MARY MAGDALA: NOT IN MY NAME

MARY MAGDALA:
NOT IN MY NAME!

HONESTLY, THE ABUSE I HAD TO TAKE
FROM THE VERY BEGINNING - I DO NOT
MIND THE DEVIL AND HIS BRIDES AT ME
GRINNING BUT I DO MIND, IF THEY LEAD
INNOCENT SOULS INTO SINNING AGAINST
GOD, THEIR NEIGHBOUR, THEMSELVES,
THEIR NEXT OF KIN AND DISGUISE IT
AS SOME KIND OF COMPLINE AND
THEATRICAL PLAY WITH PSEUDO-SACRED
SINGING AND WRESTLING WITH TRUE
VIRTUES AND INSTEAD OF TAKING A
HUSBAND OR WIFE STAB MY BELOVED
IESOUS AND ME WITH WORDS, DEEDS
OR THOUGHTS IN THE BACK WITH
A SACRIFICIAL KNIFE.

HIS HOLY EUCHARIST IS A THEATRICAL
PLAY TO SOME UNHOLY MONARCHISTS
AND WAR LOBBYISTS AND MANY
A 'NOBLE' SON AND DAUGHTER, WHO
PRETEND TO HAVE SYMPATHY FOR CHRIST
AND EVEN MANAGE ON OCCASION TO
COUGH UP SOME EMPATHY, WHEN
THEY IN FACT ARE ONLY OUT TO
LEAD THE LAMB AGAIN AND AGAIN
THROUGH THEIR BETRAYAL TO THE
SLAUGHTER.

I KNOW THAT IT WAS AND IS ALWAYS
HARD IN THE WORLD IN HOLINESS
TO GROW AND MANY A MARRIAGE
THAT WAS NOT JOINED TOGETHER
BY GOD IN HEAVEN WAS EXCUSED
WITH PRETENDING TO BECOME AS
A NUN OR MONK JESUS' LIGHTNING ROD;

OR SOME MONASTIC DEBT WAS PAID
BY HANDING IN A CHILD AS TITHE INSTEAD
OF SERVING GOD AND MANKIND AS A MAID,
WHICH WAS NOT REALLY THE RIGHT WAY TO SHINE
IN THE INFINITE LIGHT'S RAY, AND DID NOT MAKE
ANYBODY FEEL BONNIE AND BLITHE -
BUT IT WAS RATHER AN INVITATION AND EXCUSE
FOR THE VIRGIN AND BOY INITIALLY STILL MILD
TO GO WITHIN MONASTIC WALLS WILD AND
BEHAVE WORSE THAN A RULING ROY
AND SO VERY MUCH FROM GOD ASTRAY;

HONESTLY - IESOUS AND ME WE DID
LEAD VERY MUCH A CONTEMPLATIVE LIFE
BUT WE ALSO GROUNDED OUR LOVE
AS HUSBAND AND WIFE AND OUR MARRIAGE
AS SHORT AS IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN WAS FULLY INTACT
- BUT MOST RELIGIOUS PEOPLE OF OLD
UNTIL THIS DAY DO NOT ACCEPT THIS
FACT AND ARE TWISTING TRUE DEVOTION
TO MY BELOVED'S HOLY EUCHARISTIC CUP
AND HIS SACRIFICE AND THAT OF OUR
COMBINED SUFFERING AND THAT OF
HIS HOLY FAMILY WITH IMPERTINENCE,
HUMILIATION, CHARACTER AND LIFE'S
ASSASSINATION AND BY PLAIN BRUTAL
BLASPHEMY, AND THEY FEEL THE SAFER
AND ARROGANT THE BIGGER THEIR
GOLDEN AND DECORATED EDIFICE.

