My Cross

MY CROSS

THIS IS MY WORD, THIS TIME NO PICTURE.
HEY, MAN, YOU, YES, YOU?! I AM TALKING TO YOU!
TO THE ONE, WHO THINKS THE WORLD IS YOUR STAGE?!
AND WHO FOOLS HIMSELF THAT EVEN THE CHURCH
AND MY CROSS IS SUBJECT TO MOCKERY AND BLASPHEMY?!
YOU GOT ME INCREASINGLY ABOUT THAT
INTO A RIGHT RAGE!

AS YOU HAVE GONE TOO FAR WITH YOUR THEATRE
PERFORMANCE, IF YOU THINK YOU CAN ALSO PLAY
THE ROLE OF THE DEVIL AND COMMIT YOURSELF
UNPUNISHED AS MUCH AS YOU WANT EVIL IN THE
NAME OF GOD. YOU WOULD NOT EVEN BE ABLE
WITHOUT ME AND MY HOLY SPIRIT'S GENEROSITY
OR EVEN KNOW, HOW TO COOK A PIECE OF YOUR FROZEN
COD!

NEVER MIND THAT YOU SECRETLY WORSHIP
THE GOLDEN COW AND HER PICK- AND MIX- FALLEN
GODS AND GODDESSES SELECTION
WITH A SCULPTURE COLLECTION AND CHOOSE AS A WEAPON
FOR FUN EVEN WHEN YOU ARE FROM THE WORLD'S
AND FROM GOD'S LAW ON THE RUN AN IRON ROD.
OR A SWORD THAT PRETENDS TO KILL THE SNAKE
THAT YOU ALSO HAVE AN AFFINITY TO WITH YOUR
HISS - BUT YOU BRING ONLY EVER DEATH TO
EVERYBODY, WHOM YOU GIVE THE LAST KISS.

AS DEATH IS YOUR BUSINESS AND TRADE,
BUT MINE, YOU SEE, IS LIFE FOR FREE FOR
ETERNITY AND WITH THAT I WILL NOW
WITH MY UNFAILING PEACEFUL
HEAVENLY ARMY YOUR COMFORT ZONE INVADE.
WITH THE VERY THING THAT ALL YOUR
FILTHY MONEY CANNOT BUY - TRUE LOVE AS
THAT IS ONLY AVAILABLE FOR FREE TOGETHER
WITH INFINITE HEAVENLY TREASURES THAT
ARE BEYOND YOUR WORLDLY MEASURES.

I HAVE
COME TO THE POINT THAT I REMOVE FROM
YOUR BLASPHEMOUS MOUTH YOUR
WEED JOINT AND WAKE YOU UP
ONE LAST TIME - AND BECAUSE
YOU ARE EVER SUCH A REPETITIVE
LIMITED MINDLESS GIT, I DO IT EVEN
FOR YOU IN REASON AND RHYME.

AND THIS TIME YOU SHUT UP, AND
LISTEN TO ME, AND DON'T YOU
DARE TO EVEN CONTEMPLATE TO TALK
OR TO MAKE A SINGLE NOISE,
AS I HAVE HAD ENOUGH THAT YOU
DO MY FAITHFUL AND THE INNOCENT
WITH YOUR FALLEN HELL'S MENAGERIE STALK,
AND I AM PURPOSEFULLY NOW LOOSING
AGAINST THEE MY POISE.

YOU HAVE HAD YOUR CHANCE, WHERE
YOU COULD GO UNPUNISHED, IF YOU DID
PLUCK MY HAIR, OR GAVE ME A BLOW
WITH YOUR DAGGER OR WHIPPED
MY BACK OR GRINNED AT ME AND I MADE IT EVEN EASY
FOR THEE TO SPIT AT ME, YOU SMITER.
YOU REJECTED ME, YOU DEFECTED FROM
GOD AND ME, BECAUSE I GAVE YOU FREE
CHOICE AND ONLY EVER TO MY TABLE
KINDLY INVITED THEE AS I WAS HOPING
EVENTUALLY YOU WOULD IN HOLINESS
AGAIN ENHANCE AND USE FOR GOD'S PRAISE
YOUR VOICE.

BUT YOU GOT ATTACHED TOO MUCH
TO THE FALLEN ANGELS AND GODS, WHO
NUMB YOUR SENSES AND WHO GIVE YOU
AN EXCUSE NEVERMORE WANTING TO GIVE UP
YOUR SELF-DELUDING AND OBSESSIVE
MAGICAL PAGAN CEREMONIES
AND TRANCE DANCE BY USING EVEN YOURSELF
AN IRON ROD. YOU THINK THAT MAKES YOU
THE KING OF KINGS, YOU EVERLASTING FOOL
AND SOD?!

YOU WOULD NOT EVEN HAVE THE FIRST
CLUE, WHAT IT ENTAILS TO SHARE IN MY CROSS,
AS YOU ONLY EVER LIVE IN NUMBERS, AND
THE CLOSEST YOU WILL EVER COME TO RUIN
AND HUMILIATION AND FRUSTRATION
IS YOUR BUSINESS EMPIRE'S LOSS.

AND ON THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKING
FEVERISHLY AS FROM NOW ON, YOU WILL
BE SENT TO A SPECIAL PLACE, WHERE YOU
WILL LEARN AGAIN TO BECOME A VALUABLE
AND HOLY MEMBER OF MY EMPIRE AND
BY GOD, I WILL TEACH YOU EVENTUALLY
TO BECOME A MEMBER OF THE HUMAN RACE,
WHO WILL NEVERMORE FALL FROM GOD'S GRACE.
BUT RIGHT NOW YOU ARE NOTHING BUT ONE
BIG TO THY SPECIES DISGRACE.
AND ONTO YOU IS MY HEAVENLY ARMY
AND ON IS OUR HEAD-ON-HEAD RACE.

