RETURN
FOR THE
INVESTMENT?!
EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU A PRIEST?
OR A DEACON? OR EVEN A BISHOP?
FORGIVE ME, I AM JUST A WOMAN,
AND I HAVE A SIMPLE QUESTION.
ONE HEARS TO MUCH CONFUSING NEWS
ABOUT JESUS AND HIS CHURCH.
IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS SOME CHAOS
AND NOT THE RIGHT ORDER SOMEHOW
IN GOD'S HOUSE AND THAT ACROSS
MANY A NATION'S BORDER.
AS I HAVE NOTICED FOR A WHILE NOW,
THAT MANY AN ORDER OR CHURCH SEEMS
TO BE MORE LIKE AN INVESTMENT FUND
AND MONEY AND PROPERTY HORDER.
IS THE CHURCH NOW A PUBLIC COMPANY?
TELL ME, AS I MIGHT BE INTERESTED TO INVEST
AND GET SOMETHING OUT IN RETURN FROM
MY FATHER'S URN.
OR IS THAT BLASPHEMY? TELL ME, AS THESE
DAYS ONE REALLY DOES NOT KNOW ANYMORE,
WHETHER ONE HAS TO FOLLOW MANY A GOVERNMENT
GUIDELINE THAT MY ANCESTORS CLEARLY USED TO CALL
THE FOUL METHODS OF THE BABYLONIAN WHORE.
AND ALSO, IT SOMEHOW DOES NOT SEEM RIGHT TO ME,
THAT JESUS SHOULD HAVE TO BEG FOR MERCY FOR HIS
FATHER'S HOUSE IN HIS OWN CHURCH FAMILY?!
WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE SAID TO HIM, WHEN HE LOVED
YOU OBVIOUSLY ALREADY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE OVER
THE BRIM, THAT HE WENT FOR YOU ON THE CROSS
AND EVEN HAD TO ENDURE HIS OWN CHILDREN'S LOSS.
HE NEVER ONCE ASKED YOU FOR A WORLDLY RETURN.
NO, HE ONLY EVER ASKED YOU TO LIVE IN THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
THAT HE EVEN SIMPLIFIED TO TWO BUT THEN, THAT HAS ALSO
IT SEEMS BEEN TWISTED BY ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE, WHO
FROM TIME TO TIME, IF IT SUITS THEM IN A CELEBRATORY
SEASON REFRAIN FROM COMMITTING TOO OBVIOUSLY HIGH TREASON
AND COVER UP THEIR EVILDOING WITH CHARITY.
BUT, OF COURSE, AFTER CHRISTMAS THEY WRITE IT ALL OFF
AS BUSINESS EXPENSE, WHAT THEY HAVE DONATED, AND MADE
SURE THAT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ALSO PUBLICLY AS ONE
WANTS TO CREATE THE IMAGE OF AN EVER SO CARING
SELF-STYLED AND SELF-APPOINTED HOLY FAMILY.
AND FOR CHRISTMAS, MANY SPOUSES SEEM FOR ONCE
TO STAY FOR TWO OR THREE DAYS FAITHFUL TO THEIR SPOUSES,
BUT THEN THAT INVESTMENT NEEDS ALSO BE PAID FOR
DEARLY TO THE SECRET DAME-IN-WAITING, WHO WILL NEVER
GET MARRIED, AS SHE SIMPLY DOES NOT WANT ANY HOLY
WIFE'S RATING. THAT IS TOO MUCH HASSLE FOR HER AND TOO
MUCH DEBATING.
OH, YES, FEMALES CAN BE PRETTY EVIL AT TIMES, TOO, WHEN THEY
ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN BUYING THE LATEST DESIGNER SHOE.
AND FOR THAT THEY EVEN GET HOOKED TO THE DEVIL AND ACCEPT
THAT HE IS A FOE, AND GIVES THEM CONSTANTLY WOE. BUT THEN,
THEY DESERVE EACH OTHER, AS THEY NEVER EVER HONOUR
ANY HOLY SISTER OR BROTHER AND EVEN MOCK ANY TRUE
HOLY MOTHER.
BUT, YOU SEE, YE, PRIESTS, DEACONS, AND BISHOPS,
THAT IS, WHAT MAKES ME SO CONFUSED - I THOUGHT, IT WAS
YOUR JOB TO EDUCATE AND GENTLY BUT FIRMLY TEACH EVEN
THE MOB TO KEEP TO JESUS' PATH FREE OF SIN AND WRATH
AND GET EVERYBODY WITH HEAVEN FUSED.
AS TEACHING AND COUNSELING IS ALSO PART OF YOUR
MINISTRY, IS IT NOT? AS IST THAT NOT, WHAT JESUS WANTED
FROM THEE, THAT HE WANTED YOU TO EXPLAIN TO US,
SO THAT WE ARE NOT TRANSFORMING INTO PURPOSEFUL
OR ACCIDENTAL SPIRITUAL HERETIC PUS, WHAT IT ENTAILS
TO BE THE SON OF GOD BEGOT?!