JESUS AND ME WERE ALWAYS ALSO MIXING
WITH PEOPLE, WHO MIGHT BE IN DANGER
FROM HEAD LICE AND ALL SORTS OF
AILMENTS THAT TO MOST SISTERS
AND BROTHERS WERE NOT EVEN IN
SOUND ACCEPTABLE TO EVEN INTO
THEIR CONSCIENCE TO CONSIDER THE
POSSIBILITY TO SUFFICE FOR THE NEEDY
AS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEBODY, WHO
IS EVEN IN THE CHURCH GREEDY.

A BISHOP, WHOSE WINE CELLAR NEEDS
FILLING; AN ABBESS LEARNING FOR HER
OWN MIGRAINES HOLISTIC THERAPIES,
AND WHO WISHES FOR MORE GEMS FOR
THE TREATMENT AND IN HER HEAVY GOLDEN
ORNAMENTED CROSS AND BIG SEAL'S RING
GIVING THE BISHOP OR POPE OR KING
IN A VISION AN ANGEL'S WING AND
SO HIS HOPES FOR AN EVEN HIGHER
FAME A TAME BUT LAME GAME WITH HIM
SHE IS IN HER FAVOUR INSTILLING;

AND DRAGGING THE BLOOD DRIPPING
TEARS OF MARY MAGDALA FROM
IESOUS' LOSS AT THE CROSS
INTO DIRT IN A PANTO PLAY THAT IS
TOTALLY FROM HOLINESS ASTRAY.
THE RED DRESS OR ROBE SHOULD
BE REPRESENTING IESOUS BLOOD
AND NOT BE DRAGGED BY FALSE
ACCUSATIONS EVERMORE INTO
THE MUD JUST TO BOOST ONE'S
OWN SUPPRESSED SEXUAL MOOD.


I HAVE BEEN AT THE CROSS AND I AM
AT THE CROSS WITH MY BELOVED
IESOUS ALL OVER AGAIN - WHERE HAVE
YOU BEEN, WHEN HE WAS BETRAYED
AND SLAYED? WHERE? TELL ME!
AS I KNOW ALL OF YOU, WHO THROW
STONES AT ME FOR A CRIME THAT
ONLY EXISTED IN YOUR OWN HEAD'S
GRIME - YOU HAVE RATHER BUILT
FOR SOOTHING YOUR OWN GUILT
BUILDINGS PRETENDING TO BE FOR
GOD OUT OF STONES OF LIME.

YOU HAVE NEVER CARED FOR
MY PURIFICATION AND NEVER TREATED
ME AS GOD'S SERVANT, WHO IS ACTUALLY
THE ONLY MARY NEXT TO THE HOLY MOTHER
EVER TO HAVE BEEN TO GOD ABSOLUTELY
AND INCORRUPTABLY OBEDIENT IN ALL
HUMILITY AND WITH ALL MY HEART'S AND
SOUL'S PURITY.

BUT IN ONE POINT YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT,
I WOULD NEVER THE STATEMENT FIGHT
THAT WE ARE ALL SINNERS, NO MATTER, HOW MUCH
WE PURIFY AS THAT IS ONLY BY THE GRACE OF GOD,
AND THE VERY ESSENCE OF JESUS' MIGHT,
WHEN AND WHERE WE ARE ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN
THE INFINITE LIGHT'S ROD.

THAT IS ALSO THE REASON, WHY AS MORTALS
I WILL NEVER JUDGE OR BEGRUDGE THOSE,
WHO EVEN COMMIT AGAINST MY IESOUS AND
HIS BELOVED HOLY ROSE AND OUR HOLY FAMILY
HIGH TREASON - AS THERE IS A SEASON FOR
EVERYTHING, AND THAT APPLIES ESPECIALLY
FOR THE NEXT EMERGENCE OF OUR ETERNAL
SIMPLE WEDDING RING, TO WHICH ALL OF
HEAVEN IN A CELESTIAL SYMPHONY WILL SING.