AND THAT IS ONE THAT YOU WILL NOT WIN,
AS OVER IS THE TIME THAT YOU WENT
UNPUNISHED, BUT BELIEVE ME, NOT UNNOTICED -
I HAVE RECORDED EVERY TINY DETAIL AND SIN
OF ALL OCCASIONS, WHEN YOU YOURSELF
AND OTHERS THROUGH YOUR PERSUASION
WENT OFF THE RAIL.

THERE IS NOTHING BETTER FOR CHARACTER
TRANSFORMATION THAN TO BE ACQUAINTED
LIKE ME WITH SORROWS AND GRIEF. AND TO BE REJECTED
AND DESPISED, AND BEING SPIT AT AND
TO BE ON THE GUARD FOR BEING DEMISED.
AND HAVING TO FEAR CONSTANTLY FOR
THE LIFE OF YOUR ETERNAL WIFE AND
YOUR HOLY FAMILY. THAT TRULY MAKES
A MAN, YOU HAIR PLUCKER, AS IT WAS YOU,
WHO WITH YOUR FRIENDS PUT ON ME
SHAME AND ALL THE BLAME, WHILST YOU
WERE CREATING WITH YOUR DESECRATION
YOUR OWN KIND OF FAME.

I DID NOT HIDE MY FACE FROM YOU IN
ORDER TO STILL GIVE YOU IN HOPE
A CHANCE TO STEP INTO MY FOOTPRINT
BUT YOU WERE ONLY EVER CONCERNED
TO WEAR EXPENSIVE LEATHER SHOES
WITH A MOULD JUST FOR YOURSELF.
AND YOU NEVER EVER READ THE BIBLE
WITH YOUR HEART AND NEVER PLAYED
ANY KIND OF DECENT AND HOLY PART,
EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT HAVE BOUGHT
BOOKS BY THE MILE FOR YOUR BOOKSHELF.

YOU ARE SIMPLY A MAN EVER SO VICIOUS AND
VILE, THAT YOU NEED TO LEARN NOW YOUR
ULTIMATE LESSON - AND THAT INCLUDES
THAT FROM NOW ON INTO THE PIT YOU GO
WITH YOUR WHOLE RANGE OF WEAPONS
INCLUDING YOUR OWN MAKE OF SMITH-
AND WHATNOT -ESSON.

HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD?! OH, WELL,
YOU WERE TOO BUSY MOCKING ME AT THE CROSS,
AND ALSO ON THE WAY, TO EVEN SEE AND HEAR
THAT ONE DAY I WOULD COME BACK IN GLORY
TO JUDGE BOTH THE QUICK AND THE DEAD.
AND YOU BELONG IN BOTH CATEGORIES,
AND THAT IS WHY I HAVE COME TO THE STAGE
OF PASSING MY SENTENCE ON TO YOU:
YOU WILL LIVE NOW FROM GOD IN ETERNAL FEAR
UNLESS YOU LEARN FROM YOUR INNERMOST
HEART THROUGH REPENTANCE TO SHED
FOR ALL YOUR CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY
DEEPLY HEARTFELT AND IN HONESTY NOT
JUST ONE MOCKING TEAR.

AS OVER IS LIFE AS A STAGE. NO MORE OF THAT,
THAT IS WHY FROM NOW ON THE KINGDOM OF GOD
BELONGS TO THE MEEK AND THE MILD AND
THE INNOCENT - AS YOU HAVE EVEN VIOLATED BY
INFILTRATING MY HOLY CHURCH WITH YOUR
HELLISH ARMY OF UNHOLY PERPETRATORS,
WHO POSE AS A PRIEST OR NUN
EVERY SINGLE SACRAMENT.
AND THAT HAS NEVER BEEN AND NEVER WILL
BE ANY KIND OF FUN.

THAT IS THE MOST SERIOUS CRIME AND
I CALL THAT HIGH TREASON AND THAT YOU
HAVE COMMITTED SINCE I GAVE MY LIFE
EVEN FOR YOU GIT WITH YOUR BULL.HIT
IN ANY GIVEN SEASON.
NO MORE!!!
FROM NOW ON ONLY GOES, WHAT I SAY,
AND YOU CAN GO HOME, WHERE YOU
BELONG, TO HELL NOW, WITH YOUR
BABYLONIAN WHORE AND YOUR WHOLE
MISHPOCHE, AND START IN THE CLAY
AGAIN WITH SOME SERIOUS MALOCHE.

ANNO DOMINI 12TH/13TH SEPTEMBER - MY YEAR! MMIX
IN ROMAN LETTERS, AS A LITTLE EDUCATION
SOMETIMES ALSO THE CHARACTER BETTERS.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY, MANY LEARNING
INSTITUTIONS HAVE THROUGH YOUR
INFLUENCE ALSO BECOME GREEDY
JUST LIKE YOU, AND SO THEY HAVE
CORRUPTED THE PATH OF LOVE
AND SHARING AND CARING FOR MANKIND
AND FOR THAT I SEND NOW ALSO MANY
A DEVIL'S WORSHIPPER AMONGST
HEADTEACHERS TO THEIR OWN MIND'S
HELL GRIND. AND THE EFFECTS OF MY
REDEMPTION IN THOSE SOULS YOU WILL
SOONER OR LATER NOTICABLY FIND.