A PRIVATE KITCHEN THOUGHT FROM MARY MAGDALA'S HEARTH

A PRIVATE KITCHEN THOUGHT

FROM MARY MAGDALA'S HEARTH

TODAY I THOUGHT I GO MAD WITH

GOD AND OUR HOLY ROSE FAMILY - 

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAT

MY BIGGEST TRIAL WOULD COME ONLY AFTER EASTER

TO EVOKE PAINFUL MEMORIES OF THE TIMES

IN MANY AN INCARNATION OF MY BELOVED

JESUS' DEATH AND RESURRECTION AND OUR

CONSTANT STRUGGLE WITH THE DEMONESSES

TO MAKE FROM THEM EVERMORE REASON

NOW EVEN AGAIN IN RHYMES,

AS THOSE LORELEIS ALWAYS WANTED TO TAKE 

OVER MY FOOTSTOOL AND STEAL MY ADORED SPOUSE'S 

AND MINE ETERNAL WEDDING WREATH, ONLY TO FORM IT

INTO SOME KIND OF CIRCUS MOCKERY PROP FOR UTTER

BLASPHEMY - 

BUT GOD PUT TO THIS FORTUNATELY ON THE 

SAME DAY A STOP AND DECLARED THE 

VICIOUS MARLOWE-STYLE THEATRE SCENARIO

AGAINST OUR HOLY MATRIMONY AND OUR HOLY

FAMILY AN ETERNAL FLOP.

BUT I HAVE TO TELL YOU FIRST, WHAT HAPPENED:

I HAD A DREAM, OF WHICH I AWOKE WITH THE LOUDEST

MOST SILENT SCREAM, AS ONE CERTAIN LORELEI

THREW HERSELF AT WHAT I THOUGHT, WERE MY BELOVED'S

FEET AS I HAD JUST COME IN EXCITEDLY FROM THE STREET

TO SURPRISE HIM - AS WE SO LOVE EACH OTHER OVER

THE BRIM.

BUT HE WAS SIMPLY SITTING THERE IN HIS CHAIR RIGIDLY

TO HIS BONE - AND IN MY SHOCK AND HORROR I FAILED

TO REMEMBER THAT I HAD BEEN HERE BEFORE WITH GOD

TAKING THE PART OF SATAN AS JESUS' CLONE AND IN THE DISGUISE

OF A PRIESTLY DRONE - OH, BOY, I TELL YOU, THIS FAMILY IS MAD

BUT I CAN'T DESCRIBE, TO WHAT DEGREE I FELT EVER SO SAD (BUT GOD

AND JESUS KNOW, AND, WITHOUT THE HOLY SPIRIT, I WOULD NOT

SIT HERE TO TELL THE TALE AND AGAIN IN UTMOST LOVE AND HOLINESS

GLOW AS ONLY THE HOLY TRINITY CAN RESOLVE A RIDDLE LIKE THIS

THAT SMELLS OTHERWISE OF A RAT AND OF THE ALREADY DEAD SNAKE'S HISS!

BUT THAT IS, WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE THE ETERNAL WIFE OF JESUS CHRIST

AND MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN THAT STILL HAVE YET TO BE OFFICIALLY

ACKNOWLEDGED BY HIS VERY OWN CHURCH BUT I CAN SEE ONE AFTER

THE OTHER FORMER SO-CALLED SISTER AND BROTHER IN THE HIERARCHY

FLEE EVEN FROM THE LURCH OR ACCEPTING AN IMMORAL FAT VENETIAN OR WHATNOT

INTERNATIONAL OR PAY-PACKET AND CHURCH PROPERTY BRIBE AS THEY ALWAYS

AND AGAIN REFUSED TO BE PART OF JESUS' ONE HOLY CATHOLIC AND 

APOSTOLIC TRIBE AND ONLY PRETENDED TO BE EVER SO HOLY AND CATHOLIC

BUT IN FACT WERE EITHER DEMONIC OR SATANIC OR SIMPLY GREEDY

AND SEEDY AND A SELF-DECLARED OUT-OF BODY OR NIGHT-TIME SPUTNIK.

I GIVE THANKS AND PRAISE TO GOD FOR SHIELDING ME WITH HIS LOVE

AS MY INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD - BUT, REALLY, ABBA, I START TO THINK

THAT SOMETIMES JESUS' MOTHER MUST HAVE HAD HER OWN MOMENTS

OF SEEING YOUR PATH OF WRATH IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT, AND, FOR ONE

MOMENT, I MUST CONFESS, I WAS NOT FOLLOWING YOUR ADVICE TO 

BE A THREE TIMES DISTILLED AND BURNT SPIRIT TO BE DRINKING, AS

I DID NOT WANT MYSELF FINDING INTO DESPAIR TO BE SINKING - AND

SO, I DECIDED TO TURN TO YOU TO MAKE TO ME SENSE AND GIVE

ME THE RIGHT REASON - 

AND THERE YOU WERE SMILING AND SAYING: 'OH,  MY DAUGHTER,

I JUST WANTED TO SEE, WHAT YOU WOULD DO, IF I, WHEN PLAYING SATAN

IN THE DISGUISE OF JESUS (IMAGINE THAT SCENARIO OF A DISGUISED PRIESTLY DRONE AS A SECRET EGYPTIAN CONE WEARING JESUS CLONE ALONE!), WOULD