NOT TO AN EXPENSIVE ORCHESTRA
OR PAID CHOIR OF EXPENSE,
WE DO NOT WANT TO MAKE ANY FUSS,
AS WE SHARE ALL FREELY, EVEN THOUGH
WE ARE BY MOST TREATED LIKE
SPIRITUAL MADNESS PUS.
BUT WE WILL BE THERE TO PICK YOUR
PIECES WITH YOU OR YOUR FAMILY,
WHEN NEXT TIME SOME MAD WARLORD
WILL LET EXPLODE IN YOUR STREET
YOUR REGULAR BUS.

OR SEND A BOMB OR A PESTILENCE
INTO YOUR AREA THAT WILL NOT
EVEN GIVE YOU TIME FOR YOUR
RELICS BE LAID INTO A TOMB
AS THAT IS NOT A CONCERN
OF THOSE, WHO RATHER LIVE
A LIFE OF DECADENCE AND
SANTA'S INTOXICATING
X-MAS FLATULENCE.

ADMITTEDLY YOU MIGHT HAVE WRITTEN
A FEW SHARP LETTERS, AND ASKED
FROM ALL SORTS OF YOUR NOBLE
FRIENDS THAT THEIR ATTITUDE
BETTERS - BUT ARE YOU TRULY
WILLING TO GIVE UP YOUR JEWELLERY
AND FAME AND ANY DEVIL'S GAME
THAT IS SO OLD AND SO LAME?

AND ARE YOU WILLING TO END UP
BEING SLAUGHTERED IN WORD, THOUGHT AND DEED
AND LOSING YOUR GOOD NAME SIMPLY FOR
STICKING BY IESOUS AND HIS RIGHT CREED?
AND ARE YOU TRULY GIVING YOUR ALL BECAUSE YOU
ARE SIMPLY HORRIFIED TO FAIL GOD AND
IESOUS BY NOT ENSURING THAT GOD
AND THE HOLY TRINITY ARE BEING WORSHIPPED
AND GLORIFIED?!
YOU COULD SIMPLY
THROUGH YOUR IGNORANCE
AND INTOLERANCE FROM THEIR GRACE FALL


I AM SORRY - BUT TO ME AND IESOUS AND GOD
AND TO THE HOLY TRINITY AND THE HOLY FAMILY
ANY KIND OF HEART'S NOBILITY HAS NOTHING
TO DO WITH ANY KIND OF RIGHTFULLY OR NOT
INHERITED ARISTOCRACY. SOME PRINCES AND
PRINCESSES ARE TRULY IN THE WORLD AND
IN HEAVEN MAKING PEACE AND SO ARE GOD'S
ANOINTED QUEENS AND KINGS - BUT THEY HAVE
ALWAYS HAD TO FIGHT THEIR OWN BATTLE
AGAINST THEIR OWN COURTS' EVIL SNAKE'S
RATTLE.

AND I THANK ALL OF YOU, WHO HAVE RESISTED
AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO DESPITE ALL
THIS WORLDLY TITTLE-TATTLE TO SELL OUT
MY BELOVED IESOUS' MOST HOLY NAME
AND HAVE AGAINST ALL ADVERSITY
ALWAYS DEFENDED
OUR HOLY TRUTH FOR INFINITY,
AND MADE SURE THAT MARY MAGDALA
WAS NOT REMEMBERED FOR ALL THE
WRONG DESECRATING FAME.


GOD APPOINTED AND ANOINTED, AND STILL
DOES, QUEENS AND KINGS, AND IT IS HIM ALONE,
WHO DECIDES, ON WHICH FINGER A HUSBAND
AND WIFE JOINED BY HIM IN HEAVEN WILL ON EARTH
PUT ON EACH OTHER THEIR
WEDDING RINGS.

AND THEN, WHEN THEY ARE GIVING THEIR VOW
IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD THEY BECOME
A TRIANGLE AT THE ALTAR
THAT IS SERVING TOGETHER
AS IESOUS'S LIGHTNING ROD
ON EARTH FROM THEIR OWN
KITCHEN HEARTH.