AND WHAT I ALSO DON'T UNDERSTAND IS, WHY F.EX.
JESUS AND JOHN THE BAPTIST AND PAUL SIMPLY
LEFT ALL BEHIND AND WENT BY FOOT FROM PLACE TO PLACE
TO BRING HOME TO GOD THE HUMAN RACE WITHOUT LEAVING
BEHIND THEM ANY KIND OF GRIEVOUS TRACE, AND JESUS' ROBE,
SO I HEARD FROM SOMEBODY, WAS ONLY EVER IN HEAVEN
OF AN OUTERWORLDLY QUALITY, WHEREAS ON EARTH HE
ONLY EVER HAD A ROBE SIMPLY FROM LINNEN OR COTTON
AND OFTEN DIRTY FROM THE DUST AND RIPPED FROM THE
STONES OR SAND IN THE DESERT WAS EVEN HIS HEM.
SO, HOW COME THAT SO MUCH EMPHASIS IS BEING PUT
ON THE INVESTMENT IN A GLORIOUS VESTMENT, WHEN
JESUS DID NOT EVEN WEAR ONE HIMSELF?! AS THAT, AT LEAST,
SAYS MY BIBLE IN THE BOOKSHELF. MIND YOU, I ONLY HAVE A
KING JAMES VERSION BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT THERE ARE OTHER
TRANSLATIONS, AND I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW, WHAT YOU
THINK OF SOME OF THEM, AS THEY SOUND LIKE SOME KIND OF
WEIRD PERVERSION OF THE HOLY TRUTH, AND EVEN STRANGE
IN THEM DOES LOOK THE BOOK OF RUTH.
ANYWAY, I AM TALKING AWAY AGAIN, I DO APOLOGIZE,
BUT I JUST WOULD SO MUCH LIKE TO GET THE PROPER
ANSWER, SO THAT I CAN COOK WITH THE RIGHT FLAVOUR
IN MY KITCHEN HEARTH, AND DO NOT NEED AN ARTIFICIAL
PR-ENHANCER OR TRANCE-DANCER TO LURE ME INTO
HERESY, AS THAT IS A REAL DANGER, DON'T YOU THINK -
AND WHO KNOWS, HOW MANY SOULS ALREADY DO NOT
HAVE A CLUE AS A CONSEQUENCE THAT FROM A DESECRATED
CHALICE THEY SOME UNBLESSED OR CURSED WINE DRINK.
AS YOU HEAR MANY A WEIRD STORY, EVEN FROM THOSE,
WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO RULE THE CHURCH TO GOD'S GLORY,
AS HOW CAN A DEFENDER OF THE FAITH CLAIM HE CAN
RECONCILE EVEN SATANISM AND CHRISTIANITY - I THINK
THAT IS REALLY VICIOUS AND MALICIOUS AND OUTWARDLY
AGAINST GOD AND JESUS A BETRAYAL AND STRAYAL AND VILE.
AND IT DOES NOT SEEM THAT THOSE ARE IN ANY WAY WALKING
FOR THE TRUE HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC CHURCH FAMILY
AT ALL ANY MILE BUT RATHER INVITE EVEN WHOLE
CONGREGATIONS FROM GOD'S GRACE TO FALL.
WITH TRYING TO SELL OUT THEIR FAITH AND THEIR BELIEF,
AND RATHER THAN IN TRUSTING THE FATHER AND SON TO
SORT IT ALL OUT, USE THE OPPORTUNITY AND LIKE IN A
MARKET PLACE THE VALUE OF THE EDIFICE OF A PARISH
SHOUT OUT ALOUD. THEY MUST REALLY LIVE IN A
SELF-MADE HERETICAL CUCKOO-LAND-CLOUD.
BUT THEN, I AM JUST A WOMAN, AND IN A MINUTE
OR TWO YOU WILL CALM ME GRACIOUSLY WITH A SMILE
AND SAY, 'OH, MY DEAR CHILD, WE DO FOR GOD AND JESUS
AND THE HOLY FAMILY ALWAYS AND AGAIN GO THE EXTRA-MILE.'
BUT YOU SEE, I DO NOT SEE YOU PUT THAT INTO ACTION
AND IN FACT, I FEEL THAT THERE IS NOT REALLY MUCH
INTERACTION BETWEEN THE CHURCH HIERARCHY AND
LAITY BUT A VERY STRANGE FORM OF CELIBACY AND HOLY
MATRIMONY COMBINED WITH SOME ARTIFICIAL GAITY
THAT SEEMS TO A CHILD EVEN LIKE A THEATRE PERFORMANCE
OR CEREMONY RATHER THAN A MASS.
AND DID NOT PAUL SAY, THAT EVERY DEACON, PRIEST AND BISHOP
SHOULD HAVE ONE WIFE AND PROVE THAT HE CAN KEEP HIS HOUSE
IN ORDER WITH HIS SPOUSE AND FAMILY, BEFORE HE RULES ANY
OF GOD'S HOUSES. AND HE SAID ONE, AND NOT MORE THAN ONE
AT THE SAME TIME SPOUSES!
