CONTEMPLATION
MY BELOVED CHILDREN, I KNOW YOU TRY TO GET CLOSE
TO GOD THROUGH CONTEMPLATION, AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I PRAY AND HOPE FOR, ALTHOUGH SOME OF YOU MOSTLY DECLARE ME THROUGH YOUR CONTEMPLATION, IN WHICH YOU SEEM TO TOY WITH THE IDEA TO TAKE MY PLACE WITH ACTUALLY NOT MUCH CARE AT ALL FOR THE HUMAN RACE, A MERE ALLEGORY -
BUT LET ME TELL
YOU AS THE ETERNAL REPENTANT AND AS THE ONE,
WHO SUFFERED THE MOST PAINFUL LOSS
OF MY BELOVED ETERNAL SPOUSE JESUS AND OUR CHILDREN
JACOB AND ZARA-ZARAI, AT THE CROSS,
WHO WERE AND ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE NEXT TO GOD MY LIFE, AS I AM JESUS' WIFE, AND I AM VERY, VERY REAL, AND NOT JUST SOME KIND OF MEDIEVAL FANTASY SANGREAL.
I AM, YOU HEAR, NOT THE SUBJECT OF YOUR OWN DESIRE, I AM THE ONE AND ONLY WIFE OF THE ONE AND ONLY HEAVENLY SIRE ON EARTH, WHO CARED ENOUGH ABOUT YOU, AND SO DO I, TO WANTING TO SERVE GOD SELFLESSLY WITH ALL OUR GIFTS, TO HEAL ALL MAN-MADE ILLUSIONARY RIFTS AND TO UNITE ALL NATIONS AS ONE IN PEACE, AND UNITY AND HUMAN DIGNITY IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY FOR ETERNITY FROM OUR HUMBLE KITCHEN HEARTH.
WHILST YOU ARE CONTEMPLATING AND IN LUXURY OUR FATE DEBATING,
WE HAVE PAID FOR EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF JOY WITH EONS OF SUFFERING AND TEARS, BUT THANKS BE TO GOD, WE WERE ABLE ALWAYS AND AGAIN, DESPITE HAVING SOMETIMES TO FLEE FROM THE LIKES OF YOU EVEN IN THE COLD AND RAIN FOR OUR SHEER LIFE IN ALL INCARNATIONS,
AS YOU KNOW ONLY TOO WELL, AS OUR BY YOU MAN-MADE HELL WAS LONG FORETOLD, AND MANY OF YOU, WHO RINGS EVEN A CHURCHBELL HAD HIS PART TO TRY TO KEEP ME AND JESUS AND OUR FAMILY PURPOSEFULLY APART.
BECAUSE YOU USE CONTEMPLATION NOT FOR PRAYER, NO! YOU ARE SIMPLY VERY OFTEN A SELFISH AND GREEDY FROM GOD STRAYER, WHO WANTS TO CASH IN ON OUR NAME, BUT YOU WOULD NOT DREAM OF TAKING UP YOUR RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY OF YOUR LAME AND EVIL GAME, BUT YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO WRITE DOWN WITH VERVE, WHAT YOU INTERCEPTED IN JESUS AND MINE PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS, AND CLAIM IT WAS BASED ON YOUR UNIQUE CONTEMPLATION.
I ACTUALLY ONLY EVER PRAY TO GOD, MY DEARIES, AND WHATEVER I DO, SAY AND WRITE COMES ONLY FROM GOD AND JESUS - AND NOT FROM SOME AIRY FAIRY ANTI-DAIRY PAGAN AND SATAN WORSHIPPER MARKETENDERING AND CRUSADING WARFARER BUT FROM THE ONE AND ONLY HOLY SOULS-CARER.
AND I AM SICK TO MY STOMACH FROM YOUR CONTEMPLATED FATE FOR ME AND THE BOTTOMLESS PIT AND GOLDEN COWSHIT THAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY FAMILY AND ME, AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS: IT COMES AT THE HIGHEST PRICE TO ENTER THROUGH ANY HEAVENLY GATE. AND I FOR MY PART, HAVE SERVED GOD FROM THE START WITHOUT ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN - I ONLY EVER FOR TRUE LOVE IN PURITY AND FREE OF SIN FOR ALL OF MANKIND AND FOR FULFILLING MY GOD-GIVEN DESTINY YEARN.
OF COURSE, GOD GRANTED ME MANY TOOLS, AND AS I HAD TO LEARN ALSO TO UNDERSTAND THE METHODS OF CHOICE OF THE FOOLS, JESUS SHOWED ME ALSO YOUR WAYS, BUT I DO NOT NEED TO BRING MYSELF INTO TRANCE IN ORDER MY HOLINESS TO ENHANCE, AND I ONLY EVER IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY AND CERTAINLY NOT LIKE SALOME PUBLICLY LIKE A BABYLONIAN WHORE DANCE, AND I ALSO DO NOT CRAVE ANY KIND OF FAME OR PUBLIC ROLE BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU CAN MOCK ME AT YOUR SECRET BROTHEL ESTABLISHMENT ON THE POLE OR ERADICATE MY SOUL AND INCARNATION FROM THE MOST HOLY BOOK AND REPLACE ME WITH A CROOK AND LET ME FALL INTO THE BLACK HOLE.