AND THAT GOD GAVE TO ALL THOSE,
WHO ARE CHOSEN BY HIM LIKE THE HOLY ROSE
TO BE THE OTHER HALF OF A SOUL,
WITH WHOM HE WANTS THEM TO FULFILL
TOGETHER AS HUSBAND AND WIFE
THEIR HOLY ROLE.

AND THERE IS FOR EVERY SOUL ANOTHER,
THE RIGHT ONE,
WHO IS WAITING TO BE JOINED BY GOD
TO BECOME A HUSBAND OR A WIFE TO
A SISTER AND BROTHER,
IF HE WANTS THEM TO BE A FAMILY
AND TO SHARE WITH HIM THEIR LIFE
AND THERE IS NO OTHER TO REPLACE
AS GOD DOES NEVER MAKE A MISTAKE -
ABSOLUTELY NONE.

AND EVEN IF WE ARE BURNT FOR OUR
FAITHFULNESS ON THE STAKE - GOD
KNOWS THERE IS NO OTHER PURPOSE
FOR US THAN IN HOPE, FAITH AND TRUST
TO FULFILL OUR HOLY ROLE - AND THAT
IS HIS COMMAND, IT IS A MUST.

OR HE GRANTS THE GIFT OF CELIBACY,
WHEN HE THINKS WE ARE NOT YET OR
NOT SUITED AT ALL FOR HOLY MATRIMONY.
BUT THAT IS HIS DECISION ALONE, AND
NOT THAT OF ANY FALLEN ANGEL DISGUISED
AS A BISHOP, KNIGHT OR DAME WEARING
A GOLDEN CALF'S OR COW'S CONE.

AND ALSO NOT OF SOME CORRUPTED
AND ERUPTED PRIESTLY DRONE.
AS ALL OF THESE ARE CONTRIBUTING
TO THE PATH OF WAR AND BLOOD,
THAT DRAGS ALL THE WORLD INTO THE MUD
AND ALLOWS FOR THE INNOCENT
SAINTS AND SERVANTS OF GOD
TO BE IRRUPTED.

HOW CAN ANYBODY CELEBRATE
THE HOLY EUCHARISTIC FEAST
WITH A PURE HEART, AND WISH EVEN
HIS SISTERS AND BROTHERS 'PEACE',
IF HE KNOWS THAT HE HAS FAILED
GOD AND HIS PARISH IN BASIC
HUMILITY, OBEDIENCE AND HUMANITY?

ENCOURAGING OTHERS TO INCITE
GOSSIP, SLANDER, AND EVEN CHARACTER'S
ANNIHILATION AGAINST THEIR HOLY
SISTERS AND BROTHERS IS NOT
EXACTLY CATHOLIC AND CHRISTIAN
AT ALL - IT IS CALLED THE FALLEN
ANGEL'S FROM THE HEAVENLY LADDER
DEEPEST FALL. UNLESS OUR PRAYERS
IN MANY, MANY LAYERS END THE CONNECTION
TO THIS HELL'S CALL.

YOU KNOW WHAT - I DO UNDERSTAND, AND
I DO COMPREHEND EVERYBODY'S SOUL'S PAIN,
AND I PRAY WITH MY BELOVED IESOUS FOR ALL
THAT THEY MIGHT HEAL AND NEVER DO A
SINGLE WOUND UPON OTHERS INFLICT OR
THEMSELVES IN THEIR SOULS SUSTAIN;

AND THAT THEY MIGHT NEVER KNOW,
WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO
BE ASSASSINATED, CHARACTER- OR
LIFE-WISE, OR TO BE CALLED NAMES
OF DISLIKE AND IN DISDAIN; OR TO BE
ANNIHILATED BY BEING SPIT AT IN THE FIRE
THAT IS NOT EVEN STOPPED BY FLOODS
OF RAIN.

IF YOU SUFFER YOUR NEXT ATTACK OF
MIGRAINE, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU, THAT THE
PAIN MAY CEASE AND THAT THY HAPPINESS
AND HOLINESS FOR ETERNITY MAY INCREASE.