AND, OF COURSE, VOLUNTARY CELIBACY SEEMS TO ME A GLORIOUS
BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL GIFT OF GOD TO SERVE HIM AND MAN
AS A SINGLE-MINDED INFINITE LIGHTNING ROD.
AS YOU CAN SEE THE DIAMOND SPARKLE IN THE EYES OF A
FAITHFUL PRIEST, AND HE IS HORRIFIED, I HAVE SEEN IT,
WHEN SOME NASTY SOULS DID PURPOSEFULLY VIOLATE
THEIR HOLY ROLES AND DROPPED THE HOST OR SPILLED
CHRIST'S BLOOD, AND MOCKED HIS HORROR AT THIS HIGHEST
BLASPHEMY BY SAYING, 'OH, HE MUST BE IN A BAD MOOD.'
I HAVE ALSO SEEN THE LOOK OF THIS HORROR AND THAT
CAME FROM GOD, WHO SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE
GAVE FOR US HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON.
AND THERE IS NOBODY ELSE, WHO WOULD SUCH A SELFLESS
ACT FOR US HAVE DONE! NONE!
AND IS THIS NOT, WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT, WHEN WE REMEMBER
IN A WONDERFUL SACRAMENT, LEFT BY JESUS, OUR LORD AND GOD,
THE MEMORIAL OF HIS PASSION. AND BY PARTAKING FROM HIS
BODY AND BLOOD WE ASK THAT HIS MYSTERY IS ALIVE IN US
AND THAT WE CAN FEEL THE EFFECTS OF HIS REDEMPTION
IN OUR OWN LIFE AS A HOLY SON OR DAUGHTER, SISTER,
AND BROTHER, FATHER AND MOTHER, HUSBAND OR WIFE.
AND BY SIMPLY AVOIDING ANY SIN AGAINST OUR NEXT OF KIN,
AND BY SHOWING LOVING-KINDNESS FOR OUR FAITHFUL NEIGHBOUR
EVEN IF IT MEANS HARD LABOUR, AS SOME ARE STILL LOST AMONG
THE WOLVES AND SHEEP.
LET US LOVE, AND DO AWAY AND PUT AN END ALL OF US
TO ANY KIND OF VIOLENCE, PESTILENCE, SLANDER
AND SLAUGHTER.
AND LET US PRAY AND GO OUT OF THEIR WAY THOSE,
WHO STILL PURPOSEFULLY COMMIT AGAINST GOD AND
JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY AND AGAINST HUMANITY
EVERY POSSIBLE CRIME. AS THEY WILL BE HANDLED
BY GOD AND JESUS WITH SPECIAL CARE, THAT ONLY
JESUS IS IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY
ABLE TO APPLYING BY TRYING TO EVEN THE MOST
NOTORIOUS SOULS FROM ETERNAL CONDEMNATION
IN HIS OWN WAYS TO SPARE.
IT WON'T BE AN EASY RIDE ON THOSE, WHO FORCED
JESUS, GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, ALWAYS AND AGAIN
WITH HIS FAMILY ANONYMOUSLY TO HIDE.
BUT EVEN SATAN DID NOW IN HIM CONFIDE THAT
HE HAS HAD ENOUGH OF HIS MANY AN UNHOLY BRIDE
AND WANTS HER ALSO TO RETURN HOME EVENTUALLY
WITH HIM, AND WHO KNOWS, ONE DAY EVEN THEY MIGHT
TIE THE KNOT UNDER SOME KIND OF BLESSED DOME
BUT ONLY AFTER MUCH REPENTANCE AND DOING PENANCE,
AND AFTER SORTING OUT, WHO IS ACTUALLY THE RIGHT SOUL,
AS THAT ONLY GOD KNOWS, AND HE MAKES SURE THROUGH
JESUS THAT EVEN FORMER SINNERS WILL AGAIN FULFILL
THEIR HOLY ROLES.
THIS MORNING I HEARD A STRANGE SONG FROM 1982,
AND SUDDENLY I HEARD JESUS LAUGHING AND MAKING
ME DANCE IN MY SHOE; I HEARD THE MELODY OF
A CHILDREN'S SONG: 'DREH DICH NICHT UM, DIE
DAEMONEN GEHEN HERUM.'
BUT DOES IT NOT SAY IN THE BIBLE THAT JESUS CAN
SIMPLY COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE, AND TO LEAVE ALONE
THOSE, WHO ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH TO GRIEVE.
SO, JESUS ANYWAY GAVE ME THESE WORDS TO PASS THEM
ON TO THE DEMONS, AND MADE
ME SING IN THAT SONG'S MELODY:
'DREH DICH NICHT UM, UM, UM,
JESUS, DER EXORCIST, GEHT UM, UM, UM.
UND ER WIRD DICH EINFACH NUR ANSCHAUEN,
UND DU WEISST GANZ GENAU, WARUM.