TAKE FOR EXAMPLE A PAINTING WITH BERNARD OF CLAIRVAUX THAT IS BASED ON HIS VISION, OR SHOULD I SAY, HOLINESS ABOLITION AND RUNNER-UP TO PUTTING HIMSELF INTO A POSITION OF GREATEST WORLDLY POWER IN THE NAME OF THE MUSTARD SEED SOWER BY BETRAYING GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, JESUS, AND HIS HOLY MOTHER AND ALSO MARY MAGDALA AS A MOTHER WITH MY STILL LACTATING BREAST THAT HAS BEEN MADE THROUGH THE LIKES OF HIM SUBJECT OF MOCKERY AND BLASPHEMY AND UNBLUSHING SEXUAL FANTASY IN EVERY SINGLE CENTURY BY THE BEAST.
HOW DARE YOU BERNARD, TO ASK OUR LADY, 'TO SHOW YOURSELF TO BE A MOTHER' AS IF YOU COULD COMMAND AND DEMAND EVEN CHRIST TO APPEAR TO YOU IN AN APPARITION THAT JUSTIFIES YOUR CRUSADING PLANS FOR SIMPLE GREEDY ANNIHILATION. THAT MAKES ME ACTUALLY THINK, WHETHER YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE TRAITORS, WHO WERE AT THE KING'S CROSS BUT HAVE DENIED YOUR AFFILIATION WITH JESUS AND THE TWO MARYS AS YOU WERE AND ARE THE ETERNAL COWARD AND LEAVE IT TO MANY AN ORDER TO TRAIN THEIR ARISTOCRATIC FOUNDERS TO BECOME IN YOUR NAME MONEY AND PROPERTY AND MANY A SECRET HORDERS, AS YOU ARE INTO TRANSGRESSING AND EXPANDING FOR FAME ALL WORLDLY BORDERS.
IT IS INTERESTING THAT THE ARTISTS, WHO SERVE GOD, DO SO AS HIS HOLY TRUTH'S LIGHTNING ROD, AND THEIR STYLE EXPOSES THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM TRAITORS' SELFISHNESS AND TRUE CONE-REVEALING IDENTITY OF MANY A CONTEMPLATIVE, WHO ONLY POSES AS A HOLY MAN OR WOMAN BUT DOES IN FACT ONLY AS A PAGAN ROMAN AND EGYPTIAN TEMPLE WORSHIPPER ON GOD AND JESUS TRAMPLE.
YOU AND YOUR ARISTOCRATIC CONTEMPLATION IS THE PURPOSEFUL WAY AND SELFISH AND BLASPHEMOUS STRAY OF OBSTRUCTING SYSTEMATICALLY GOD'S INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY AND THE PEACEFUL UNIFICATION OF THE ONE HOLY NATION AND OF DESTROYING THE DIGNITY AND REALITY OF THE HOLY FAMILY TO PUT YOUR OWN BREED AND SELF-MADE CREED, THOUGH CAREFULLY WRAPPED INTO IMAGERY THAT IS STOLEN AND COPIED REPEATEDLY FROM GOD'S FAMILY BUT PUT INTO A CONTEXT TOGETHER WITH MANY AN ADDED SKULL AND BONE THAT IS INTENDED TO MAKE JESUS LOOK LIKE HIS OWN EVIL CLONE, AND SUBJECT TO HIS OWN HERESY.
AND I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH, WHEN I THINK THAT YOU DARE TO DEMAND FROM JESUS' HOLY MOTHER HER BREASTMILK TO DRINK. HOW LOW, MY DEARIE, CAN YOU SINK IN YOUR SOUL - ARE YOU FULFILLING HERE THE DEVIL'S ROLE, AND WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO ORDER FROM US, AND AT THE SAME TIME TREAT US LIKE THE WORST SPIRITUAL PUS?! YOU ARE THE WORST ENEMY OF CHRIST'S SPIRITUAL CHURCH, AND SHALL I TELL YOU A TRUE SECRET NOW - THAT NEVER COULD UNDERSTAND YOUR LOVELESS LOVER, THE GOLDEN COW?!
AS YOU ONLY EVER DID IN STOLEN AND MURDEROUS KILLING SPRAYS IN JESUS' NAME PUT ON GOD ALL BLAME AND SHAME, AS YOU WANTED RATHER IN GOLD THAN IN HOLINESS GLOW. THE TRUE TEMPLE KNIGHTS WERE NOT PUTTING ON AND WERE NOT INTERESTED IN ANY UNHOLY FIGHTS.
AS THEY SERVED GOD AND JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY UNTIL YOUR EVIL DEED CAME INTO GREAT EFFECT, AND FROM THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM WORLDLY DEFECT. AS VIOLENCE AND INQUISITION AND ANY WEAPON WERE NOT PART AND NEVER WILL BE IN OUR HOLY FAMILY'S CREED.
YOU ARE ONLY EVER IN ECSTASY, WHEN GOLDEN COINS AND JEWELRY
AND PROPERTY AND MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, DO YOU AND YOUR UNHOLY ILLEGITIMATE FAMILY FEED. AND YOU FOOL YOURSELF EVEN INTO THINKING YOU CAN FROM YOUR STOLEN INTERCEPTED FRAGMENTS AND PIECES OF JESUS' ETERNAL WISDOM RECREATE EVEN HIS GOD-GIVEN UNIQUE ETERNAL SEED.