IF WE ALL FULFILL OUR HOLY ROLES
AND SHARE OUR GIFTS, THEN WE CAN
OVERCOME ALL PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
MAN-MADE ILLUSIONARY RIFTS, AND
THAT ALWAYS AND AGAIN APPLIES TO
THE INDIVIDUAL PURPOSE OF OUR SOULS.

FALLEN ANGELS ARE EVER SO CLEVER,
AND EVEN OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY THEY HAVE
TRIED TO COPY AND TO MOCK, BUT FOR
THAT THEY HAVE TO GIVE UP ALL SELFISHNESS
AND SURRENDER THEIR WORST FEARS
UNDER FLOODS OF TEARS TO GOD FOREVER
AND TO PROMISE THEY WILL NEVERMORE
BETRAY GOD AND IESOUS, MARY MAGDALA,
WHO IS HIS BELOVED ONE AND ONLY HOLY
ROSE, YES, INDEED THERE IS ONE!
EVEN IF MOST OF YOU STILL MAINTAIN
THAT THERE IS NONE!

AND THERE IS ALSO LEFT A TINY HOLY FAMILY
OF IESOUS FOR ETERNITY - BUT BEYOND OUR
SMALL CIRCLE I CAN SEE
THERE ARE NOT MANY TO LIVE THE PATH
OF LOVE FROM HEAVEN ABOVE, IN FACT
THERE IS HARDLY ANYONE.

BUT I STILL PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY
AND I - CONTRARY TO ALL YOUR ROTTEN LIES
THAT OUR HOLY TRUTH DEFIES - WILL NEVER
GO FROM GOD AND MY BELOVED SPOUSE
IESOUS ASTRAY. I WAS, AND AM AND WILL BE
ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM, AS I HAVE KISSED
INFINITE TIMES AGAIN FROM THE BEGINNING
GOD'S AND MY ETERNAL HUSBAND'S, MY
LORD AND KING AND MASTER IESOUS' HEM.

AND HE AND ME TRULY DO FROM THE
ROYAL HEAVENLY AND HOLY FAMILY STEM,
BUT WE DO NOT NEED ANY KIND OF REAL GEM
THAT YOU HAVE ALSO TRIED TO COPY
IN YOUR WORLDLY JEWELLERY
FOR YOUR ENGAGEMENTS AND WEDDINGS AND BAPTISMS
OF ALL SORTS -

WE BELIEVE ONLY IN THE QUALITIES
OF THE STONES, AND IN THE PURITY
OF CERTAIN WHITE ROBED PRIESTLY
NUNS AND DRONES, WHO ARE GIVEN
THE GIFT BY GOD OF EITHER HOLY
MATRIMONY OR CELIBACY AND THEY
WILL RAISE THEIR CHILDREN HOLY
AND HAVE ALWAYS DONE SO, ARE
DOING AND WILL DO SO FOR ETERNITY
IN ALL OBEDIENCE AND HUMILITY
WITH THE BLESSING OF THE
HOLY TRINITY.

THE THREE MAGI HOLD ALL
THE HEAVENLY TREASURE ON
EARTH THAT ARE BEYOND ANY
HUMAN MEASURES AND THEY
HELP US TO FEED THE POOR
AND MAKE SURE THAT IN THE END
EVERYBODY WILL WITH US
LIVE THE RIGHT CREED AND AS
IT IS THE LIVING WORD IT WILL SETTLE
INTO THE BONES OF EVERY SINGLE
SOUL, AND THERE IS NO NEED TO
INTELLECTUALIZE IT AND WITH YOUR
MIND TO COMPREHEND, AS THEN WE
ARE ALL SIMPLY FULFILLING OUR HOLY ROLE
AND THE LOVE OF GOD WILL BE ALIGHT
BETWEEN HEAVEN AND EARTH AND
NEVER, NEVER END AS LOVE IS
GOD'S SECRET WEAPON AND
JESUS' tALL-POWERFUL MIGHT.

SIGRID AGOCSI
2ND/3RD JANUARY 2009