UND VORBEI IST DIE ZEIT, WO DU KONNTEST
AUF HEILIGEN SEELEN ERMORDEN
UND SANDBURGEN BAUEN. VON JETZT AB
BIST DU BANKROTT, DENN JESUS BEFREIT
ALLE SKLAVEN UND DU KANNST NIE MEHR
GELD UND BESITZ UND MACHT HORTEN.'
THE DIFFERENCE, IT SEEMS TO ME, BETWEEN
A SELF-APPOINTED FOOLER, WHO SERVES MAN
AS A RULER, AND A HEAVENLY SIRE IS THAT A SOUL,
WHO TRUSTS IN GOD WILL ALWAYS BE SAFE, AND SMILE,
EVEN IF THEIR LIFE IS BEING TAKEN WHILST FULFILLING
ON EARTH THEIR HOLY ROLE, AS WHOSOEVER SERVES GOD
OBEDIENTLY AND IN UTMOST HUMILITY WILL BE ALIVE
FOR ETERNITY, EVEN IF IN HEAVEN CONTINUES GOING
THE EXTRA-MILE FOR ONE'S NEIGHBOUR. AND MOST OF THE
TIME THAT WAS PART OF THE HARD LABOUR FOR THE ONE HOLY
NATION.
BUT, MY DEAR DEACONS, PRIESTS AND BISHOPS, I HOPE I DID
NOT BORE YOU, AND I ALSO DO NOT WANT TO STEP ON YOUR TOES,
I AM JUST TRYING TO UNDERSTAND, WHAT IT MEANS TO WALK IN
THE FOOTPRINT OF JESUS' SHOE AS TOO MUCH, IN MY EYES,
HAS ON THIS EARTH BEEN THE RULE OF A FOE, WHO ONLY EVER
BRINGS TO MAN INFINITE WOE.
TELL ME, IF I AM WRONG, AS IT IT THY HOLY DUTY, IS IT NOT,
IN ADDITION TO USE HYSSOP, OR ROSA MYSTICA, OR TO CALL GOD BY HIS NAMES IN UTMOST AWE, AND TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO AVOID THE SLIGHTEST CHARACTER FLAW AND TO TEACH MANKIND THE BEAUTY OF
BLESSED CELIBACY AND HOLY MATRIMONY.
TO CORRECT ME, IF I DO FOR YOUR COUNSEL AND GOD'S ANSWER
LONG, AS I WANT TO EVERMORE GROW IN MY FAITH AND IN PURITY
AND IN UNITY WITH GOD AND JESUS AND HIS HOLY CHURCH GROW STRONG.
BUT I REST MY CASE NOW, I KNOW YOU HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO,
BY FOLLOWING JESUS IN HIS FOOTPRINT AND IT IS QUITE SOME ETERNALLY PRECIOUS TREASURE TO HAVE KISSED HIS FEET, AND TO HAVE WALKED SIDE BY SIDE WITH HIM AS HIS WIFE IN THE STREET. AND I BID THEE FAREWELL, BUT NOT IN HELL, UNTIL WE AGAIN UNDER THE RAINBOW BUT IN REALITY, NOT JUST IN A DREAM, MEET.
AS IT IS MEET AND RIGHT SO TO DO, TO FOLLOW THE YONDER STAR AND MANY A DREAM SENT BY GOD, AND ALSO MANY A VISION AND APPARITION - SO I WAS ONCE TOLD. AS THAT IS PART OF THE MYSTERY OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IN THE TRUE APOSTOLIC SUCCESSION THAT IT IS THE ONLY WHOLESOME AND ETERNALLY VALID FOLD, AT LEAST THAT WAS THE CASE, BEFORE JUDAS HAS WITH HIS MANY A FOLLOWER MANY A COMMANDMENTS AND EDIFICE SOLD.
AND THAT MAKES GOD'S HEART TOWARDS SUCH HIGH TREASON ALMOST STONE-COLD, BUT HE HAS PROMISED JESUS AND HIS MISSUS NOT TO PURSUE ANY KIND OF WRATH BUT HE PUTS JESUS AS THE CORNERSTONE NOW ON LOVE'S PATH INTO THE RENEWED AND PURIFIED CHURCH THAT IS FREE OF ANY DEVIL AND GOLDEN COW AND GOLDEN CALF IN THE LURCH.
AS GOD AND JESUS HAD LONG PLANNED A SCENARIO THAT WILL SIMPLY SHAKE UP THE ROTTEN FOUNDATIONS BY THE HAND OF MAN HIMSELF. AND EVEN THAT IS FORETOLD IN THE BOOK OF BOOKS, YOU MIGHT WANT TO HAVE A LOOK IN MANY A MONASTERY SHELF.
BUT DON'T EXPECT TO FIND THERE ANY STORIES FROM SATAN AND HIS ELF.
ANNO DOMINI 3RD NOVEMBER MMIX
FOR THE
INVESTMENT?!
EXCUSE ME, ARE YOU A PRIEST?
OR A DEACON? OR EVEN A BISHOP?
FORGIVE ME, I AM JUST A WOMAN,
AND I HAVE A SIMPLE QUESTION.