IS IT NOT INTERESTING, THAT MANKIND SORT OF DID NOT WORK OUT THE WAY YOU WANTED THEM TO - TO OBEY YOU IN UTMOST HUMILITY, SO THAT YOU CAN BULLY AND TWIST THEM INTO SLAVERY WITH THEIR DEVOTION AND WHENEVER THERE COMES ALONG A TRUE PROPHET OF GOD'S GRACE AND VERY OWN FAMILY LIKE THE INCARNATED HOLY MOTHER AND ME YOU SIMPLY COUNTERACT WITH SILENCE AND FOOL YOURSELF INTO THINKING YOU SIMPLY HIDE YOUR FACE AND WE GO AWAY, OR YOU SLANDER US OR EITHER TREAT US AT FIRST LIKE WE ARE WELCOME AND EVENTUALLY LIKE SPIRITUAL PUS OR YOU SEND A WARRANT OUT IN SECRECY AND SELF-DECEIVING ELOCUTION FOR OUR EXECUTION BUT LET ME TELL YOU THAT NOW EVEN THE ATHEISTS ARE ON TO YOU, AS YOU DO IN GENERAL KINDNESS AND HUMAN DIGNITY AND RESPECT TOWARDS MANKIND LACK.
AND EVEN A MUSLIM AND JEW, WHOM YOU SO MUCH WOULD LIKE TO KEEP OUT OF JESUS' PEW CAN SEE THAT YOUR BEHAVIOUR IS NOT AT ALL HOLY AND IT IS ALSO NOT NEW. AND YOUR WORSHIPPERS ARE DWINDLING AND THEY WILL BE, WHEN JESUS HAS FINALLY PUT ALL THE REST OF THE WRONG RIGHT WITHOUT ANY UNHOLY FIGHT NOBODY LEFT ON YOUR SIDE, NOT EVEN A FEW, AND THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO FACE EVERY SINGLE NEXT OF KIN, AGAINST WHOM YOU HAVE COMMITTED ANY KIND OF SIN, EVEN IN PURGATORY, AND POSTHUMOUSLY , AS EVEN GOD'S FALLEN ANGELS ARE AROUND FOR ETERNITY.
SO, THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM YOUR MAKER, AND ONLY FOR THOSE, WHO WILLFULLY STILL EVEN IN HADES CONTINUE TO TRY TO BE A TAKER, AND HOLINESS FAKER, BUT WHO DEFY GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, WILL THEN LEARN, WHAT IT MEANS TO BE BURN IN YOUR OWN MIND'S HELL IN JESUS FIRE OF PURIFICATION AS UNSTOPPABLE IS THE ONE AND ONLY HOLY AND DECENT AND JOYFUL NATION THAT HAS HAD ENOUGH FROM THE LIKES OF YOU, WHO ONLY EVER CONTEMPLATE FOR THEIR OWN SAKE AND FOR THEIR SCREECHING MANDRAKE TRY TO GET THE WHOLE CHRISTMAS CAKE JUST FOR YOURSELVES - BUT YOU FORGET, BEFORE YOU ARE AGAIN INVITED AROUND OUR FAMILY TABLE, YOU FIRST HAVE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT JESUS WAS REALLY BORN IN A STABLE AND THAT MARY MAGDALA AND JACOB AND ZARA-ZARAI WERE ALSO PART OF THE HOLY FAMILY,
AND ONE THING IS FOR SURE - YOU HAVE NOT THE FAINTEST IDEA OF JESUS' WHOLESOME AND UNIQUE BLUEPRINT OF CREATION THAT INCLUDES FOR EVERY AILMENT AND PROBLEM ALSO THE RIGHT CURE BUT IT ONLY WORKS, IF WE ALL STAY IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS PURE AND JESUS AND ME WANT ALL FAITHFUL TO BE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY WITH US FOR ETERNITY - WITHOUT YOUR HYPOCRISY AND YOUR TORTURE AND YOUR MASTECTOMY.
AND IF YOU PUT ME UNDER ONE MORE CURSE OF GOUT JESUS WILL INTO YOUR EAR TEACH YOU AGAIN TO TREMBLE BEFORE GOD IN FEAR WITH HIS ETERNAL FATHERLY REPRIMANDING SHOUT.
AND NOW FALL DOWN ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY, AND START TO CONFESS YOUR SINS, AND SAY SORRY TO GOD, THAT YOU DID FROM HIM AND JESUS AND FROM HIS HOLY FAMILY SO TERRIBLY STRAY. BY EVEN WANTING TO CREATE YOUR OWN HOLY SEES. AND IF NOT, I AM AFRAID, YOU ARE THE FIRST CANDIDATE TO GO BACK INTO THE CLAY BECAUSE GOD WON'T ALLOW YOU ANYMORE WITH YOUR DARKNESS TO OBSTRUCT HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY AND YOU ARE THE PERFECT EXAMPLE OF SOMEBODY ONCE IN HIGH ESTEEM, WHO DID PURPOSEFULLY ON GOD AND JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY TRAMPLE, AND WHO ACHIEVED TO A CERTAIN DEGREE MASTERY OF REMOTE VIEWING AND SPIRITUAL WARFARE AND TO MAKE HOLY SOULS THINK, YOU DO FROM JESUS' HOLY EUCHARISTIC CUP DRINK, WHILST ALL THE WHILE YOU DO EVER LOWER SINK, AS IN YOUR WORLD NOTHING EVER WAS AND IS AS
IT DOES SEEM.