PRETEND TO TAKE AWAY FROM YOU YOUR ETERNAL FOOTSTOOL, AND IF

YOU FEEL YOU ARE LOOSING YOUR BELOVED ETERNAL SPOUSE TO A

PROSTITUTE - (AS IF THAT WOULD EVER BE FOR TRUE LOVE AND PURITY

A SUBSTITUTE!) -

AND WHEN I SEEMINGLY PUT YOU INTO THIS POSITION OF CHOICE

YOU SIMPLY WENT BACK INTO THE ROOM, AND CHALLENGED YOUR

ETERNAL BRIDEGROOM EVEN IN YOUR DREAM NOT WITH A SCREAM -

NO, BUT WITH THE SADDEST AND MOST LOVING AND FIRM VOICE IN MY NAME

AND YOU SAID: "ONE DAY SOON GOD WILL TELL YOU, WHAT YOU DID 

TO OUR FAMILY AND TO ME, AND YOU WILL HAVE TO STAND UP FINALLY

FOR YOUR OWN FAMILY." '

AND IMAGINE THAT - I SHOULD HAVE SMELT STRAIGHT AWAY

THIS FAMILY BAT - GOD ONLY TESTED ME, WHETHER I WOULD STILL

LOVE HIM AND SERVE HIM, EVEN THOUGH I SEEMINGLY WAS IN DANGER

TO LOOSE MY GREATEST TREASURE BEYOND ANY WORLDLY MEASURE,

MY BELOVED JESUS, MY SPOUSE, TO ADULTERY AND HIS

LOVE THAT IS MY FOOTSTOOL. AND I DID TURN TO HIM AND WOULD HAVE

NEVER DOUBTED FOR A MOMENT HIS AUTHORITY - AS I HAVE SEEN GOD

CRYING OVER THE INSULTS AND THE BLASPHEMY, THE SLANDER

AND CHARACTER ASSASSINATION AND THE ANNIHILATION AND

ATTEMPTS TO SABOTAGE THE MANIFESTATION

OF THE ONE HOLY NATION BY THE HERETICS AND 

JUDAS AND PAGAN PATHETICS THAT WE HAD TO ENDURE

OVER THE TIMES IN HIS HOLY FAMILY.

WE HAVE TO PASS THESE TESTS EVERY SINGLE TIME IN EVERY

INCARNATION AND WE ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER ONE WAY OR

ANOTHER SOME TIME OUT OF SECURITY REASONS OF SEPARATION BUT

WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN EYES AND EARS TO SEE AND TO LISTEN,

AND ON DAYS LIKE THIS EVEN THE GREATEST ARTIFICIALLY

CREATED SNAKE'S HISS IS NEVER WON BY GOD'S ENEMY

THROUGH A JUDAS KISS - AS WE GIVE ALL WAYS THAT ARE

NOT FROM JESUS SIMPLY A MISS AND IT IS JESUS, WHO SENDS

US ON AN OCCASION LIKE THIS THE MOST UNLIKELY SOULS

AND PEOPLE OF THE MOST DEVOTED AND LOVING-KIND PERSUASION

OUR WAY AND WHO ARE ALL MORE OR LESS KNOWINGLY AND

GLOWINGLY FULFILL THEIR AWAKENED ROLES.

AND THAT IS THE TRUE MIGHT AND POWER OF JESUS THE 

MUSTARD SEED SOWER, WHO IS MY MOST BELOVED HOLY RED ROSE

AND THAT OF GOD, NATURALLY, ALSO IN HIS GARDEN OF EDEN

THE MOST BLESSED AND ONLY BEGOTTEN FLOWER, AS HE MAKES

US ONLY GROW INTO THE INFINITE LIGHT AND CHALLENGES

THE MOST EVIL WITH A TOTALLY UNHOLY FIGHT.

BUT I MUST ADMIT, GOD CAN PLAY A VERY CONVINCING

WRATH-PATH SWEARING GIT, ONLY TO MAKE FACE PEOPLE

UP TO THEIR VERY OWN GOLDEN CALF, COW AND BULLSHIT.

BUT THESE WORDS ARE NOT ANY LONGER NOR EVER WERE

FOR USE IN MY KITCHEN HEARTH FIT.

SO, MY TRIAL AND TEMPTATION WAS NOT IN THE DESERT

BUT AFTER EASTER - AND NOW I CAN SAFELY SAY IN MY

BELOVED JESUS' LOVING AND KIND INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY:

CHRIST IS RISEN INDEED. ALLELUIA.

HAVE A NICE EASTER!

AND SEE, WHAT TEST BRINGS GOD FOR YOU IN YOUR DREAM

BY NIGHT OR BY DAY - AND I PRAY FOR YOU, WHEN YOU

TREMBLE IN FEAR IN YOUR SCREAM!

IF YOU HAVE THAT KIND OF AWAKENING, YOU WILL NO LONGER

BE ABLE TO EVADE YOUR SOUL'S RESPONSIBILITY, AS YOU REALIZE

IT IS GOD, WHO IS RULING OVER YOUR SUBCONSCIOUSNESS STREAM,

AND BEARING ALL SUFFERING IN GRACE, UTMOST OBEDIENCE TO GOD

AND HUMILITY WILL MAKE YOU A WORTHY MEMBER OF THE HOLY FAMILY.

AND IT MAKES YOU LAST DESPITE WAVES OF MARTYRDOM FOR ETERNITY,

AS YOU SIMPLY COME BACK, IF THEY INTO YOUR ACCOUNTS OR FROM YOUR

BODY THE HEAD HACK, AS WE NEVER DO IN TRUST IN JESUS AND LOVING-KINDNESS

BUT ALSO NOT IN FIRMNESS FOR HIS HOLY TRUTH LACK.

AND JESUS WILL MAKE US FIND EACH OTHER EVEN IN STRANGE PLACES

LIKE THE NEEDLE IN THE HAYSTACK.

MARY MAGDALA

ELIORA:

GOD IS MY LIGHT

CHRIST IS RISEN INDEED. ALLELUIA. ALLELUIA.

ANNO DOMINI 9TH APRIL MMX

Mother Eliora, 

M.S. OHR

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