ONE HEARS TO MUCH CONFUSING NEWS
ABOUT JESUS AND HIS CHURCH.
IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS SOME CHAOS
AND NOT THE RIGHT ORDER SOMEHOW
IN GOD'S HOUSE AND THAT ACROSS
MANY A NATION'S BORDER.
AS I HAVE NOTICED FOR A WHILE NOW,
THAT MANY AN ORDER OR CHURCH SEEMS
TO BE MORE LIKE AN INVESTMENT FUND
AND MONEY AND PROPERTY HORDER.
IS THE CHURCH NOW A PUBLIC COMPANY?
TELL ME, AS I MIGHT BE INTERESTED TO INVEST
AND GET SOMETHING OUT IN RETURN FROM
MY FATHER'S URN.
OR IS THAT BLASPHEMY? TELL ME, AS THESE
DAYS ONE REALLY DOES NOT KNOW ANYMORE,
WHETHER ONE HAS TO FOLLOW MANY A GOVERNMENT
GUIDELINE THAT MY ANCESTORS CLEARLY USED TO CALL
THE FOUL METHODS OF THE BABYLONIAN WHORE.
AND ALSO, IT SOMEHOW DOES NOT SEEM RIGHT TO ME,
THAT JESUS SHOULD HAVE TO BEG FOR MERCY FOR HIS
FATHER'S HOUSE IN HIS OWN CHURCH FAMILY?!
WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE SAID TO HIM, WHEN HE LOVED
YOU OBVIOUSLY ALREADY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE OVER
THE BRIM, THAT HE WENT FOR YOU ON THE CROSS
AND EVEN HAD TO ENDURE HIS OWN CHILDREN'S LOSS.
HE NEVER ONCE ASKED YOU FOR A WORLDLY RETURN.
NO, HE ONLY EVER ASKED YOU TO LIVE IN THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
THAT HE EVEN SIMPLIFIED TO TWO BUT THEN, THAT HAS ALSO
IT SEEMS BEEN TWISTED BY ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE, WHO
FROM TIME TO TIME, IF IT SUITS THEM IN A CELEBRATORY
SEASON REFRAIN FROM COMMITTING TOO OBVIOUSLY HIGH TREASON
AND COVER UP THEIR EVILDOING WITH CHARITY.
BUT, OF COURSE, AFTER CHRISTMAS THEY WRITE IT ALL OFF
AS BUSINESS EXPENSE, WHAT THEY HAVE DONATED, AND MADE
SURE THAT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ALSO PUBLICLY AS ONE
WANTS TO CREATE THE IMAGE OF AN EVER SO CARING
SELF-STYLED AND SELF-APPOINTED HOLY FAMILY.
AND FOR CHRISTMAS, MANY SPOUSES SEEM FOR ONCE
TO STAY FOR TWO OR THREE DAYS FAITHFUL TO THEIR SPOUSES,
BUT THEN THAT INVESTMENT NEEDS ALSO BE PAID FOR
DEARLY TO THE SECRET DAME-IN-WAITING, WHO WILL NEVER
GET MARRIED, AS SHE SIMPLY DOES NOT WANT ANY HOLY
WIFE'S RATING. THAT IS TOO MUCH HASSLE FOR HER AND TOO
MUCH DEBATING.
OH, YES, FEMALES CAN BE PRETTY EVIL AT TIMES, TOO, WHEN THEY
ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN BUYING THE LATEST DESIGNER SHOE.
AND FOR THAT THEY EVEN GET HOOKED TO THE DEVIL AND ACCEPT
THAT HE IS A FOE, AND GIVES THEM CONSTANTLY WOE. BUT THEN,
THEY DESERVE EACH OTHER, AS THEY NEVER EVER HONOUR
ANY HOLY SISTER OR BROTHER AND EVEN MOCK ANY TRUE
HOLY MOTHER.
BUT, YOU SEE, YE, PRIESTS, DEACONS, AND BISHOPS,
THAT IS, WHAT MAKES ME SO CONFUSED - I THOUGHT, IT WAS
YOUR JOB TO EDUCATE AND GENTLY BUT FIRMLY TEACH EVEN
THE MOB TO KEEP TO JESUS' PATH FREE OF SIN AND WRATH
AND GET EVERYBODY WITH HEAVEN FUSED.
AS TEACHING AND COUNSELING IS ALSO PART OF YOUR
MINISTRY, IS IT NOT? AS IST THAT NOT, WHAT JESUS WANTED
FROM THEE, THAT HE WANTED YOU TO EXPLAIN TO US,
SO THAT WE ARE NOT TRANSFORMING INTO PURPOSEFUL
OR ACCIDENTAL SPIRITUAL HERETIC PUS, WHAT IT ENTAILS
TO BE THE SON OF GOD BEGOT?!
AND WHAT I ALSO DON'T UNDERSTAND IS, WHY F.EX.