AND THAT IS NEVER GOD'S AND JESUS' HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH,
AS WE ARE, WHAT WE TEACH, AND WE LEAD BY EXAMPLE AND DO NEVER ON GOD TRAMPLE. WHAT YOU SEE IS, WHAT YOU GET. A LOVING FAMILY, AT TIMES A BIT MAD OR SAD, BUT CERTAINLY NEVER PURPOSEFULLY, LIKE YOU, BAD. AND ONCE UPON A TIME, EVEN YOU MUST HAVE STARTED OUT LIKE A NICE LAD. OR WERE YOU ONE OF THOSE, RESCUED FROM THE STREETS BY A FATHER DIAMOND OR PERSONALLY BY THE HOLY ROSE?
ANYWAY, WE HAVE LOVE FOR OUR FAMILY IN A DIVINE OVERDOSE.
FULL STOP.
FOR ETERNITY. BUT ONLY FOR THE NICE ONES IN OUR FAMILY.
FOR THE REST WE PRAY THAT THEY MAY SOON JOIN US AGAIN,
AND CAN COME IN FROM THEIR OWN MIND'S EVERLASTING RAIN.
BUT FOR THAT REUNION AT JESUS' TABLE THEY MUST FROM LIES AND DECEIT
AND MURDER REFRAIN, EVEN IN THOUGHT, AS JESUS AND MY, MARY MAGDALA'S HOLY MATRIMONY IS FOR ETERNITY IN HEAVEN ALSO FOR EARTH FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH IN IRON WROUGHT.
AND I DO NOT DESIRE LIKE ST PAUL FOR ALL OUR BATTLES AGAINST SILENCE AND EVIL FOUGHT ANY KIND OF CROWN - I SIMPLY WANT TO BE AT JESUS' FEET AND SIDE AS HIS WIFE FINALLY, AND I PRAY THAT I AM WORTHY OF THE PROMISES OF CHRIST AND ASK OUR LADY THIS TIME ALSO TO PRAY FOR ME THAT GOD MIGHT HEAR OUR PRAYER - AS LONG ENOUGH WE HAD IT ROUGH FIGHTING AN HONEST BATTLE PEACEFULLY AND ONLY WITH OUR GIFTS
AGAINST ANY KIND OF SELF-APPOINTED AND BY A WORLDLY ANOINTED ANTI-CHRIST.
MARY MAGDALA
WITH THE AUTHORITY OF EL SHADDAI, JEJA, JEHOVAH, WHOSE NAMES
YOU STILL TRY TO BLOCK OUT, BUT SOON YOU WILL HEAR UNEXPECTEDLY IN YOUR EAR AND IN UTMOST RESPECT AND FEAR HIS VOICE SHOUT.
AND REMEMBER: NO MORE CURSES, AND ESPECIALLY NOT ONE WITH GOUT,
LEST YOU WANT IT COMING BACK TO YOU MANIFOLD. BOY, TO GET RID OF THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH GOLD, BUT YOU SIMPLY HAVE TO SURRENDER TO GOD AND JESUS FOR THE PERFECT CURE, AND I AM OF THEIR PRESENCE AND PROTECTION ABSOLUTELY SURE.
UNDERSTOOD?! AND ANOTHER THING: JESUS TOLD ME EXACTLY, HOW HE WANTS HIS WHITE ROBE AND IN WHICH SHAPE HIS HOOD. AS YOU GOT IT ALWAYS WRONG, AS YOU HAVE ALWAYS EATEN FROM THE WRONG SPIRITUAL FOOD. AND THAT I HAD TO BEAR ON MANY AN OCCASION, WHEN JESUS WAS BECAUSE OF YOU AT HOME IN A FOUL MOOD BECAUSE YOU CAN CREATE ONLY EVER MISERY AND PSEUDO-PARANOIA, YOU TRADER IN ILLUSIONS AND MIND-INTRUSIONS, GO HOME, AND SLEEP OUT THY TRANCE, AS I AM FINISHED WITH YOU AND I DO NOT ANYMORE WITH THE LIKES OF YOU ANYWHERE DANCE. NOT EVEN IN BAVARIA OR IN ANY REGION OF THE MAGNA CARTA OR IN JAKARTA OR WHATNOT TWISTED CHAPEL OF AN ALMA MATA. I RATHER GO WITH JESUS ALONE ON A VISIT TO THE PRATER. WITHOUT YOUR STUPID CONE.
YOU SEE I AM QUITE DOWN TO EARTH AS A SIMPLE LOVING WIFE, WHO DOES NOT EVEN LOOK OVER HER SHOULDER ANYMORE TO KNOW, WHEN YOUR INSANCE CONTRACTORS CARRY AROUND FOR PRACTICE THEIR KNIFE.
I AM PREPARED AS ONE CAN BE FOR MY ETERNAL LIFE WITH JESUS FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH. AND ONE THING IS FOR SURE, YOU WILL NOT GET THE SMALLEST DROP FROM MY BREAST, WHEN I GIVE BIRTH.
