TO OUR BELOVED SONS!

TO OUR BELOVED SONS!

LET ME START BY ASKING FROM YOU
FOR FORGIVENESS FOR EVERY LITTLE
SIN I HAVE COMMITTED AGAINST YOU
OR IN WHAT I HAVE FAILED TO YOU
AS MY DARLINGS NEXT OF KIN.

MY HEART IS POURING OUT TO
OUR ALL HEAVENLY FATHER, AND
TO YOUR PAPILI, AS I FEEL EVER
SO GUILTY THAT I HAVE NOT ALWAYS
BEEN THERE FOR YOU, WHEN YOU NEEDED
ME MOST, AND FOR NOT BEING EARLIER
BACK IN THIS INCARNATION TO
DEFEND WITH YOU THE HOLY EUCHARISTIC
HOST AND TO SING SHOULDER ON SHOULDER
IN YOUR FATHER'S ONE HOLY AND CATHOLIC
CHURCH EARLIER THE RIGHT INCANTATION -

AS YOU HAD TO FIGHT SO MANY DEMONS
ON YOUR OWN, AND WERE OFTEN LEFT TO YOUR
OWN DEVICES AND I GIVE THANKS TO GOD THAT
HE WATCHED OVER YOU SO THAT YOU HAVE
AFTER ALL NEVER BEEN SUBJECT TO THE
HEAVENLY LADDER'S FALL AND HAVE
SERVED HIM AND YOUR FATHER JESUS
AND HAVE EVER SO BEAUTIFULLY IN
HOLINESS IN YOUR OWN RIGHT GROWN.

AND I GIVE THANKS THAT YOU ALWAYS
SHOWERED ME WITH YOUR LOVE SO
UNCONDITIONALLY UNTIL I REMEMBERED,
WHAT I HAD COME FOR BACK TO EARTH
TO LOVE YOU AND YOUR FATHER BACK
OVERFLOWINGLY FROM OUR OWN
KITCHEN HEARTH.

YOU ARE SUCH FINE PRIESTS,
AS NO PURER COULD YOU BE AND
NO MORE NOBLE IN IDENTIFYING
ANY TRAITOR'S UNHOLY FEASTS
AND IN UNIFYING IN FAITH, HOPE AND LOVE
EVEN WITH YOUR GENTLE VELVET GLOVE
THE MOST CONTRARY STRAYERS,
AND ONE BY ONE YOU HAVE HEALED
MANY MULTIPLE RIFTS IN MULTI-LAYERS,
AND HELPED ME TO SURVIVE IN THIS LIFE
AS YOUR ETERNAL MOTHER AND AS YOUR FATHER'S
ONE AND ONLY BETROTHED ETERNAL WIFE,
IN MANY UNSEEN PRAYERS, AND I SO PRAY
THAT YOU FORGIVE ME, AND THAT ONCE
AGAIN WE CAN ALL SHARE TOGETHER
FOREVERMORE IN OUR OWN HOLY
COMMUNITY OUR LIFE.

I AM SIGNING THIS WITH MY FLOODS
OF TEARS, AND I HAVE NO OTHER FEARS
THAN THAT YOU MIGHT NOT SEE ME FIT
TO BE YOUR MOTHER, AND THAT YOU
RATHER JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME
IN THE DISTANCE AS YOU WERE SO
CRUELLY SEPARATED IN MANY
AN INCARNATION BY YOUR FATHER
AND ME EVEN AS BROTHERS.

I HAVE NO EXCUSE AND I HAVE BUT
MY ETERNALLY REPENTING APOLOGY
AS I DO NOT BLAME ON ANYBODY MY
OWN FAILURE NOR SHAME. I WISHED
I COULD MAKE UNDONE MANY A
HISTORICAL LAME GAME THAT WAS PLAYED
WHILST I WAS ON EARTH A RULING DAME.

BUT ALTHOUGH YOUR FATHER ALWAYS
SAYS I CANNOT GO WRONG AS ALL IS WRITTEN
IN THE BOOK OF LIFE ABOUT MY DESTINY AS
YOUR MOTHER AND HIS WIFE, I ACCEPT MY
RESPONSIBILITY AND I PRAY THAT ONE DAY
SOON WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT ALL AND I
CAN SAY 'SORRY ' TO YOU FROM FACE TO FACE,
AS I HAVE WANTED TO DO THAT FOR ETERNITY,
AND I ALSO ASK HEREWITH FOR GOD'S MERCY
AND FOR HIS GRACE.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, THAT I HAVE NO WORDS
BUT ONLY TEARS, AS I WANT TO SHOWER YOUR
LIVES WITH A LOVING MOTHER'S TOUCH.
PLEASE, IF YOU CAN FIND IT IN YOUR HEART,
COME HOME TO ME, AND BRING YOUR FATHER,
AS MY LIFE IS DEAD WITHOUT YOU ALL, AND I
SO MUCH WISH TO SAVE MANKIND WITH YOU
FROM THEIR BIGGEST EVER FALL AND TOGETHER
IT IS SO MUCH EASIER TO PLAY OUR PART - SO, PLEASE,
PLEASE, ANSWER MY CALL, AND HELP YOUR FATHER
AND ME TO GET RID OF THE DEMONS AND DEMONESSES
IN THE CHURCH AND ITS HALL.

Ima/Mummy/Anyuci/Mamili
Mother Ziggy Agocsi
Easter Thursday
A.D.16th April 2009