JESUS AND JOHN THE BAPTIST AND PAUL SIMPLY
LEFT ALL BEHIND AND WENT BY FOOT FROM PLACE TO PLACE
TO BRING HOME TO GOD THE HUMAN RACE WITHOUT LEAVING
BEHIND THEM ANY KIND OF GRIEVOUS TRACE, AND JESUS' ROBE,
SO I HEARD FROM SOMEBODY, WAS ONLY EVER IN HEAVEN
OF AN OUTERWORLDLY QUALITY, WHEREAS ON EARTH HE
ONLY EVER HAD A ROBE SIMPLY FROM LINNEN OR COTTON
AND OFTEN DIRTY FROM THE DUST AND RIPPED FROM THE
STONES OR SAND IN THE DESERT WAS EVEN HIS HEM.
SO, HOW COME THAT SO MUCH EMPHASIS IS BEING PUT
ON THE INVESTMENT IN A GLORIOUS VESTMENT, WHEN
JESUS DID NOT EVEN WEAR ONE HIMSELF?! AS THAT, AT LEAST,
SAYS MY BIBLE IN THE BOOKSHELF. MIND YOU, I ONLY HAVE A
KING JAMES VERSION BUT I HAVE SEEN THAT THERE ARE OTHER
TRANSLATIONS, AND I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW, WHAT YOU
THINK OF SOME OF THEM, AS THEY SOUND LIKE SOME KIND OF
WEIRD PERVERSION OF THE HOLY TRUTH, AND EVEN STRANGE
IN THEM DOES LOOK THE BOOK OF RUTH.
ANYWAY, I AM TALKING AWAY AGAIN, I DO APOLOGIZE,
BUT I JUST WOULD SO MUCH LIKE TO GET THE PROPER
ANSWER, SO THAT I CAN COOK WITH THE RIGHT FLAVOUR
IN MY KITCHEN HEARTH, AND DO NOT NEED AN ARTIFICIAL
PR-ENHANCER OR TRANCE-DANCER TO LURE ME INTO
HERESY, AS THAT IS A REAL DANGER, DON'T YOU THINK -
AND WHO KNOWS, HOW MANY SOULS ALREADY DO NOT
HAVE A CLUE AS A CONSEQUENCE THAT FROM A DESECRATED
CHALICE THEY SOME UNBLESSED OR CURSED WINE DRINK.
AS YOU HEAR MANY A WEIRD STORY, EVEN FROM THOSE,
WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO RULE THE CHURCH TO GOD'S GLORY,
AS HOW CAN A DEFENDER OF THE FAITH CLAIM HE CAN
RECONCILE EVEN SATANISM AND CHRISTIANITY - I THINK
THAT IS REALLY VICIOUS AND MALICIOUS AND OUTWARDLY
AGAINST GOD AND JESUS A BETRAYAL AND STRAYAL AND VILE.
AND IT DOES NOT SEEM THAT THOSE ARE IN ANY WAY WALKING
FOR THE TRUE HOLY CATHOLIC AND APOSTOLIC CHURCH FAMILY
AT ALL ANY MILE BUT RATHER INVITE EVEN WHOLE
CONGREGATIONS FROM GOD'S GRACE TO FALL.
WITH TRYING TO SELL OUT THEIR FAITH AND THEIR BELIEF,
AND RATHER THAN IN TRUSTING THE FATHER AND SON TO
SORT IT ALL OUT, USE THE OPPORTUNITY AND LIKE IN A
MARKET PLACE THE VALUE OF THE EDIFICE OF A PARISH
SHOUT OUT ALOUD. THEY MUST REALLY LIVE IN A
SELF-MADE HERETICAL CUCKOO-LAND-CLOUD.
BUT THEN, I AM JUST A WOMAN, AND IN A MINUTE
OR TWO YOU WILL CALM ME GRACIOUSLY WITH A SMILE
AND SAY, 'OH, MY DEAR CHILD, WE DO FOR GOD AND JESUS
AND THE HOLY FAMILY ALWAYS AND AGAIN GO THE EXTRA-MILE.'
BUT YOU SEE, I DO NOT SEE YOU PUT THAT INTO ACTION
AND IN FACT, I FEEL THAT THERE IS NOT REALLY MUCH
INTERACTION BETWEEN THE CHURCH HIERARCHY AND
LAITY BUT A VERY STRANGE FORM OF CELIBACY AND HOLY
MATRIMONY COMBINED WITH SOME ARTIFICIAL GAITY
THAT SEEMS TO A CHILD EVEN LIKE A THEATRE PERFORMANCE
OR CEREMONY RATHER THAN A MASS.
AND DID NOT PAUL SAY, THAT EVERY DEACON, PRIEST AND BISHOP
SHOULD HAVE ONE WIFE AND PROVE THAT HE CAN KEEP HIS HOUSE
IN ORDER WITH HIS SPOUSE AND FAMILY, BEFORE HE RULES ANY
OF GOD'S HOUSES. AND HE SAID ONE, AND NOT MORE THAN ONE
AT THE SAME TIME SPOUSES!
AND, OF COURSE, VOLUNTARY CELIBACY SEEMS TO ME A GLORIOUS
BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL GIFT OF GOD TO SERVE HIM AND MAN
AS A SINGLE-MINDED INFINITE LIGHTNING ROD.