ANNO DOMINI 14TH DECEMBER MMIX
MY BELOVED CHILDREN, I KNOW YOU TRY TO GET CLOSE
TO GOD THROUGH CONTEMPLATION, AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I PRAY AND HOPE FOR, ALTHOUGH SOME OF YOU MOSTLY DECLARE ME THROUGH YOUR CONTEMPLATION, IN WHICH YOU SEEM TO TOY WITH THE IDEA TO TAKE MY PLACE WITH ACTUALLY NOT MUCH CARE AT ALL FOR THE HUMAN RACE, A MERE ALLEGORY -
BUT LET ME TELL
YOU AS THE ETERNAL REPENTANT AND AS THE ONE,
WHO SUFFERED THE MOST PAINFUL LOSS
OF MY BELOVED ETERNAL SPOUSE JESUS AND OUR CHILDREN
JACOB AND ZARA-ZARAI, AT THE CROSS,
WHO WERE AND ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE NEXT TO GOD MY LIFE, AS I AM JESUS' WIFE, AND I AM VERY, VERY REAL, AND NOT JUST SOME KIND OF MEDIEVAL FANTASY SANGREAL.
I AM, YOU HEAR, NOT THE SUBJECT OF YOUR OWN DESIRE, I AM THE ONE AND ONLY WIFE OF THE ONE AND ONLY HEAVENLY SIRE ON EARTH, WHO CARED ENOUGH ABOUT YOU, AND SO DO I, TO WANTING TO SERVE GOD SELFLESSLY WITH ALL OUR GIFTS, TO HEAL ALL MAN-MADE ILLUSIONARY RIFTS AND TO UNITE ALL NATIONS AS ONE IN PEACE, AND UNITY AND HUMAN DIGNITY IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY FOR ETERNITY FROM OUR HUMBLE KITCHEN HEARTH.
WHILST YOU ARE CONTEMPLATING AND IN LUXURY OUR FATE DEBATING,
WE HAVE PAID FOR EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF JOY WITH EONS OF SUFFERING AND TEARS, BUT THANKS BE TO GOD, WE WERE ABLE ALWAYS AND AGAIN, DESPITE HAVING SOMETIMES TO FLEE FROM THE LIKES OF YOU EVEN IN THE COLD AND RAIN FOR OUR SHEER LIFE IN ALL INCARNATIONS,
AS YOU KNOW ONLY TOO WELL, AS OUR BY YOU MAN-MADE HELL WAS LONG FORETOLD, AND MANY OF YOU, WHO RINGS EVEN A CHURCHBELL HAD HIS PART TO TRY TO KEEP ME AND JESUS AND OUR FAMILY PURPOSEFULLY APART.
BECAUSE YOU USE CONTEMPLATION NOT FOR PRAYER, NO! YOU ARE SIMPLY VERY OFTEN A SELFISH AND GREEDY FROM GOD STRAYER, WHO WANTS TO CASH IN ON OUR NAME, BUT YOU WOULD NOT DREAM OF TAKING UP YOUR RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY OF YOUR LAME AND EVIL GAME, BUT YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO WRITE DOWN WITH VERVE, WHAT YOU INTERCEPTED IN JESUS AND MINE PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS, AND CLAIM IT WAS BASED ON YOUR UNIQUE CONTEMPLATION.
I ACTUALLY ONLY EVER PRAY TO GOD, MY DEARIES, AND WHATEVER I DO, SAY AND WRITE COMES ONLY FROM GOD AND JESUS - AND NOT FROM SOME AIRY FAIRY ANTI-DAIRY PAGAN AND SATAN WORSHIPPER MARKETENDERING AND CRUSADING WARFARER BUT FROM THE ONE AND ONLY HOLY SOULS-CARER.
AND I AM SICK TO MY STOMACH FROM YOUR CONTEMPLATED FATE FOR ME AND THE BOTTOMLESS PIT AND GOLDEN COWSHIT THAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT MY FAMILY AND ME, AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS: IT COMES AT THE HIGHEST PRICE TO ENTER THROUGH ANY HEAVENLY GATE. AND I FOR MY PART, HAVE SERVED GOD FROM THE START WITHOUT ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN - I ONLY EVER FOR TRUE LOVE IN PURITY AND FREE OF SIN FOR ALL OF MANKIND AND FOR FULFILLING MY GOD-GIVEN DESTINY YEARN.
OF COURSE, GOD GRANTED ME MANY TOOLS, AND AS I HAD TO LEARN ALSO TO UNDERSTAND THE METHODS OF CHOICE OF THE FOOLS, JESUS SHOWED ME ALSO YOUR WAYS, BUT I DO NOT NEED TO BRING MYSELF INTO TRANCE IN ORDER MY HOLINESS TO ENHANCE, AND I ONLY EVER IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY AND CERTAINLY NOT LIKE SALOME PUBLICLY LIKE A BABYLONIAN WHORE DANCE, AND I ALSO DO NOT CRAVE ANY KIND OF FAME OR PUBLIC ROLE BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU CAN MOCK ME AT YOUR SECRET BROTHEL ESTABLISHMENT ON THE POLE OR ERADICATE MY SOUL AND INCARNATION FROM THE MOST HOLY BOOK AND REPLACE ME WITH A CROOK AND LET ME FALL INTO THE BLACK HOLE.
