THE GOLDEN COW AND CALF'S RULE FINALLY IT SEEMS
WE NEEDED NOT TO BOTHER AS SADLY MAN IS HIS OWN BIGGEST ENEMY
AND ONLY EVER GREEDY ON ALL LEVELS OF MAN-MADE POWER AND
PRINCIPALITY.

SO, I PRAY MY ETERNAL PRAYER THAT HOME TO GOD MAY FINALLY
GO BACK EVERY SINGLE STRAYER AND WHAT JESUS AND ME AND OUR
HOLY FAMILY CAN DO WE WILL DO IN PRAYER IN A MULTIPLE LAYER.
WHAT WE DO IN OUR PRIVATE FAMILY LIFE IS NONE OF THY CONCERN,
AS WE HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU GETTING ON US MEAN AND ROUGH
INFINITELY, AND SO WE DECIDED WE COME BACK AGAIN BUT THEN IN
TOTAL ANONYMITY, SO THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW, WHEN AND WHERE
YOU MEET YOUR MAKER, BUT ONE THING IS FOR SURE, YOU WON'T GET
THE CHANCE TO BE WITH US ON THE MOON, AS THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE
ANY TIME SOON.

AS TO BE A MEMBER OF THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH AND TO BE
ELIGIBLE FOR ALL FREE SPIRITUAL GIFTS YOU MUST PROVE THAT YOU
EVEN GO IN A BALLOON ONLY TO SERVE THE PURPOSE OF HEALING ANY
MAN-MADE RIFT. AND DON'T EXPECT FROM THE UNKIND LIKES OF YOU ANY KIND OF LIFT, AS FROM NOW ON THE CLIMATE WILL GROW AMONGST YOUR OWN DEAD REALLY COLD, AND YOU BETTER START CHANGING YOUR ATTITUDE, IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO WAIT UNTIL THE WEATHER FOR YOU DOTH SHIFT BEFORE YOU SIMPLY AGE IN DISGRACE AND BITTERNESS AND BECOME NONE THE WISER, JUST EMPTY, MALICIOUS, SUPERSTITIOUS AND OLD.

I RATHER SING TO GOD'S GLORY AND STICK TO OUR HOLY TRUTH'S STORY, AND LEAVE YOU WITH A LITTLE BOY'S WORDS THAT ARE LOVED ESPECIALLY BY THE SHEPHERD OF SHEPHERDS: 'CONSIDER YOURSELF AT HOME, CONSIDER YOURSELF PART OF THE HOLY FAMILY. BUT YOU MUST IN GOD TRULY TRUST AND SURRENDER TO JESUS YOUR WORRIES AND FEARS, EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT CRY OCEANS OF PURIFYING TEARS.'

IMAGINE, YOU CAN SIMPLY FIND REST AND DISCOVER YOUR SIDE THAT IS REALLY YOUR BEST IN THE BOSOM OF THE HOLY FATHER AND MOTHER, AND BE AGAIN INSIDE A CHILD THAT IS IN AWE OF GOD'S CREATION AND THAT LOVES TO BE A RESPONSIBLE MEMBER OF THE ONE HOLY NATION. AS FOR OUR CHILDREN HOLINESS IS A NORM, AND THEY ARE VERY CREATIVE AND INDIVIDUAL WITH THEIR VERY OWN MIND AND GIFTS THAT THEY SHARE FREELY IN ORDER TO THE TEN COMMANDMENTS TO CONFORM, WITH WHICH THEY NEVER CREATE ANY MAN-MADE RIFTS.

THEY ALSO KNOW ALL OF GOD'S NAMES AND NEVER CALL THEIR GRANDFATHER IN HEAVEN HASHEM. AS FOR THEM EVERYBODY, WHO IS A PURPOSEFUL SINNER, IS SIMPLY PLEM-PLEM.'