AS YOU CAN SEE THE DIAMOND SPARKLE IN THE EYES OF A
FAITHFUL PRIEST, AND HE IS HORRIFIED, I HAVE SEEN IT,
WHEN SOME NASTY SOULS DID PURPOSEFULLY VIOLATE
THEIR HOLY ROLES AND DROPPED THE HOST OR SPILLED
CHRIST'S BLOOD, AND MOCKED HIS HORROR AT THIS HIGHEST
BLASPHEMY BY SAYING, 'OH, HE MUST BE IN A BAD MOOD.'
I HAVE ALSO SEEN THE LOOK OF THIS HORROR AND THAT
CAME FROM GOD, WHO SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE
GAVE FOR US HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON.
AND THERE IS NOBODY ELSE, WHO WOULD SUCH A SELFLESS
ACT FOR US HAVE DONE! NONE!
AND IS THIS NOT, WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT, WHEN WE REMEMBER
IN A WONDERFUL SACRAMENT, LEFT BY JESUS, OUR LORD AND GOD,
THE MEMORIAL OF HIS PASSION. AND BY PARTAKING FROM HIS
BODY AND BLOOD WE ASK THAT HIS MYSTERY IS ALIVE IN US
AND THAT WE CAN FEEL THE EFFECTS OF HIS REDEMPTION
IN OUR OWN LIFE AS A HOLY SON OR DAUGHTER, SISTER,
AND BROTHER, FATHER AND MOTHER, HUSBAND OR WIFE.
AND BY SIMPLY AVOIDING ANY SIN AGAINST OUR NEXT OF KIN,
AND BY SHOWING LOVING-KINDNESS FOR OUR FAITHFUL NEIGHBOUR
EVEN IF IT MEANS HARD LABOUR, AS SOME ARE STILL LOST AMONG
THE WOLVES AND SHEEP.
LET US LOVE, AND DO AWAY AND PUT AN END ALL OF US
TO ANY KIND OF VIOLENCE, PESTILENCE, SLANDER
AND SLAUGHTER.
AND LET US PRAY AND GO OUT OF THEIR WAY THOSE,
WHO STILL PURPOSEFULLY COMMIT AGAINST GOD AND
JESUS AND THE HOLY FAMILY AND AGAINST HUMANITY
EVERY POSSIBLE CRIME. AS THEY WILL BE HANDLED
BY GOD AND JESUS WITH SPECIAL CARE, THAT ONLY
JESUS IS IN UTMOST OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY
ABLE TO APPLYING BY TRYING TO EVEN THE MOST
NOTORIOUS SOULS FROM ETERNAL CONDEMNATION
IN HIS OWN WAYS TO SPARE.
IT WON'T BE AN EASY RIDE ON THOSE, WHO FORCED
JESUS, GOD'S BELOVED HOLY ROSE, ALWAYS AND AGAIN
WITH HIS FAMILY ANONYMOUSLY TO HIDE.
BUT EVEN SATAN DID NOW IN HIM CONFIDE THAT
HE HAS HAD ENOUGH OF HIS MANY AN UNHOLY BRIDE
AND WANTS HER ALSO TO RETURN HOME EVENTUALLY
WITH HIM, AND WHO KNOWS, ONE DAY EVEN THEY MIGHT
TIE THE KNOT UNDER SOME KIND OF BLESSED DOME
BUT ONLY AFTER MUCH REPENTANCE AND DOING PENANCE,
AND AFTER SORTING OUT, WHO IS ACTUALLY THE RIGHT SOUL,
AS THAT ONLY GOD KNOWS, AND HE MAKES SURE THROUGH
JESUS THAT EVEN FORMER SINNERS WILL AGAIN FULFILL
THEIR HOLY ROLES.
THIS MORNING I HEARD A STRANGE SONG FROM 1982,
AND SUDDENLY I HEARD JESUS LAUGHING AND MAKING
ME DANCE IN MY SHOE; I HEARD THE MELODY OF
A CHILDREN'S SONG: 'DREH DICH NICHT UM, DIE
DAEMONEN GEHEN HERUM.'
BUT DOES IT NOT SAY IN THE BIBLE THAT JESUS CAN
SIMPLY COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE, AND TO LEAVE ALONE
THOSE, WHO ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH TO GRIEVE.
SO, JESUS ANYWAY GAVE ME THESE WORDS TO PASS THEM
ON TO THE DEMONS, AND MADE
ME SING IN THAT SONG'S MELODY:
'DREH DICH NICHT UM, UM, UM,
JESUS, DER EXORCIST, GEHT UM, UM, UM.
UND ER WIRD DICH EINFACH NUR ANSCHAUEN,
UND DU WEISST GANZ GENAU, WARUM.
UND VORBEI IST DIE ZEIT, WO DU KONNTEST
AUF HEILIGEN SEELEN ERMORDEN
UND SANDBURGEN BAUEN. VON JETZT AB
BIST DU BANKROTT, DENN JESUS BEFREIT
ALLE SKLAVEN UND DU KANNST NIE MEHR
GELD UND BESITZ UND MACHT HORTEN.'