TAKE FOR EXAMPLE A PAINTING WITH BERNARD OF CLAIRVAUX THAT IS BASED ON HIS VISION, OR SHOULD I SAY, HOLINESS ABOLITION AND RUNNER-UP TO PUTTING HIMSELF INTO A POSITION OF GREATEST WORLDLY POWER IN THE NAME OF THE MUSTARD SEED SOWER BY BETRAYING GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, JESUS, AND HIS HOLY MOTHER AND ALSO MARY MAGDALA AS A MOTHER WITH MY STILL LACTATING BREAST THAT HAS BEEN MADE THROUGH THE LIKES OF HIM SUBJECT OF MOCKERY AND BLASPHEMY AND UNBLUSHING SEXUAL FANTASY IN EVERY SINGLE CENTURY BY THE BEAST.
HOW DARE YOU BERNARD, TO ASK OUR LADY, 'TO SHOW YOURSELF TO BE A MOTHER' AS IF YOU COULD COMMAND AND DEMAND EVEN CHRIST TO APPEAR TO YOU IN AN APPARITION THAT JUSTIFIES YOUR CRUSADING PLANS FOR SIMPLE GREEDY ANNIHILATION. THAT MAKES ME ACTUALLY THINK, WHETHER YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE TRAITORS, WHO WERE AT THE KING'S CROSS BUT HAVE DENIED YOUR AFFILIATION WITH JESUS AND THE TWO MARYS AS YOU WERE AND ARE THE ETERNAL COWARD AND LEAVE IT TO MANY AN ORDER TO TRAIN THEIR ARISTOCRATIC FOUNDERS TO BECOME IN YOUR NAME MONEY AND PROPERTY AND MANY A SECRET HORDERS, AS YOU ARE INTO TRANSGRESSING AND EXPANDING FOR FAME ALL WORLDLY BORDERS.
IT IS INTERESTING THAT THE ARTISTS, WHO SERVE GOD, DO SO AS HIS HOLY TRUTH'S LIGHTNING ROD, AND THEIR STYLE EXPOSES THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM TRAITORS' SELFISHNESS AND TRUE CONE-REVEALING IDENTITY OF MANY A CONTEMPLATIVE, WHO ONLY POSES AS A HOLY MAN OR WOMAN BUT DOES IN FACT ONLY AS A PAGAN ROMAN AND EGYPTIAN TEMPLE WORSHIPPER ON GOD AND JESUS TRAMPLE.
YOU AND YOUR ARISTOCRATIC CONTEMPLATION IS THE PURPOSEFUL WAY AND SELFISH AND BLASPHEMOUS STRAY OF OBSTRUCTING SYSTEMATICALLY GOD'S INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY AND THE PEACEFUL UNIFICATION OF THE ONE HOLY NATION AND OF DESTROYING THE DIGNITY AND REALITY OF THE HOLY FAMILY TO PUT YOUR OWN BREED AND SELF-MADE CREED, THOUGH CAREFULLY WRAPPED INTO IMAGERY THAT IS STOLEN AND COPIED REPEATEDLY FROM GOD'S FAMILY BUT PUT INTO A CONTEXT TOGETHER WITH MANY AN ADDED SKULL AND BONE THAT IS INTENDED TO MAKE JESUS LOOK LIKE HIS OWN EVIL CLONE, AND SUBJECT TO HIS OWN HERESY.
AND I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH, WHEN I THINK THAT YOU DARE TO DEMAND FROM JESUS' HOLY MOTHER HER BREASTMILK TO DRINK. HOW LOW, MY DEARIE, CAN YOU SINK IN YOUR SOUL - ARE YOU FULFILLING HERE THE DEVIL'S ROLE, AND WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO ORDER FROM US, AND AT THE SAME TIME TREAT US LIKE THE WORST SPIRITUAL PUS?! YOU ARE THE WORST ENEMY OF CHRIST'S SPIRITUAL CHURCH, AND SHALL I TELL YOU A TRUE SECRET NOW - THAT NEVER COULD UNDERSTAND YOUR LOVELESS LOVER, THE GOLDEN COW?!
AS YOU ONLY EVER DID IN STOLEN AND MURDEROUS KILLING SPRAYS IN JESUS' NAME PUT ON GOD ALL BLAME AND SHAME, AS YOU WANTED RATHER IN GOLD THAN IN HOLINESS GLOW. THE TRUE TEMPLE KNIGHTS WERE NOT PUTTING ON AND WERE NOT INTERESTED IN ANY UNHOLY FIGHTS.
AS THEY SERVED GOD AND JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY UNTIL YOUR EVIL DEED CAME INTO GREAT EFFECT, AND FROM THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM WORLDLY DEFECT. AS VIOLENCE AND INQUISITION AND ANY WEAPON WERE NOT PART AND NEVER WILL BE IN OUR HOLY FAMILY'S CREED.
YOU ARE ONLY EVER IN ECSTASY, WHEN GOLDEN COINS AND JEWELRY
AND PROPERTY AND MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, DO YOU AND YOUR UNHOLY ILLEGITIMATE FAMILY FEED. AND YOU FOOL YOURSELF EVEN INTO THINKING YOU CAN FROM YOUR STOLEN INTERCEPTED FRAGMENTS AND PIECES OF JESUS' ETERNAL WISDOM RECREATE EVEN HIS GOD-GIVEN UNIQUE ETERNAL SEED.