ANNO DOMINI 10TH NOVEMBER MMIX

P.S.: MY BELOVED MAXERL, MACH KEINE FAXERL, UND MACH MIR LIEBER
EINEN STRAMMEN MAX MIT SCHINKEN UND SPIEGELEI UND LAD MIR JA
NICHT ZUM ESSEN EIN, WENN SIE NUR MIT DIR FLIRTEN WILL, DIE LORELEI.
DENN DIE HAT IHREN EIGENEN BRAEUTIGAM, DER SCHON WARTET DURCH THURN UND TAXIS IHR ZU SCHICKEN EIN TELEGRAMM. ACH, WO IST DENN WIEDER IM BAD DER SCHWAMM? - UND ICH WOLLTE DIR NOCH SAGEN, DASS ICH MICH NIE WOLLTE BEI DIR BEKLAGEN, ALS WIR IN NOETEN WAREN, ABER MANCHMAL WAR DAS LEBEN IN ALL DIESEM TUMULT EINFACH ZUM VERZAGEN. ABER ES WAR NIEMALS DEIN VERSAGEN! -

ALS MEINE SEELE ZUM HIMMEL AUFSTIEG, DA HAT MIR GOTT NOCH EINMAL GEZEIGT, WIE ICH MIT UNSEREN ZWILLINGEN IM ARM WENIGSTENS IM HIMMEL SO FRIEDLICH DALIEG. ICH HATTE MIR SO GEWUENSCHT, ES GAEBE NICHT SCHON WIEDER AUF DER ERDE EINEN KRIEG, ABER WIR MUESSEN HALT WARTEN BIS ZUM NAECHSTEN MAL FUER DEN FRIEDEN MIT DEINER VEREINTEN HERDE.

ABER ICH GLAUBE, SO LANGSAM SOLLTEST DU SATAN MAL DIE LEVITEN LESEN UND VOR GOTTES THRON EINREICHEN EINE FAMILIENBESCHWERDE, DENN SO GEHT DAS NICHT WEITER MIT DEM BETRUG AN DER HIMMELSLEITER - DA SPIELT JA JEDER, DER EIN BISSCHEN AUF UND AB KLETTERN KANN SCHIMMELREITER. NA, DIE WERDEN DICH AUCH NOCH IRGENDWANN KENNENLERNEN, UND SICH DANN ENTWEDER FUER GOTT ENTSCHEIDEN UND DEINEN HIMMLISCHEN KOENIGSSAUM KUESSEN, DEN DIE ENGEL DIR IMMER WIEDER SO SCHOEN ANKLEIDEN, ODER SICH FUER UNBESTIMMTE ZEIT MUESSEN AUS DEINER GEGENWART UND DER GOTTES ENTFERNEN.

DENN WIE BEI DEN KIRSCHEN MUSS MAN DIE STEINE VON DER FRUCHT ENTKERNEN. DENN DIE MENSCHENHERZEN SIND SO HART WIE STEIN, DA BRICHT MAN SICH JA SCHON BEIM HAENDESCHUETTELN DAS BEIN, UND STEHT IN DER WELT ALS KIND DA GANZ ALLEIN. SO KANN DAS NICHT WEITERGEHEN, DENN SO SOLL DAS IN GOTTES SCHOEPFUNG NICHT SEIN.

UND BALD, MEIN LIEBLING, SIND WIR WIEDER ZUSAMMEN, UND WIR SIND JA AUCH SONST NIE ALLEIN, SONDERN IMMER EIN PAAR, SOGAR UEBER DEN TOD HINAUS, DENN DAFUER HAT GOTT SORGE GETRAGEN, DASS WIR NIE ALLEIN SIND MIT UNS UND IMMER ALS EHEPAAR UNS GEGENSEITING UNSERE FREUD TEILEN UND UNSER LEID KLAGEN, SODASS WIR SOGAR ALS WITWER UND WITWE NICHT VERZAGEN. WIR SIND ZUSAMMEN IM HIMMEL UND AUF ERDEN, UND DAS KOENNEN AUCH NICHT AENDERN, UND WENN SIE UNS NOCH SO OFT TOETEN IM KOERPER, DIE SCHWEINEPRIESTER MIT IHREN TEUFLISCHEN WOLFSHERDEN.

ICH HAETTE DIR NOCH SO GERN EIN BILD DA GELASSEN, ABER ICH GLAUBE, MEIN BRUDER MUSS MICH WIRKLICH HASSEN, DASS ER ALLE MEINE PORTRAITS HERAUSGEWORFEN HAT IN DIE GASSEN. ODER HAT ER SEINE SPIELSCHULDEN DAMIT BEZAHLT IM CASINO BEI DEN MONEGASSEN?

ANNO DOMINI 12 DEZEMBER 1795

Mother Sigrid Agocsi OHR
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose

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