THE DIFFERENCE, IT SEEMS TO ME, BETWEEN
A SELF-APPOINTED FOOLER, WHO SERVES MAN
AS A RULER, AND A HEAVENLY SIRE IS THAT A SOUL,
WHO TRUSTS IN GOD WILL ALWAYS BE SAFE, AND SMILE,
EVEN IF THEIR LIFE IS BEING TAKEN WHILST FULFILLING
ON EARTH THEIR HOLY ROLE, AS WHOSOEVER SERVES GOD
OBEDIENTLY AND IN UTMOST HUMILITY WILL BE ALIVE
FOR ETERNITY, EVEN IF IN HEAVEN CONTINUES GOING
THE EXTRA-MILE FOR ONE'S NEIGHBOUR. AND MOST OF THE
TIME THAT WAS PART OF THE HARD LABOUR FOR THE ONE HOLY
NATION.
BUT, MY DEAR DEACONS, PRIESTS AND BISHOPS, I HOPE I DID
NOT BORE YOU, AND I ALSO DO NOT WANT TO STEP ON YOUR TOES,
I AM JUST TRYING TO UNDERSTAND, WHAT IT MEANS TO WALK IN
THE FOOTPRINT OF JESUS' SHOE AS TOO MUCH, IN MY EYES,
HAS ON THIS EARTH BEEN THE RULE OF A FOE, WHO ONLY EVER
BRINGS TO MAN INFINITE WOE.
TELL ME, IF I AM WRONG, AS IT IT THY HOLY DUTY, IS IT NOT,
IN ADDITION TO USE HYSSOP, OR ROSA MYSTICA, OR TO CALL GOD BY HIS NAMES IN UTMOST AWE, AND TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO AVOID THE SLIGHTEST CHARACTER FLAW AND TO TEACH MANKIND THE BEAUTY OF
BLESSED CELIBACY AND HOLY MATRIMONY.
TO CORRECT ME, IF I DO FOR YOUR COUNSEL AND GOD'S ANSWER
LONG, AS I WANT TO EVERMORE GROW IN MY FAITH AND IN PURITY
AND IN UNITY WITH GOD AND JESUS AND HIS HOLY CHURCH GROW STRONG.
BUT I REST MY CASE NOW, I KNOW YOU HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO,
BY FOLLOWING JESUS IN HIS FOOTPRINT AND IT IS QUITE SOME ETERNALLY PRECIOUS TREASURE TO HAVE KISSED HIS FEET, AND TO HAVE WALKED SIDE BY SIDE WITH HIM AS HIS WIFE IN THE STREET. AND I BID THEE FAREWELL, BUT NOT IN HELL, UNTIL WE AGAIN UNDER THE RAINBOW BUT IN REALITY, NOT JUST IN A DREAM, MEET.
AS IT IS MEET AND RIGHT SO TO DO, TO FOLLOW THE YONDER STAR AND MANY A DREAM SENT BY GOD, AND ALSO MANY A VISION AND APPARITION - SO I WAS ONCE TOLD. AS THAT IS PART OF THE MYSTERY OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH IN THE TRUE APOSTOLIC SUCCESSION THAT IT IS THE ONLY WHOLESOME AND ETERNALLY VALID FOLD, AT LEAST THAT WAS THE CASE, BEFORE JUDAS HAS WITH HIS MANY A FOLLOWER MANY A COMMANDMENTS AND EDIFICE SOLD.
AND THAT MAKES GOD'S HEART TOWARDS SUCH HIGH TREASON ALMOST STONE-COLD, BUT HE HAS PROMISED JESUS AND HIS MISSUS NOT TO PURSUE ANY KIND OF WRATH BUT HE PUTS JESUS AS THE CORNERSTONE NOW ON LOVE'S PATH INTO THE RENEWED AND PURIFIED CHURCH THAT IS FREE OF ANY DEVIL AND GOLDEN COW AND GOLDEN CALF IN THE LURCH.
AS GOD AND JESUS HAD LONG PLANNED A SCENARIO THAT WILL SIMPLY SHAKE UP THE ROTTEN FOUNDATIONS BY THE HAND OF MAN HIMSELF. AND EVEN THAT IS FORETOLD IN THE BOOK OF BOOKS, YOU MIGHT WANT TO HAVE A LOOK IN MANY A MONASTERY SHELF.
BUT DON'T EXPECT TO FIND THERE ANY STORIES FROM SATAN AND HIS ELF.
ANNO DOMINI 3RD NOVEMBER MMIX
Dreh' dich nicht um
Oh oh oh -
Schau
Schau
Der Kommissar geht um! Oh oh oh -
Er wird dich anschaun
Und du weißt warum
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6GmkjnL4EYw&feature=fvw
Mother Sigrid Agocsi OHR
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
http://www.abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
http://www.abbeyoftheholyrose.webs.com
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