IS IT NOT INTERESTING, THAT MANKIND SORT OF DID NOT WORK OUT THE WAY YOU WANTED THEM TO - TO OBEY YOU IN UTMOST HUMILITY, SO THAT YOU CAN BULLY AND TWIST THEM INTO SLAVERY WITH THEIR DEVOTION AND WHENEVER THERE COMES ALONG A TRUE PROPHET OF GOD'S GRACE AND VERY OWN FAMILY LIKE THE INCARNATED HOLY MOTHER AND ME YOU SIMPLY COUNTERACT WITH SILENCE AND FOOL YOURSELF INTO THINKING YOU SIMPLY HIDE YOUR FACE AND WE GO AWAY, OR YOU SLANDER US OR EITHER TREAT US AT FIRST LIKE WE ARE WELCOME AND EVENTUALLY LIKE SPIRITUAL PUS OR YOU SEND A WARRANT OUT IN SECRECY AND SELF-DECEIVING ELOCUTION FOR OUR EXECUTION BUT LET ME TELL YOU THAT NOW EVEN THE ATHEISTS ARE ON TO YOU, AS YOU DO IN GENERAL KINDNESS AND HUMAN DIGNITY AND RESPECT TOWARDS MANKIND LACK.
AND EVEN A MUSLIM AND JEW, WHOM YOU SO MUCH WOULD LIKE TO KEEP OUT OF JESUS' PEW CAN SEE THAT YOUR BEHAVIOUR IS NOT AT ALL HOLY AND IT IS ALSO NOT NEW. AND YOUR WORSHIPPERS ARE DWINDLING AND THEY WILL BE, WHEN JESUS HAS FINALLY PUT ALL THE REST OF THE WRONG RIGHT WITHOUT ANY UNHOLY FIGHT NOBODY LEFT ON YOUR SIDE, NOT EVEN A FEW, AND THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO FACE EVERY SINGLE NEXT OF KIN, AGAINST WHOM YOU HAVE COMMITTED ANY KIND OF SIN, EVEN IN PURGATORY, AND POSTHUMOUSLY , AS EVEN GOD'S FALLEN ANGELS ARE AROUND FOR ETERNITY.
SO, THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM YOUR MAKER, AND ONLY FOR THOSE, WHO WILLFULLY STILL EVEN IN HADES CONTINUE TO TRY TO BE A TAKER, AND HOLINESS FAKER, BUT WHO DEFY GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, WILL THEN LEARN, WHAT IT MEANS TO BE BURN IN YOUR OWN MIND'S HELL IN JESUS FIRE OF PURIFICATION AS UNSTOPPABLE IS THE ONE AND ONLY HOLY AND DECENT AND JOYFUL NATION THAT HAS HAD ENOUGH FROM THE LIKES OF YOU, WHO ONLY EVER CONTEMPLATE FOR THEIR OWN SAKE AND FOR THEIR SCREECHING MANDRAKE TRY TO GET THE WHOLE CHRISTMAS CAKE JUST FOR YOURSELVES - BUT YOU FORGET, BEFORE YOU ARE AGAIN INVITED AROUND OUR FAMILY TABLE, YOU FIRST HAVE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT JESUS WAS REALLY BORN IN A STABLE AND THAT MARY MAGDALA AND JACOB AND ZARA-ZARAI WERE ALSO PART OF THE HOLY FAMILY,
AND ONE THING IS FOR SURE - YOU HAVE NOT THE FAINTEST IDEA OF JESUS' WHOLESOME AND UNIQUE BLUEPRINT OF CREATION THAT INCLUDES FOR EVERY AILMENT AND PROBLEM ALSO THE RIGHT CURE BUT IT ONLY WORKS, IF WE ALL STAY IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS PURE AND JESUS AND ME WANT ALL FAITHFUL TO BE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY WITH US FOR ETERNITY - WITHOUT YOUR HYPOCRISY AND YOUR TORTURE AND YOUR MASTECTOMY.
AND IF YOU PUT ME UNDER ONE MORE CURSE OF GOUT JESUS WILL INTO YOUR EAR TEACH YOU AGAIN TO TREMBLE BEFORE GOD IN FEAR WITH HIS ETERNAL FATHERLY REPRIMANDING SHOUT.
AND NOW FALL DOWN ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY, AND START TO CONFESS YOUR SINS, AND SAY SORRY TO GOD, THAT YOU DID FROM HIM AND JESUS AND FROM HIS HOLY FAMILY SO TERRIBLY STRAY. BY EVEN WANTING TO CREATE YOUR OWN HOLY SEES. AND IF NOT, I AM AFRAID, YOU ARE THE FIRST CANDIDATE TO GO BACK INTO THE CLAY BECAUSE GOD WON'T ALLOW YOU ANYMORE WITH YOUR DARKNESS TO OBSTRUCT HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY AND YOU ARE THE PERFECT EXAMPLE OF SOMEBODY ONCE IN HIGH ESTEEM, WHO DID PURPOSEFULLY ON GOD AND JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY TRAMPLE, AND WHO ACHIEVED TO A CERTAIN DEGREE MASTERY OF REMOTE VIEWING AND SPIRITUAL WARFARE AND TO MAKE HOLY SOULS THINK, YOU DO FROM JESUS' HOLY EUCHARISTIC CUP DRINK, WHILST ALL THE WHILE YOU DO EVER LOWER SINK, AS IN YOUR WORLD NOTHING EVER WAS AND IS AS
IT DOES SEEM.
AND THAT IS NEVER GOD'S AND JESUS' HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH,
AS WE ARE, WHAT WE TEACH, AND WE LEAD BY EXAMPLE AND DO NEVER ON GOD TRAMPLE. WHAT YOU SEE IS, WHAT YOU GET. A LOVING FAMILY, AT TIMES A BIT MAD OR SAD, BUT CERTAINLY NEVER PURPOSEFULLY, LIKE YOU, BAD. AND ONCE UPON A TIME, EVEN YOU MUST HAVE STARTED OUT LIKE A NICE LAD. OR WERE YOU ONE OF THOSE, RESCUED FROM THE STREETS BY A FATHER DIAMOND OR PERSONALLY BY THE HOLY ROSE?
ANYWAY, WE HAVE LOVE FOR OUR FAMILY IN A DIVINE OVERDOSE.
FULL STOP.
FOR ETERNITY. BUT ONLY FOR THE NICE ONES IN OUR FAMILY.
FOR THE REST WE PRAY THAT THEY MAY SOON JOIN US AGAIN,
AND CAN COME IN FROM THEIR OWN MIND'S EVERLASTING RAIN.
BUT FOR THAT REUNION AT JESUS' TABLE THEY MUST FROM LIES AND DECEIT
AND MURDER REFRAIN, EVEN IN THOUGHT, AS JESUS AND MY, MARY MAGDALA'S HOLY MATRIMONY IS FOR ETERNITY IN HEAVEN ALSO FOR EARTH FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH IN IRON WROUGHT.
AND I DO NOT DESIRE LIKE ST PAUL FOR ALL OUR BATTLES AGAINST SILENCE AND EVIL FOUGHT ANY KIND OF CROWN - I SIMPLY WANT TO BE AT JESUS' FEET AND SIDE AS HIS WIFE FINALLY, AND I PRAY THAT I AM WORTHY OF THE PROMISES OF CHRIST AND ASK OUR LADY THIS TIME ALSO TO PRAY FOR ME THAT GOD MIGHT HEAR OUR PRAYER - AS LONG ENOUGH WE HAD IT ROUGH FIGHTING AN HONEST BATTLE PEACEFULLY AND ONLY WITH OUR GIFTS
AGAINST ANY KIND OF SELF-APPOINTED AND BY A WORLDLY ANOINTED ANTI-CHRIST.
MARY MAGDALA
WITH THE AUTHORITY OF EL SHADDAI, JEJA, JEHOVAH, WHOSE NAMES
YOU STILL TRY TO BLOCK OUT, BUT SOON YOU WILL HEAR UNEXPECTEDLY IN YOUR EAR AND IN UTMOST RESPECT AND FEAR HIS VOICE SHOUT.
AND REMEMBER: NO MORE CURSES, AND ESPECIALLY NOT ONE WITH GOUT,
LEST YOU WANT IT COMING BACK TO YOU MANIFOLD. BOY, TO GET RID OF THAT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH GOLD, BUT YOU SIMPLY HAVE TO SURRENDER TO GOD AND JESUS FOR THE PERFECT CURE, AND I AM OF THEIR PRESENCE AND PROTECTION ABSOLUTELY SURE.
UNDERSTOOD?! AND ANOTHER THING: JESUS TOLD ME EXACTLY, HOW HE WANTS HIS WHITE ROBE AND IN WHICH SHAPE HIS HOOD. AS YOU GOT IT ALWAYS WRONG, AS YOU HAVE ALWAYS EATEN FROM THE WRONG SPIRITUAL FOOD. AND THAT I HAD TO BEAR ON MANY AN OCCASION, WHEN JESUS WAS BECAUSE OF YOU AT HOME IN A FOUL MOOD BECAUSE YOU CAN CREATE ONLY EVER MISERY AND PSEUDO-PARANOIA, YOU TRADER IN ILLUSIONS AND MIND-INTRUSIONS, GO HOME, AND SLEEP OUT THY TRANCE, AS I AM FINISHED WITH YOU AND I DO NOT ANYMORE WITH THE LIKES OF YOU ANYWHERE DANCE. NOT EVEN IN BAVARIA OR IN ANY REGION OF THE MAGNA CARTA OR IN JAKARTA OR WHATNOT TWISTED CHAPEL OF AN ALMA MATA. I RATHER GO WITH JESUS ALONE ON A VISIT TO THE PRATER. WITHOUT YOUR STUPID CONE.
YOU SEE I AM QUITE DOWN TO EARTH AS A SIMPLE LOVING WIFE, WHO DOES NOT EVEN LOOK OVER HER SHOULDER ANYMORE TO KNOW, WHEN YOUR INSANCE CONTRACTORS CARRY AROUND FOR PRACTICE THEIR KNIFE.
I AM PREPARED AS ONE CAN BE FOR MY ETERNAL LIFE WITH JESUS FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH. AND ONE THING IS FOR SURE, YOU WILL NOT GET THE SMALLEST DROP FROM MY BREAST, WHEN I GIVE BIRTH.
ANNO DOMINI 14TH DECEMBER MMIX
Mother Sigrid (Ziggy) Agocsi
Mother Superior OHR
Order of the Holy Rose
An Anglican-Catholic Order in affiliation with Bishop Ralph Napierski
MotherSuperiorOHR@googlemail.com
http://abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com
Mother Superior OHR
Order of the Holy Rose
An Anglican-Catholic Order in affiliation with Bishop Ralph Napierski
MotherSuperiorOHR@googlemail.com
http://abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com
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